Jimin POV

I had never ran so fast in my life...I was desperately looking for one of the hyungs...one of them will have some.

As I turned the corner I saw Yoongi coming out of the office from the meeting.

"Hyung!" I called to him. He turned and instantly knew what was going on.

"Did you not take your remedy?!" he whisper shouted at me.

"I did last night...I thought it would be enough but the contracts took longer than I thought."

"Damn it, Jimin."

"Do you have any on you?"

"No! I take mine before we leave the house!" he scolds.

"Yoongi I can't not have it with her here..." But it was too late. I started to smell her...oh god...she smelled sweet and just the smell alone had my mouth watering and my cock twitching.

"Come on Jimin..."

I pulled against him running down the hallway to where she was...but I was slammed agasint the wall as Yoongi pinned me there in a dark corner. Suddenly Tae and Namjoon were there and they were all pulling me into a different room. I shouted out to her as I saw her pass us, but she didn't see me. I need her...I want her so badly...I can taste it.

"JIMIN STOP!" Namjoon yelled!

I groaned. "Let me go...she's mine! I need to make her mine!"

"God is this how Tae was when he met me?"

"I want her! Please let me go...she's mine...I'm allowed to have her!"

"Open up Jimin." Namjoon said as he made me sit tilting my head back.

"NO!" I shouted. My mind started to fog and drown in only thoughts of her...her eyes...her smile...her hair...her lips...her skin...her blood. "Fuck!" I shouted.

Just then Namjoon took the opportunity to grab hold of my mouth keeping it open. Since he was older...he was much stronger than I was and finally the remedy dripped down my throat instantly taking away my sense of smell. As it slowly faded, so did the beautiful shroud she caused me.

I sat there panting and Yoongi slapped me hard on the back. "You need to start remembering to take you damn remedy...ESPECIALLY now...do you hear me?"

I swallowed and gasped a bit. "Yes...I...I know and I usually have an extra vile on me just for situations like today but I...I thought I took it in time."

"From now on." Namjoon started. "Take it EVERY morning...just in the mornings. You can't come to work unless you take it...okay?"

"Okay." I still was panting a bit from the panic my body went through. "Every morning." I repeated.

Yoongi sighed deeply. "You good? I need to find Tae."

"Yeah I'm fine."

I sat up straight then leaned my elbows on my knees holding my head. "Why am I so out of control?"

"It's because she's your mate."

I looked up. "Are you sure?"

"After that episode? I'm sure."

I sighed heavily. "I...I'll be able to touch her wont I...without that happening?" I said gesturing to the hallway.

He laughed. "Yes. You will...it will be difficult at first...and she will feel your anxiety but eventually it will get better...the more touching the easier it will get."

I nodded. "God I want her so bad...I don't even know her. How do you love someone without knowing them?"

"It's a mate thing." He said with a smile. "When I first met Jin...I didn't even smell him. I was trying out the remedy seeing if it worked so I didn't catch on that he was like me at first. I actually bumped into him and this...spark ignited something in me. Then I looked into his eyes and he kissed me." He laughed. "A stranger...a beautiful stranger kissed me. And he kissed me hard...it was like...it was as if the world finally made sense...and I had this longing for him...this deep unfamiliar feeling in the pit of my stomach whenever I was around him. We slowly got to know each other and after a short time we mated. We've been together ever since."

"So fast."

"The universe doesn't need time...the universe gives us what it wants when it wants and when you have your person there in front of you...there is no time to waste."

"Then why did Taehyung stop me from seeing her the other day?"

"Because it's different for humans...the connection, though strong isn't mutually as intense as it is for us. We feel it right away because we are supernatural beings. We have the capability to feel that strongly for someone without really knowing them. Humans are the weak link in the physical world and so they don't hone the same...sixth sense if you will. I don't doubt that she feels something...but she just doesn't feel it as strongly as you do."

"What if I mate her? Can she feel it then?"

"That's a little more complicated."

"How?"

"I feel like a bad brother for never explaining this to you." He chuckled. "We cant mate with humans."

I felt my heart sink instantly. We cant mate with humans? Then how was she my mate? Am I forever condemned to power thought this pain without anything in return? How is that a fair universe?!

"Why not?"

"They are physically unable to do it. I don't have to remind you how mating is done do I?"

"No."

"How would you expect a human to be able to do that and survive?"

"It's never been done?"

"Never. And I wouldn't suggest trying."

I swallowed hard. "Then...what do I do?"

"If you wanted to mate her...you would have to turn her first."

"I thought we were forbidden to do that?" I reminded him raising an eyebrow.

"I can make an acceptation for a mate, Jimin. But you can't just force it on her. Charm her...make her fall in love with you...THEN tell her about us...what we are and who she is for you. That would be your best bet for consent."

I nodded. "I guess I never really thought about it before. You guys were all mated when...when I joined you."

He nodded and smiled. "I'm excited for you to go through this part of life Jimin. But Yoongi and Tae are right...you have to be careful."

I nodded again. "I will. I have to. I have to make it work Namjoon...It's just this feeling."

"I know the feeling." He laughed. "Go home, take a shower and cool off...you're going to meet with her tomorrow morning so you need to not make a total fool of yourself."

"Gee thanks hyung."

Once I got home I bee-lined it for my bedroom. I ignored the hollers from Tae and Jungkook as they played their stupid game and I jumped in the shower immediately. I took an extra hot shower allowing the water to relax my tensed muscles. I had never felt this way before and I wasn't sure if I liked it. My thoughts were consumed with her...everything about her drew me in to her flame. That part...I loved. But the fact that I couldn't control it...that was something else in its entirety. That I didn't like.

I heard a knock coming from the bathroom door and groaned in irritation. Living with these guys is great but holy shit there is absolutely no privacy.

"Jimin...it's Tae can we talk?"

"I'm in the shower."

"I can sit on the toilet...please it's important."

I groaned internally to myself. "Fine."

He opened the door and I heard him walk over to the other side of the bathroom sitting on the sink counter.

"What is it?" I asked him.

"It's about Y/N."

"Figured as much...what?"

"I just...I'm sorry I'm not trying to get involved but please...please be carful...human mates are no joke."

"I'm aware."

"No. You're not." He snapped. "Yoongi was human...he was my mate and he was human...you do not understand what it is like to have a human mate and not touch them the way you want to touch them...you have to constantly hold back...you are so much stronger than she is Jimin...you could easily break her do you realize that?"

"Yes, Tae...I do."

"Good. Because you chose her to be your apprentice...you chose her. You are going to have to touch her constantly...hold her, lift her, twirl her and grab her." He sighed. "You are going to have to have complete control over yourself and you...you can't...you can't forget the remedy. You won't be able to control yourself if you do."

"Namjoon said something along those lines."

"Well he's the smart one." He laughed and I returned the laugh.

"Was it hard?"

"Yes."

"Was it worth it?"

"Yes."

"How...how did you...you know...stop yourself?"

"From what?"

"Any kind of...sexual activity."

He let out a deep breath. "We didn't."

"You didn't?"

"No...we didn't stop ourselves...I was just...very careful...it was also easier because Yoongi is more of a top than I am...but when we would switch I had to be extra careful."

"Did he know?"

"Not the first few times."

"Thank you."

"Anytime hyung."

"Can I finish my shower in peace now?"

He laughed jumping off the counter. "Sure...just be sure you take your remedy tomorrow morning...it's going to be just you and her there."

"I will."

And with that the door shut softly and I placed my head on the tile wall relaxing back into the hot water.