" Until I Found You "

The words that pierced her heart.

The words that had her drowning in the abyss without an escape

Those cold eyes, that left her breathless.

She felt the lump in her throat practically choking her till she found it hard to breathe. The pain rising in her heart had her fingers clenching against the clothing fabric over her chest hitting it once or twice to resume her breathing. Her eyes teared up due to the physical pain her body was in, if not the mental pain destroyed her already.

She suffered, thrashed her feet around once or twice unable to let out a word or call for help. It hurt like hell, she thought maybe dying was a better option at that point.

And so she closed her eyes, hit her head against the wall once or twice to make it slightly more bearable to take the pain her heart and throat was in. It almost drawn her breaths away from her, her struggles slowly came to a stop deciding to finally let it go at this point. Her eyes fell on the ring Jungkook had thrown her way a few moments ago. If the pain was not enough till now, it surely crossed her tolerance level with just one look towards the piece of jwellery she adored so much till now.

With a harsh tug she was pulled against a hard surface, yet it spread warmth through her whole body. Her hand extended forward towards the ring laying on the ground few feet away from her. The vision blurry and slowly the darkness started spreading before her eyes. She wondered,

Was she dying?

Yet, it was not the darkness, it was the moment her eyes slowly started opening, drifting away from her nightmare she gets once in a while only to wake up to the melodious voice ringing through her ears sending her into trinquility. Her body slowly relaxed in his protective arms.

JK : "It was a nightmare, I will never give you pain again." He knew what it was about since it was not the first time. It gave him a handful of pain how much he fucked up for her to have such nightmare every here and now. Probably like once in a spam of 7 to 8 months. He watches how her breathing turns shallow and she cries out in her sleep unable to wakeup even after several tries of Jungkook until the dream reaches to it's end each time.

It hurts him, most of the times makes him want to hide from her and scream out of frustration, makes him want to do something that is worse than what she is going through but it all comes to an end when each time her body relaxes up in his arms. Her fists curling against the fabric of his shirt and face digging deep in his chest seeking more and more of his love and comfort.

His hand reached out to turn on the lamp placed by the night table right beside the bed. He shifted in his seat so he was against the backrest of the bed, he pulled her towards him to have her in between his leg all snuggled up against him. She didn't once move her head out of his chest to look at him nor he asked her to do so. He was glad, atleast, for now her breathing was normal and she wasn't shaking anymore.

He fixed the comforter around her to keep her warm and shifted his eyes towards the window to have a look of the outside world which seemed to be sound asleep at this hour of the night.

JK : "It was quite a lonely night.
In the blink of an eye
The dark faded out
Blooming under the sunlight
Memories with me and you"

The once silent room was lit up again by his voice that came out in such a manner it provided warmth to her heart. It held the power to relax her enough to completly move out of her nightmare and shift to the reality and not fear him anymore. She held his hand tightly against her randomely tracing circles over his knuckles before she intertwined her fingers against his.

JK: "All these lights are coloured in by you
All these times are precious due to you
Four seasons have passed with you.
Four scents are left cause of you
All the reasons why I can laugh out
All the reasons why I sing this song
Thankful to be by your side now
I'll try to shine brighter than now"

"I am sorry" is what she said the first thing after the silence was what they received once the song reached its end. The comfortable silence that was not scary anymore. "I am sorry to make you fele like this everytime."

JK : "You don't have to apologise for anything, my love. We'll go through it together . I told you."

She moved her head up finally looking at him in the eye without having the visions of her nightmare. None of that wicked smile and evil eyes anymore. It was him, the one whose eyes held the ultimate love for her and each time they looked at her they would smile, only for her.

"Let me see." She said as she cupped his cheeks. "How come i get scared of this handsome face always." He laughed and she beamed for successfully fixing up his mood.

JK :"Nice try but I won't deny."

YN :"Oooo confidence~~ I like it, I like it." They stopped when they heard a tiny knock on their door. Jungkook hurridly rushed out of the bed walking towards the door along with YN who put on a robe over her nighty first.

He carefully opened the door and knelt down beside a tiny baby girl who stood in the hallway hugging her plushie while rubbing her eye with the back of her tiny fist. Jess stood righr beside her seemingly in her sleep too.

JK : "Why is my princess awake?" He held her hand moving it away from her eye. She was only three years old, her tiny wrist fitting in between his two fingers so easily.

Hana : "Mama... Painnnn..." The girl started crying extending her little arms towards her mother. YN instantly picked up her daughter and rocked her a bit.

Jess :" she woke up hearing your cries."

YN :"Was I that loud? " she chuckked nervously while trying to comfort the little princess in her arms. "Mama is okay baby look. All gooood."

JK :"She will sleep with us. You should go rest." He closed the door and turned towards the two who seemed to have his heart in the palm of their hands. He melted at the sight of his daughter rubbing her tiny hand against YN's cheek in an attempt to wipe her tears even if there was none.

JK :"wow, I don't feel left out at all. Princessss~"

Hana :"Oh dada bunyyyy! ~" Her arms now shifting towards his direction but to his unfortune, they were extended towards her bunny plushie abandoned by her a few minutes ago on the floor.

Jungkook made a face that reflecfed such betrayel and heartbreak, YN had to try so hard to keep her laugh in.

Yn :"What are you looking at, give my baby her plushie."

Hana :"Dada Bunnyyyyy!!" She whined, bounced in YN's arms, expressions turning in to angry ones. Eyebrows joining in the middle and cheeks puffed up. Hands turning in to little fists.

YN :"woah baby relax."

JK :"Come here you little angry brid." He picked her up and threw her slightly up in the air causing the girl to let out a joyous laugh before he caught her again and started tickling her. The two smiled hearing their daughter's cute giggles and that's how the rest of their night passed by.

-With YN cursing at Jungkook 23 times in only one hour blaming him for playing with the kid and now she was all fresh not wanting to sleep anymore.

-Jungkook who tried his best to help her kid to sleep and covered her ears each time a curse was thrown his way. Trust him, his lady might be the sweetest wife but she is a literal scariest person once angry. You do not want to mess with her ofcourse according to Jungkook himself.

-Hana sleeping in the middle of the two like other 5 nights of every week cause everytime the princess would wake up with a new excuse every night and end up squished in the middle of her parents who would shower her with their love. Excuses like "I want dada's kisses" "dada bunnyyyy" and not the plushie those times. And those times waking in the middle of night not finding her parents and assuming they are eating chocolates without her. And a few night would pass by exactly Like this one--

That even when she slept with her parents, she woke up two hours afterwards again to find her parents not in their senses. She crawled towards Jungkook and started tapping her tapping her tiny hand against his chest and cheek continuously while chanting "dada wakie wakie". Jungkook stirred in his sleep turning his face to other side trying to sleep again.

Hana huffed, cheeks puffing up again and nostrils flarring that if it was an anine you'd see smoke coming out of them. "Hana Dadaa wakieeeeee!!!" The baby added more to her tiny strength shaking her father and once he regained his senses. He frowned.

Jk :"Hana baby, why are you awake?" voice hoarse and eyes sleepy. Hana moved back and started playing with her hair rolling them around her fingers and grinned, literally , after ruining her father's whole night sleep.

Hana :"Hana hairlll dada make pony ~" He blinked, looked at time once and it was 6:30 am. " Come here, its time to sleep ." He tried to put the baby back to sleep bht she would start whining and him being the best father he is, got up taking her to washroom to avoid ruining YN's sleep. He put her on counter.

She beamed happily leaving kiss on her father's cheek who returned the smile.

JK :"Are all kids like her or mine was born special." He turned her towards the mirror and started brushing her hair instantly chuckling at the cuteness of his princess who cupped her cheeks with her tiny fists looking at herself in the mirror with wide eyes.

Hana :" Woahhhh Hana Pinshesssss~~" Her hands instantly shifting from cheeks and moving over her eyes turning shy instantly.

Jungkook laughed "Who teach you these things huh? " He tickled her a little and brushed her hair making two ponies, one on each side.

He turned back hearing a throat clearing up to see his wife all awake leaning against the doorframe with her arms crossed.

YN:" Such an evil daddy you are, making your wife miss out on such a cute sight."

Jk :"Great now I am Evil. Sounds just amazing." He made a weird face and YN walked in restroom turning the other lights on too not wanting to sleep anymore.

Hana : "Dada mama ponieeeeeee"

JK : Right come here your turn. "He pulled her towarda him making her sit and grabbed the brush.

YN :" Why do i feel like you are going to turn me in to a joker. "

" Trust your husband lady. "He smiled innocently and started brushing her hair. He truly planned to mess her hair but the fierce and intese glare of his daughter made him have change of plans.

Whom was he kidding to, the lidol babygirl was literally looking at them with her wide excited eyes waiting for them to get finished while randomely praising herself looking in the mirror.

She had the eyes of her father, big bambi eyes.

Once they were done, YN picked up Hana and the whole family had a cute photo session. They laughed, played, teased each other and finally their little princess was asleep on the bed but her parents were wide awake now.

YN placed the pillows around Hana to prevent her from falling off the bed and walked out to the terrace where her husband was having a morning coffee. She back hugged him resting her head against his back.

JK :"Sorry my queen, but my princess beats you in cuteness." She chuckled and got in between his arms. "Now I can't be jealous of that right."

Jk :"Thank you for choosing me love, thank you for giving me a chance." He made sure he still tells her that and will continue to show his gratitude towards her. He kissed her head and rested his forehead against hers.

YN : " I will always choose you Jungkook. It's always you.

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☆~The End~☆

Woah, last episode's comments were crazy . I mean okay expected but not this much. I literally brought out the silent readers too heh.

This wasn't planned before. I was going to wake her up from her nightmare within the same episode but then I thought why not why not *smiles cutely

And because of my lazy ass and delayed updates I felt like there needed to be added such element again to bring back the actual plot and theme of the book that's why it was after the story ended and not in the middle.

Thank you so much for reading, everyone. I will come back with another series soon! Take care till then ~★