Not A Pretty Picture
Your P.O.V.
If you think I said not a pretty picture that is not because I don't like the picture or anything;)
After that Jack has hugged is best friends multiple times, he returns to you. You hold his hand and notice how Marks eyes slowly make their way to Jack.
With some hand gestures and of course some stares between the two, Jack quickly understands what his bestie wants to ask. He glances at you, smiling softly before squeezing your hand.
'Should we tell em now?' he whispers at you with his Irish accent. You cannot hold back a soft giggle, but try not to burst out in laughter.
This is a very important step for the two of you, telling your friend that you are together. You recognize how Jack stares at Mark, then at Matthias and back at Mark. It just looks so funny and you hear a laugh escape your lips.
The boys look at you, surprised, what only makes you laugh more. You do not hold it back, surely you would be able to but you decide to laugh it off.
You have not laughed in so long, when was the last time you laughed? Was it yesterday? Yesterday is not THAT long ago is it? Yes it is.
You see how Jack starts to laugh too. It seems you have a lighting laugh, and you are proud of that. As Jack bends through his knees to laugh even harder, Mark starts to giggle too. After a while Matthias joins the party and chuckles hardly.
A few minutes' pas where the four of you only laugh, at some point you stop laughing and try to look serious. You fail horribly; you laughing again but attempt to make a straight face.
Jack starts losing his laugh too and even Mark who always laughs holds his mouth shut. Matthias follows quickly after.
'We should tell them,' you smile at your boyfriend and he looks surprised. You switched from fun to business so quickly that he cannot keep up with you.
He stays silent for a second or five and answers with still a little left over giggle in his voice. You find it cute; you react with a smile as he responds: 'Who first?'
He makes sure his hair is out of the way and looks at you with eyes that say can you go first? You think he is afraid he will mess this up, but you are sure you will too.
Because of what Jack has been through just an hour ago, you choose to tell them. You try to find a good way of telling Matthias. You know Mark will be happy for you but you do not know about Matthias, you do not even know him.
Without further ado, you begin your speech. You are nervous and predict that everything you will say is going to sound like nonsense. Yet you try your best.
'Sean and I form a couple,' you say under your breath. Nobody heard you and you curse quietly. You push yourself to grow the courage and just tell them.
You take another shot, hoping this one will be right.
'Sean and I love each other, so he asked me out and I said yes,' you say and you see how Marks face lights up. He smiles wildly and starts to gasp like a fan-girl.
Matthias does not know how to react and stares at you, he investigates you from head to toe before he opens his mouth. He gets cut off by Mark.
'Did he ask the BIG question yet?' Jacks crony asks and you feel how Jack starts to blush. You usually would not feel his cheeks burn but since you had that "talk" you do.
Mark raised his voice like an exited kid and you smile softly. You notice him winking at you and you chuckle. You know him as Mark yet sometimes you still see Markiplier. The YouTuber you are fan of.
'Yea I did,' Jack says with a grin and you let your partner talk for a bit. You look at Matthias again; he glances at you with a glare that seems angry. Why would he be angry?
He has no right to judge you; he does not even know you. This is the first time you see him in real life. Maybe he is concerned; you hope that is why he looks so unhappy.
Your new phone rings, saved by the bell you thinks and quickly pick up. You notice that the one calling you is your baby sister. Or YOUNGER sister, you could say.
You pick up and turn your back to the guys that are still talking, after thinking about it you put your phone on speakers and give Jack a sine. He turns around, looks at your scream and sees the name Anna on your phone. He knows exactly who it is, you told some things about her.
You hear the known voice of your sister and laugh; Mark bends over to hear the call. He smirks at you and you cannot hold back a laugh even harder.
'Hey Anna,' you say and all the boys follow your lead. In union they say: 'Hey Anna.' You laugh at them but continue your conversation.
'Hey Y/N,' she smiles and you hear a giggle in her tone. Of course she recognises those voices but she does not suspects a thing.
'Are you watching Mark and Jack again?' she asks you and you think about what to answer. You really want to open up yet decide to let her go first.
'Yea you could say that,' you smile and the boys all stare at you in disbelieve. You give them a glare that says ooh shut up! If you could add a smiling emoticon, you would.
'Are you feeling better?' your sister asks and you have to think why she is asking that. You quickly find the answer, even Mark and Jack do. Only Matthias is left behind.
'Yes, thanks for asking tough,' you smile at your screen. You would give up much only to see her. You would not give up Jack, or Mark. But most things you would treat to see her one more time.
'F/N is here, she told us what happened. I am so sorry, are you sure you are okay?' she asks again. You look at Mark for some reason and see his red cheeks. He is hiding something, you know it.
But you will not ask; Mark does not hide anything if he doesn't have a solid reason to do so.
'Yea, I am feeling much better. I did drop my phone and some other things but I am good, how are you?' you ask. You do not want to talk about what happened. And you sure as hell are not going to tell Anna that you had an attack today. She will only freak out, and that is the last thing you want her to do.
'Better than mom and dad, they cried once F/N told them. It was not a pretty picture, trust me,' your sister says with sadness in her voice. You would hate to see how they reacted yet you want to know it so badly.
Jack takes your hand, he knows how you feel. You see it already, your father who normally is the strong man in house is crying on your couch. It is a rather small couch, it will fit in the car that way.
Not much things in your house are big, it would make it harder to transport them. You move out time to time. mostly to find a cure, visit hospitals. First it was really bad, every year you had a new home.
Now you only switch when you really have to. Your parents are even thinking about decorating the house because they know they will stay here for a long time.
A tear rolls down your cheek; your boyfriend wipes it away. His hands are soft and warm, his touch calming and caring. You are unable to resist his hand, you hold it. The two of you holding hands, first sign of being a couple!
'However, I want to ask you something.' Your sibling whispers. You hear in her tone that she tries to cheer you up. You dearly wish she will.
Mark hugs you tightly, which makes an odd sound by the other side of the line. You smile softly and he lets you go, Jack hugs you too. He smiles at you and kisses your nose. 'Do not cry,' he says. Your phone picks that up and you blush because of the reaction your sister gives.
'Who are they, tell me!' she yells in a funny way and you smile through your tears. Anna has some really good ears, something you can be jealous of.
'Nobody Anna, your hearing ghosts again!' you laugh and you notice how Jack laughs too. You make him smile, and you feel good about it.
'The last time I did was more than a decade ago!' she screams and you smile. God knows how much you love your little sister!
'Continue what you wanted to say when you called me!' you say and you hear her sigh. You laugh at Mark and Jack who know this problem too, they both have a sister (jack has more than one).
'I am in a relationship with someone, do not be mad,' she says and you freeze. You think about all the boys that could want her. That are many boys, with who is she?
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with who is she?! that is a good question! and i'm sorry if this is a really long book, also if you got any got names just tell me! and if you think it is smarter to make a book 3 you can tell me too! i just do not want this to be something you click on and realize you have another book to read after this and before this. if i should do it, talk to me and of course i love you cornflakes...
And Christmas is coming up, well it will take another month and more but idc! i love X-Mas! and because Jack has dark green hair now the only thing i can think of are Christmas trees:D
Stay BOSS!!!
#cornflakes
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