Your P.O.V.

'The next one was when I slept at Marks house. He probably called you did he not? That would be something I see him do,' Jack softly smiles while caressing your face. You giggle and he cracks a fake smile.

'Yea he did,' you whisper while kissing him on his check. He looks at you with a broken look but makes sure you do not notice it.

You see how his eyes are looking at you but are not taking in what they see. He is more looking at the ground beneath you, which is hard to see. You keep staring at prince charming and say nothing.

Jack stops the deadly and rather uncomfortable silence by saying something you guess he would say in "real life". You blink with your eyes and wait for him to cut through the air.

'Of course he did,' he smiles softly before cringing. You do not know what he is doing yet you hope he will stop it as soon as possible.

'We had a man-movie-midnight-moment, it was so much fun. We watched a series you most watch too. Maybe I will watch it with you once babe,' Jack says without any emotion in his voice.

He talks all this time in the same tone and you doubt it was fun. You wish he enjoyed himself, yet you decide not to ask. You think it is better to let him speak.

For that reason you keep your mouth shut for a minute and Jack looks at you in anger. His eyebrows are nearer to his eyes then they ever been and he raises his voice.

'Why are you not answering me?!' he yells and you feel a shock running through your body. He stays angry for a couple of second before backing off in fear.

Staring at his hands he begins heavily breathing. You want to calm him down but he shrinks himself into a little ball, sitting against the corner of the little room you sit in.

You try to come closer but the fear is taking over Jacks actions and with anxiety in his voice he screams: 'Stay away from me!' His voice that used to scream into the microphone is yelling into the air. He fires his agony at you and you cringe.

Your love pushes his hands against his head and starts to scream sentences dripping and drowning in an ocean of anguish. He cries and cringes loudly while he damns the voice torturing him.

'Get out of my head!' he screams and you look at his body sitting against the wall. You crawl near him without him noticing it.

His voice is broken and tortured. The demon in his head is slowly killing him as it seems. You hope he is not doing that but bad for you, he is.

You lay your hand against his face and he relaxes within seconds. He opens his blue eyes and stares at you, holding your hand. He moans again but you do not care, you love the man.

You waist no words and kiss his forehead, you are afraid that he will hurt you if you kiss him on the lips. You feel guilty for being afraid of your own boyfriend and hope you never have to feel the same again.

You think it is best to let Jack take some deep breaths but Jack does not think so. He starts his tale again and pushes you away slightly. He still does not want you to come to close.

'Sorry,' he whispers and you just look at him before saying anything. He stares back with his beautiful blue eyes and does not break eye contact.

'No problem.'

'It just took over,' Jack cries while glancing at his hand. You do not know how to react at that sentence and decide to just give him a look of sorrow.

'I couldn't do anything to stop it,' Jack cries and you are tearing up yourself. How much tears have been spilled only in this hour, maybe more?

'I will be okay, you will be okay. I make sure you are,' you whispers and he glances at you before tearing your chest open and ripping your heart out. 'I will hurt you if you try.'

You gasp before noticing that you are staring at him. you close your mouth and take a second glance at your partner. You see how he takes in everything around him. Is that a new tick of his? You hope it is not.

'What happened yesterday?' you question yourself out loud. If you know you may be able to understand what Jack is going through.

Jack heard you and softly raises his head. You guess he has pretty good ears. You also raise your head and the two of you look into on and another's eyes. You wanted this moment to be perfect but it is not.

The black background make Jack jump out of the picture like an angle but his eyes plant a seed of distrust into your heart, making you afraid by every sound.

'I had a dream again, a bad one. It was about something far more badly than the others. There was this cold hand reaching through my eye sockets and pulling my eyes out. That is not the worst part, I literally felt it all,' Jack explains with tears in his eyes. you cringe loudly just thinking about it.

That would hurt so much! You cannot even imagine and you do not want to imagine. You hope you never have to listen to this kind of stories ever again. From now on you hate horror stories.

(This is just something that fitted into the story but you do not have to feel that way. I don't, I still LOVE horror stories and love telling them!)

'Then the torture stopped and I stood in the forest again. Every single time that damn forest! This time it dressed my up like a doll, blazer and all. As if I would marry someone. Randomly a voice behind me spoke:

-Flashback-

'We meet again, Jack,' a voice says from behind. You hold your breath and stop running. You are getting scared already without even knowing what is behind you.

You do doubt it is a person behind you. A human being would never scare anyone that bad. At least you wish you are true but you do not know for certain.

You scream in fear and hear your voice break. Your scream is egos through the woods and you dearly pray to God that you will get an answer. You do not.

You turn around only to see some kind of creep standing there, dressed in a white cloak with dark red places all over it. The colour of blood, you think. Your thoughts are proofed right as you notice the red substance dripping down from the sides. You hold in your puke and try not to vomit.

The posture is moving his hand up to your height. The cloak slowly vanishes from the man his arm and finally a hand of bones held together with tight skin.

It caresses your check and you cringe. You feel how the shadow is softly laughing. It is creeping the shit out of you. 'Come closer, Jack,' it demands and you decide to listen. You are afraid that if you will disobey it will be your last move.

You are unable to see its face but you can smell its breath, recognizing the aroma of death you want to back off but your legs won't move.

'Stay still Jack. I want to play a little game,' the monster whispers and you feel the sweat running down your armpits. You hate this so much.

You want to rush away and never return. You hate games. Back in the days you always lost and until now it never changed. Why would you be good at it now?

-Flashback over-

'I am so sorry,' you cry and Jack just looks at you, confused that you are crying. He does not move a slightest bit and just examines your movements.

'Long things short, I rushed away. Your dead tortured body fell on me and I tried saving you which made me deeply depressed because you got sucked up by the earth and then I found Mark. I tried helping him but got stabbed in the heart. Then I woke up.' Jack says and you do not understand how Jack can say that so easily.

You are sure you could never do that yourself. You are bad at doing that.

You do not answer and Jack softly comes closer. He hugs you tight as you burst out in tears. He says his sorry and so do you. You think he is feeling much better; at least he looks like it.

'Let's go, Mark must be waiting,' Jack says and helps you up. Now you are the one that needs to be hugged all this time. You look at your sweetheart and he looks at you. He knows what you want to ask and answers the question.

'Yes I am feeling better, thanks for listening. I needed that.'

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how that was very emotional. now this was the last chapter of your "session". you're good at this! the next chapter is going to be you and Jack going to Mark&Matthais. M&M!

:D sorry i had to! i know bad joke:P

thank you cornflakes so much for reading and if you liked it, you can always read the chapter again;) i love you cornflakes and as always...

Stay BOSS!!!