Your P.O.V.

After he vanishes from your street and down the road you sigh, not knowing what to do.

You get out of your Wanzi looking at the bandages at your arms and legs. It hurts to look at them and to pat the wounds you got.

Roane said not to walk or run so you get comfortable on the couch, looking at the time. Your Iphone says that it is time to eat.

You must admit, you are hungry. You make sure Roane is one of your contacts and search him on Instagram. You smile while seeing his profile photo.

He stares right into the camera, sexy as hell. His green eyes shine like start, his teeth burn your eyes of them being too bright.

He washed his hair freshly and took of outside in his hoodie, jeans and green converse. He poses with the screen in front of him showing his sister on the screen.

It looks like she is in Africa, paying attention to the details. The children hug her and smile brightly. She really seems to be having a good day.

You smile as you see how she looks: Red hair that is almost strange between the black haired children she is posing with. Her green eyes are exactly the same as those of Roane and she has a pale skin as well.

She has freckles all over her face and she wears the same green converse. She is dressed in a short jeans and a green top, on the top you could read:

Liking what you see?

She was exactly Roane just the female version of him.

Beneath the photo is written both Roane as his sisters name Rori (Ro-ree). That too is a typical Irish name that means: red headed king, still it is used for girls.

You search for some more photos and stuff, every time you see his face you chuckle. No chuckle of love but joy. You think about the film inside out where your best friend and you went to.

It felt so good, you had so much fun. That time you where only two fan girls hoping for vidcon to come again, one ill person bagging for help.

You do not bag for help; you never did and never will. That is just not how you work.

Hunger takes over when you see a photo of Roane and his sister eating a pizza in L.A. with the lyrics: Favourite spot in the world.

You think about Jack, not knowing why. Maybe because Jack and Roane look a bit the same? No they are totally different. At least you hope so.

You remember that you said you should call Jack and you totally forgot. You start to cry again and hold your breath while you search for the contact.

Jackeboy;)

You found him and are happy it took you not forever. You sigh in relive as you press the button to call.

The phone go's off and you wait patiently but after a few seconds your patient killed itself.

'Pick up you Irish leprechaun!' you whisper angry at the screen. Then just on that moment you hear Jacks voice from the speakers.

'You speak with Jack!' you hear his cheerful voice say. You let go of your bated breath.

'It is Y/N I am going to...' you get cut short from a female voice breaking your heart.

'Cannot answer his phone.'

You hate that stupid siri voice, just like you hate Evibot. You think what you are going to do without Jack, without his cheerful voice, without his smile and giggles, without his warm embrace.

As Nathan Drake would say: crap, translated: IDK!

You cry harder than your voice can take and not long after your voice gives up so you have to be silent. You get up, saying to yourself to not feel pity about what is happening.

You look in the mirror, seeing someone that is not you. The person got red eyes because of crying, her hair is massy and her skin is pale. There are cuts on her face and the left site has turned blue.

She looks just miserable, you decide the wrong thing. She looks just like you and you are beautiful.

You turn your back to the mirror and wanting nothing more than just vanish from the earth you fall to your knees. You forgot your wound and scream in pain.

God damn it.

You get up and inhale deeply before exhaling short. You do not forget Jack words: I could never forget you.

Well, he did. He ignored your call and is not answering. Maybe because you called him like two minutes ago and he is not playing Pokémon Go all the time?

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this chapter is pretty long isn't it? hope ya like it!

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