Jacks P.O.V,

'What is the time babe?!' he yells at you while dancing on his own music outro song: Crazy le Paint.

It is hard to keep up with him but you do, just an inch more energy and Mark will go over the top. In a bad way. You have that too, sometimes. The moment after you made a video your heart is still bombing full of energy and happiness while your body is shutting down because editing does not need much of the remaining energy.

It once causes you a breakdown, where you had bad mood and no energy left for a whole day. It is no pleasant thing to get, trust me.

You want to answer your bestie but Elena is already checking her phone and screaming the time.

'4PM, Markimoo!' she yells over all the fangirling girls. You see how Mark does not care because his favourite song comes up. Girls start to scream and you, the only two boys, start to sing.

Why is this not going wrong yet?

Anne, one of the girls, grabs your hand tight wanting you to bring her to the dance floor. On that moment you think about Y/N.

While the girl looks at you not understanding why you walk away you get your phone out its pocket and call Y/N. She gave you her number. That makes you feel special. She also gave it to Mark and a slight version of jealousy comes crawling up your back.

The standard "beeb" sound go's of and you hope Y/N will pick up. The voicemail starts to speak; Y/N denied your call.

'Hey. This is the voicemail from Y/N. You know how it works, leaf a message and I will call you back!' you hear Y/N's voice say. She has such a beautiful voice, dripping like chocolate over a cranberry.

The noise that tells you to leave your message kicks in and you talk to the phone, hoping Y/N hears this.

'It is me, Jack. I am worried about ya. Where are you? Maybe I can come there to talk or something. I do not want ya to feel sad. Hope you are okay.'

Your fingers have a brain of their own and start to unlock Whatsapp. Above all your contacts you see Y/N. Her profile picture is a selfie together with you Mark and F/N. They were on vidcon.

Stupid that you are! Why did you not remember!

A memory comes flashing by.

You are at vidcon; fans walk past each other only to see the famous youtubers. You are one of them. You get to your own table and sit down, sipping from your water.

It is hot outside; the temperature is totally different from Ireland where it mostly rains every day.

Marks table is next yours so you can talk and joke around when you want. You are looking forward to this. The first girls enter your zone and shake your hands.

One of the girls has a green strike in her hair and asks if you can be hugged. You answer with a yes and hug the little girl that is obviously younger than you.

The smile from ear to ear brightens up the day and you chuckle ask about her name and give her your autograph.

After she is done two other girls follow, one with H/C and dressed in a black short skirt and grey top, with your symbol on the middle. She wears green converse and her phone lies in her hand, her phone case with the lyrics: LIKE A BOSS. She wears some bracelets and a backpack in white with black letters on it, on her head a beanie.

The other girl is obviously her best friend; just the looks they share explain that.

Her friend wears the same skirt, neon green this time. Her black top fits her bestie's phone case with the lyrics you are known for. She wears black converse and a green and black cap. She wears some bracelets and her lips are red like M&M's. Green headphones are used as accessory.

The girls are pretty and attractive but you see that one of the girls has a boyfriend already; just the way she looks at you is not the same as the girl in the beanie.

'Hi girls, what are your names?' you ask smiling. You wink at Mark and he chuckles back. This is going to be perfect.

'I'm F/N.' the girls in the green skirt said, smiling so you could see her white teeth.

'And I am Y/N,' the girl in the black skirt chuckles, they both want to give you a hand but you hug them instead.

'Nice meeting ya,' you smile at them and they smile back. Some other words are exchanged and autographs given. Soon the girls leave and you go on with your live.

The memory is over.

After the memory crushes your feeling of guilt you start to look further than the eye reaches. Her status reads: Some hero's wear capes, mine wear headphones, Jacksepticeye, Markiplier and Pewdiepie.

You smile seeing the ultimate proof she was once your fan and will be forever your fan.

You text her, after 10 minutes she did not call back and you are worried about that beautiful human being.

You type faster than you ever did and sigh after you send the message.

You: are you okay? Where are you right now? I am worried Y/N.

You see that she is online and that she saw your message, thanks to the blue strikes that appear.

She does not answer or call, she does nothing.

Anger wants to take over but it cannot. You never wear a person that gets angry very fast so you try again.

You: why don't you answer Y/N? I am getting worried!

You sigh as your screen tells you that she is typing a respond.

Y/N: it is okay Jack. Could you please forget me for a minute and just have fun with your fans?

The words hit you like a bus that did not see you walking over the driveway and hit you with full speed.

You: I could never forget you.

You really mean what you said and sigh, hoping for a respond. Hoping for a positive respond.

Y/N: I hope you have fun! I will reach out to you later today. Have a nice day. Ttyl!

Not a bad answer but it could have been better. You cry a little but keep yourself strong, even when it is just on screen.

You: I hope ya have a nice day too potato;)

You used the Irish wink in the thought that it would make her feel better. You walk back to the fans, more worried then before.

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long chapter! hope ya like it.

Love you cornflakes and

Stay BOSS!!!