So since marami padin pong nagtatanong, yes po inunpublish ko ang three books ko. Which I don't think ibabalik ko pa.

Please understand.

Masakit din po para saakin, kaso noong nirereread ko yung stories ko noon, ang disturbing lang po. I was very young and foolish that time when I wrote those stories.

Basta masaya lang akong nagsusulat ng hindi ko iniisip ang consequences ng mga naisulat ko at kung anong magiging epekto nito sa mga readers ko.

I realized that most of my readers are young, some are even too young. I know hindi po lahat, pero worried lang po talaga ako sa pinapakitang messages ng stories.

It's the reality, hindi po lahat ay mayroong proper guidance para malamang mali ang ginagawa nila na maaaring nagaya lang sa mga stories na tulad ng mga isinusulat ko noon. It can result to bullying, they can be rude to people without a reason and I am telling you, it's not cool if some are thinking that is.

Remember that chapter when Ice and Vanessa had sex? they are just minors. 14! yes! 14 years old! Ngayon ko lang nabasa yung part na yon ulit at ni hindi ko maalalang may isinulat akong ganoon. Hindi ko din alam kung anong nasa utak ko that time at isinulat ko iyon.

The way Janine tallk to her parents are too disrespectful. And almost all my main characters on my first stories are all minors, yet they hurt and kill people.

I realized how it will affect some readers that may think what they did is right. I really love writing those before, I feel so cool and it excites me.  It was fun, specially when they say I make them happy, not knowing I was delivering inappropriate messages.

I feel terrible.

Being a writer doesn't only revolves on how passionate you are, you also have to take the responsibility about how it can affect your readers on some ways, specially if some of your readers are minors.

I really hope you all could forgive me, cause I am deeply sorry for all the damages that has been done. I didn't mean it, I was young and I'm still growing that time. I hope suportahan niyo padin po ako sa journey ko.

I want to be a bettrr writer to inspires people, who inspires my readers to be better, to aim for the best, without hurting people.

Nawala man po ang mga istoryang iyon ay patuloy padin naman po akong mag susulat. TMNG, IG and ATD mau have been unpublished, but I don't regret writing those, what I regret is the messages that I wrote in them.

But in the brighter side, I am trully grateful. Because those stories are the start of my writing journey. I have met so many friends that supports me and are still supporting me. ❤

To my readers, I love you all... ❤

- Former Andrea_Nicute13, now peculiarlullaby (Drei) 😂🦋❤