January 26th 2021

I had a dream that I was friends with ATEEZ. I'm actually standing where I was in the dream where it started, in my kitchen by the oven. I saw Hongjoong, Yunho, San, and Mingi, and I might've seen Seonghwa too, but not anyone else. Mingi was able to work again and I was so excited. Their backs were all turned so I gained courage, running and jumping on Mingi's back. I went, "Hey Birthday Twinnie!" And he was happy to see me. He also seemed surprised too, which was weird cuz it was my house. We didn't really speak the same language, but we understood each other really well, and spoke simply. It's a good thing our kitchen ceiling is so high, because I went from weirdly bearhugging Mingi, to climbing onto his shoulders like a toddler. We both had fun. I paid 0 attention to the other members, but I was so excited that Mingi was back. When I woke up I was sad to learn it was just a dream, but I hope Mingi is taking the time he needs to get better, I know exactly what he's going through.


A/N: It's missing Mingi hours~

My birthday twinnie is so pretty ))):

I hope he's getting better, I know how it feels to all of a sudden have anxiety come from out of nowhere. It's scary, it's embarrassing, and it stops you from doing all the things you want in your life. No one should use anxiety for attention, it's not a fun thing to have. I've gone to the doctor about it, it's gotten a lot better, quarantine really helped me take time for myself, and I hope that's what Mingi's doing too. It's never 100% better, but the more you focus and the more you try, the less and less anxiety comes.

Get better Twinnie I love you <3

-Mikayla

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