Walking down the halls to your ceo's office seemed more difficult than usually

Maybe cause you had a pre-notion of what the conversation was going to be about

Your palms were getting clammy and you could swear almost everything was closing in on you but you keep walking until you made it to his office knocking on the door quietly before it opens

You see a stern looking jyp as he leads you to seat

Jyp: this recent scandal y/n, really ?

You chew at your lip you really fucked up didn't you

Jyp: why the hell would you smoke at an event like that?

Y/n: i-

He puts his hand up silencing you before you can even speak

Jyp: I'm putting out a statement that both of you are gonna think about your actions as you spend 2 months not on anything, away from all cameras and you need to upload an apology on your Instagram account

Y/n: yes sir" you mumble under your breath feeling like a complete idiot

Jyp: your dismissed and y/n I should never see a scandal like this from you ever again, okay ?" He sternly implies

You nod and leave his office quickly and run to the nearest bathroom crying while throwing up that was you felt like complete shit

He was right why would you do that?

How could you be such a fool ?

What is wrong with you?

Those thoughts spiraled in your head as you choked on sobs on the bathroom floor

Until shotaro called you and you quickly answered desperate for the comfort of your boyfriend

Y/n: hello

Shotaro: hey, how are you holding up

Y/n: ..." You sat there silently not knowing what to tell him

Shotaro: you know you can tell me the truth y/n, it's okay to cry

It's like on impact once he said that you broke down in tears sobbing on the phone

Shotaro: it's okay, let it all out babe

Y/n: I'm disgusting, what the people have been saying was true all along" you weep out to him feeling truly disgusted by yourself

Shotaro: No everything they have been saying is all a lie even if you smoke, drink, take meds, or even kill someone you would still be amazing to me and I will always love you, you being the way you are imperfect but trying is what makes you the best and I love that the most about you

You smiled behind the phone you have such an amazing boyfriend even at your lowest he is still with you no matter what

Shotaro: since I can't see you in person I'll give you a hug and kiss over the phone

You chuckle to yourself thinking you can get through this as long as he is by your side the both of you will be just alright

A/n: thanks for reading this chapter and yes I am back. Probably more frequent updates for dreams come true cause only 2 more chapters left before it ends 😢. Even though I had my ups and downs with this book I will most definitely miss writing it and I would love to see more comments on this book and others (it makes my day literally) love you all guys mwah mwah 💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞