Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight

I kept walking until I reached the bathroom, I couldn't stand it anymore. At the same time I hate the fact that Jungkook still got the same effect on me.

Why after all he did to me, he has the courage of even look at me?

I was trying to convinced myself that I need to hate him, that I didn't feel nothing but hate towards Jungkook.

But….

I just can't…..

The love that I once felt for him wasn't dead as I thought, it was still there living stronger than before. He became the person...that with just with the sound of his name a smile will invade my lips.

When I got inside the class, only God knows how many swears I throw at the sky when my eyes captured his silhouette sitting on a desk. For once I thought I wouldn't see him anymore but I guess destiny want me to suffer more than I already did.

I tried to not acknowledge his presence but it was impossible, I could feel his gaze on every single movement of mine; thanks to that now I'm here on a bathroom locking myself because I don't want to bare with this sadness anymore.

If someone enters right now they'll probably get scared because I'm a tremendous disaster. Tears are streaming down my cheeks like if I'm sort of a waterfall. I want to end this, I want to go back in time when I didn't knew anything I just….want to wake up from this nightmare and be on his arms while listening to his voice telling me that everything is going to be okay.

“I love you my Lalice”
“I love you too Kookie”

I hide my face between my legs and my sobs were the only sound around the place.

“Lisa? I know you're here. I looked you get out of your class”.

“Come one Lalice….we are here for you”

“G...Girls” I managed to answered.

The sound of the door opening make me flustered since it was loud, I felt Jisoo's and Jennie's arms surround my body while her voices of comfort reached my ears.

“I'm going to kill that bastard” Jennie said.

“Stop crying sweetie” Jisoo assured me “He doesn't deserve your tears”

“But….I loved him” I muttered before everything turn dark.

And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me...