everything seems possible at night but by morning

i just want some chai & death i don't feel fresh

by drinking coffee but the coffee must get tired

being drunk by me

              i'm so tired of our if this then that world

if the world was god's felt cute might delete later moment

then we're in the might delete later part of it

if your ears blink you'll miss the point

where sound of water cuts to sound of fire

when i was small i thought i invented masturbation

& that the blue field entoptic phenomenon was aliens

trying to contact me

                                   when the chosen ones grow up

they are wore down by choices that lead to nothing new

sometimes they shine from their broken parts

sometimes they break in order to shine

~ ajay

10/4/2021