sometimes i smell you in the corners

it's beautiful because you wanted it

the chocochip hikes the chocolate ridges

i don't really like it but it's beautiful

                           because you wanted it

i'm afraid you'll find yourself here

i don't want you to find this

i don't want this to find us

i don't want us to find me

me hiding in the corners of another me

hope is the thing with feathers yes but

the thing is flappy bird the moment you

stop tapping it stops flapping & plunges

into a gameovering abyss & pewdiepie

screams his heart out

it takes guts to carry your heart(in my heart, my dear)

my nose pinocchios with volume not length

i feel i can't do it because i haven't done it

& all the flights wrapped in me one by one

are dying

~ ajay

26/4/2021