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            𝖕𝖊𝖗𝖘𝖔𝖓𝖆𝖑 𝖎𝖓𝖋𝖔

               his legal name is javier ruiz-torres. the name javier ruiz-torres means castle, new house & son of roderick-towers. nicknames of his are javi, just javi. don't call him by his full name. he's seventeen. his birthday is august 2nd, 2003 making him a leo. he's bisexual. he's a male. he stands at 6'2.

            𝖆𝖕𝖕𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖓𝖈𝖊

              ja.ve on ig.
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            𝖕𝖊𝖗𝖘𝖔𝖓𝖆𝖑𝖎𝖙𝖞

              + complex ; aggressive ; brave ;
              # sarcastic ; honest ; sensitive ;
              - selfish ; rude ; reckless ;

              javi isn't the nicest. it'll be a miracle to see him be nice or sincere. he's hardly nice with anyone. not even his own family. he's rude more often than not. he cares little of who's he speaking with or their feelings. he'll willingly disregard your feelings. he's brutally honest and holds nothing back. if he doesn't like you or doesn't think that you belong, he will make sure that you know and feel it. he won't even try to hide it, being completely honest and open. he's honestly kind of easy to read because he wears all of his emotions on his sleeve. it's easy to tell what's going through his mind or what he's thinking about. he isn't the kind of person to follow reasons. he's often breaking rules. it's much more fun that way, afterall. he doesn't like to admit it but he can be really sensitive. all it takes is the most simplest sentence to piss him off and make him lash out but if he takes his medicine it's usually not that bad. you can tell if he's taken his medicine that day or not. usually when he hasn't taken his medicine, he's found sleeping or eating a lot. in the rare chance that he goes out that day, he's in a total pissy mood but at the same time he's quiet and keeps to himself: those days are the days that you don't want to mess with him because he'll really lash out if you get him irritated. on the other hand, if he's taken his medicine he'll probably insult you and hurt your feelings a little bit but he won't try to start an altercation. mainly due to him feeling really numb those days.

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            𝖇𝖆𝖈𝖐𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖗𝖞

              for as long as javi could remember, he never got along well with his siblings. he could somewhat tolerate them at best but he wasn't exactly loving or caring towards them. to him, they were just people who lived in the same house and had the same parents as him. nothing more. he kept to himself and really didn't pay much attention to them. he had his friend group and they had their own. they were all pretty different from each other so he never tried putting in a lot of effort. they were well off so he didn't exactly have to worry about a lot which was good. of course, his parents did fight every now and then. usually, it was over little things when they got irritated. nothing too out of the ordinary, really. as the years passed, things started to shift a bit. sure, javi had never been the most friendly but he began to get irritated and lash out a lot more easily. he barely wanted to talk to anybody including his own friends, often causing an argument or two. he had never been a sensitive one but the littlest things would hurt his pride and he would lash out. he started avoiding his friends and family as much as possible, usually sleeping or eating way too much in his room. often while he was in his room, he kept going over all the times that he had gotten irritated or lashed out, becoming disgusted with himself. having more than a few thoughts about how worthless he truly was. eventually, it became a bit of a problem to continue like this so his parents took him to the doctors. after multiple tests, they diagnosed him with depression. shortly after that, he began to go to a therapist as well as take antidepressants after a few years. most days he takes the antidepressants but it's hard because it makes him feel numb, if anything.

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            𝖑𝖎𝖐𝖊𝖘 𝖉𝖎𝖘𝖑𝖎𝖐𝖊𝖘            

              ♡ smoking
              ♡ his motorcycle
              ♡ leather jackets
              ♡ being away from his siblings
              ♡ sleeping

✗ being forced to be social
✗ having to get out of bed
✗ sweet food
✗ warm weather
✗ lying

          
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            𝖊𝖝𝖙𝖗𝖆

        ◌ he's had depression for a few good years now.
◌ most days, he is either found sleeping or riding his motorcycle around town.
◌ he paints his finger nails in his free time to keep himself occupied.
◌ he's often found in a leather jacket with a cigarette in hand.
◌ he doesn't tell anybody but he feeds a lot of the strays in the town.

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