Things aren't always going to be perfect, like one would want it to be. I am standing in front of the operation theatre ,inside of which My heartbeat is fighting for his heartbeat. The beeping of the machines were loud and in a minute it was all dark and silent.
Mohsin’ face is the first thing I saw as he sank into dark hollowness.

Shivangi

"Mohsinnnnn!" I woke up sweating. It was a horrific nightmare. I looked everywhere frantically, trying to come out of the trauma. Without wasting a single second, I called him.

" Hello!" he answered in his deep husky voice making my heart, which stopped a minute ago, started beating again. After all he is my heartbeat.

"Shivi, Is everything alright? Are you okay? Wait, I am coming to check in on you." He showered his questions one after another. I couldn’t utter a single word from my mouth after hearing his voice. He already had figured out his next course of action when the moment he realized that it was me. The line cut off.
The next minute, I hear my door burst open. He rushed into my room, and stared  at me with his worried wide eyes. But the more I look at him and see his concern for my distress, my heart sinks into loving him more and more with every passing second.

"Shivi say something! Are you okay? Is your hand paining? Should we go to doc again, just say something..." He held my my hand tightly, moving closer to me. He wrapped his firm arms around my shoulder. My heart stopped and I didn't know what to say or answer. His hazel eyes were shinning due to the moonlight, and his face was reflecting serenity. That nightmare started to cloud my brain again. I didn’t even realize when tears started flowing out of my eyes.
Mohsin’s concern grew even more and he looked at me worried. Waiting impatiently for me to answer.

"Shivi" He murmured again but this time I just wrapped my hands around his torso.
" Shh!” I uttered and he was relieved as I finally said something. I felt his hands encircling around me.

"Shivi Is everything alright?" He asked with curiosity in his voice.

"Never leave me.." I felt my voice getting heavier!

" Shivi did something happen, Jaan?" He again whispered as he caressed my hair slightly. But all I could focus on was that one word he said, “Jaan.” It held so many emotions within itself. Not trying to ruin the moment I said:
" It felt like, I lost you." my voice was already shaking.

"You will never lose me Shivi, the only way to separate us is death "  He said in his husky voice while looking straight into my eyes. Before he can say anything further, I covered his mouth with my hand.

"Never talk about dying Mohsin, never!The thought of not being with you kills me a thousand times." I said in my shattered voice as tears started pouring from my eyes again.

He just kept staring deep into my eyes, I felt as if I was all exposed in front of him. I don’t mean physically but emotionally as if he was undressing my thoughts with his eyes. Trying to figure out what to say next, but I knew what to ask from him.

"Promise me, you won't leave me. You will fight with every power in your body just to be with me and hold my hand, support me forever." I said this while forwarding my palm expecting he would quickly grasp it. But he did something which left me shocked. He averted his gaze and looked at the moon, which was shinning bright outside the window. For the first time in my life, I was jealous of the moon.

"Shivi, its late. pls sleep." he tried to divert the conversation which was killing me inside.

"But you didn’t promise?"  I asked as if I was a 5 year old girl again. Trying my best to control my tears.

"I don't make promises shivi, I am bad at keeping them. I don't write the destiny, its the universe that does that. Ask the universe not me because until it wants for something to happen, we can’t make it happens no matter how much we try. Some things are not in my hands. I don't want to promise you something which I can't keep in the future. Because broken promises hurt even more which leaves a scar in your heart," he said this with disappointment while not being able to gaze into my eyes like before. His voice showed fear which I was trying to figure out looking at his eyes.

He cupped my face and said "I know Shivi ,its hard for you but I don't make promises..pls understand"
And I just nodded my head for his satisfaction.
"Now pls sleep.." he said while removing  my bangs from my forehead so he can place a kiss there.
I closed my eyes to feel the emotion behind it.

"Will you please stay with me for the night?" I asked hoping the answer would be yes.

"Untill you fall asleep" he replied. He put my head onto his lap, gently patting it as if I was an infant but it felt good...I snuggled even more into him. Not knowing when sleep overtook my desperation of wanting his promise. Just then I felt him murmuring
"I love you, not as a friend but as my life." hoping I wasn't dreaming.
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Mohsin
She slept, like an angel sent straight from heaven, but not for me.
I would never want to hurt the only person I have. She is my everything in my nothing. Maybe we were parallel lines, trying to intersect but parallel lines can never intersect, they just move together forever. Same goes for me and Shivangi, we will move together but we can never be together.

"Stop! what nonsense!" shouted my subconscious. I shrugged that thought off quickly so I can place this sleeping angel on the pillow, but she held on to me firmly.

"Don't ever leave me" she murmured in her sleep but all I can do was ignore her words, my fate - - our fate.

"I’ll make sure he will not" my subconscious answered on my behalf.

I had two options left, either to let go of her grip which would disrupt her peace and wake her up or stay here for the night until she lets go herself. My heart preferred the latter. So I rested my head on headrest , not knowing when sleep overtook me.
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