So um...

Basically...

My Lola (grandma) called and...she sounded so happy and cheerful when I answered...

Then she told me she wanted to speak to my dad so...I gave the phone to him.

And...while I was trying to build a card house...my dad told us what my Lola said to him...and...

She told him that when she went to the doctors, they told her that she had a cancerous cell in her body and that she was gonna get an operation.

So I'm uh...I'm really scared.

Like, she's the Lola that's been with me my whole life.

I've kind of been feeling depressed about it cause I feel like there was something I could've done...

I've been crying and I just don't know what to do. I want her to live but...I can't control whether she lives or not...

I just hope she does.

Anyways...I just wanted to type this here cause I just want you guys to know that I might not be as energetic or happy.

I probably sound like I'm asking for attention...

I hope I don't.

Peace out...