You knew what I can do
Why I never talk to you
I just couldn't decide
What was wrong or right

Every tear I cried
Hiding it deep inside
When you would fall for another
Oh, how I would shudder

So close, yet so far away
Here in these bushes
I ask
Do you hate me?

Outside your window
Looking through the glass
Wondering still
Should I ask?

Passing down the street
Cause I knew you would.
Acting so sweet
And good
For at least I tried
But now you cast me aside

Didn't mean it
I didn't want this
Tragedy
To befall on me
And I know
I should be able
To explain
No I shouldn't complain
About my circumstances
I'll just have to take my chances

With the thoughts of being
Forgotten
Abandoned

I know it's true
It came out of the blue
In a separate world
I believed I would improve.

But it only grew worse
Still here you are
As my memories and
Words are forced
You see past my scars

From a tortured soul
You see the beauty within
Sounds silly I know
But I guess it depends

The fairy tale of youth
Plays tricks on our minds
As we think we are innocent
Watching from the outside.

Moonlight's rays
Sparkle done from above
As the sprinkle of snow
And the wind
Begins to scatter our trust.

Draw closer to me
And I to you
Too late I see
There's nothing I can do.

Firm in your grasp
Involuntarily I gasp

Your hands are so warm
As my tears are so cold
A step ever forward
So dangerous and bold

I cry out in shock
But it's immediately diminished
More tears of pain
As my heart strains
To keep up with the pace
Of the hundreds and hundreds
Of days
Where we would profess
Our loathings
Then share a solemn gaze

Bare our skins
Of the sheep's clothing
We'd release the demons
From the depths
Of the abyss
Groveling on the worn stone steps
Beating at the door
Screeching
"Let us out!!
We don't want
To be in here anymore
Please let us out now!"

These are the instincts
That led us to sin
Purest temptations
The feelings
Buried within.

Tongue catching mine
Burning the roof of my mouth
Searing entire fields
Till I won't be able to put them out
All of the flames that
Mercilessly destroy all sense.
Give me the reason
For how and why you're doing this

Fading away
It led us astray
What happened next
Nothing terribly corrupt
I hope and pray
Although there was a guess . . .