Climbing a ladder
That no else sees
They all stare
And I just freeze.

Feeling the breeze
As if I could fly
I wish I really could
Though I don't know why.

They say I'm beautiful
Like a stunning Goddess
Am I really?
I feel like a mess.

Days pass by
Dreams feel like they fade
Nights swing
Through a forgotten shade.

Do I deserve the chances
Given to me?
Nothing in life
Is ever free.

Maybe I'm overthinking?
Nothing will go wrong
Yet I can't help blinking
At the record I hold against myself
So long.......
Not held by anyone else.