i'm sorry I haven't updated in awhile my dreams have mainly been nightmares of people trying to kill me. I don't even remember the specifics.

But two nights ago:

I was with a few of my friends and I saw my year long crush there and I got the closest I have to him all year.

It's probably because we have a field trip coming up and it didn't seem like he could go so I dreamed that. I still don't know if he is... the money was due today and I didn't go to school cause I did a college visit! So upset. i'll know Thursday.