TW // Su1c1d3

I had this one just last night. 

So IRL my first semester finals are next week, and in the dream it was the day of the finals. I was getting ready for my PE final (which is weird because my school doesn't have PE finals) and my teacher grouped us all together and tried to walk us to this other place. 

I realized "wait shit I have my normal socks on and not my PE socks" so I went back to change really quick. Then I realized "Wait now I'm wearing sandals????" so I went back and changed again, and then I lost everyone else and couldn't find them.

I decided then that I just had to miss my PE final and that was that. I have 100% in PE anyway, so it couldn't be THAT bad. I ended up wandering the campus all alone, which looked vastly different from my IRL school. It had that Backrooms liminal space feel to it, almost like that Windows homepage. 

I was starting to get stressed out, so I decided to pull out my phone and catch whatever new video there was for EthGoesBOOM, since that's my comfort YouTube channel.

Now, get a load of this.

In the video, there was some kind of half-bridge with a REALLY big drop into some kind of body of water. Chica was standing on the edge of the gap in this bridge, and threatening to jump.

I DON'T CONTROL WHAT MY BRAIN THROWS AT ME. I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY THIS HAPPENED.

Bonnie was the only other one there and he was so distressed he was like "CHICA PLEASE"

And then Chica said something like "I WOULD RATHER DIE THAN LIVE WITH YOU KNOWING THE TRUTH, I SWEAR TO GOD I'M GONNA DO IT" 

AND THERE WAS NO CONTEXT???? TO ANY OF IT???? I DON'T KNOW WHAT SHE WAS TALKING ABOUT???? WHAT VIDEOS AM I MISSING HERE? IS THIS HOW THE POPPY PLAYTIME LET'S PLAY STORY ARC GOES??!?!?!

My dream brain was taking in all of this in a very serious way and I was freaking out because wtf no SHE CAN'T KILL HERSELF

And then I woke up into that state where you're like "Wait all that was a dream? Oh shit it was a dream thank God." And I processed the entire thing, and I thought to myself, "Wait a minute. That didn't make any sense."

So yeah TL;DR: Dream me is a dumbass who definitely failed spaces finals, and Chica may or may not have committed suicide. Don't get it, but okay.