Alright, another one just last night.

So, in real life, I had this friend in elementary school I'll call Charlotte. I kind of had a crush on her, but I didn't realize I liked girls until I had already started homeschool, and I didn't even realize I liked her until later. I did see her after that at parties and stuff and I have texted her this year, but I never got to tell her how I felt. Also, I'm pretty positive she's straight. Yayyyyyyyyy. (She's accepting of non-cis people I just don't think she'd date someone who wasn't always a boy)

Last night, I had a dream where we were both living in this weird dreamcore hotel place with several other people I knew. We were both in this grocery store section when she confessed that she liked me. I told her I needed to think, and we both spent more time together. Then I realized in real life that there's something still going on, since I've still been thinking about her in that context.

And right now I'm also questioning if I'm on the aromantic spectrum, so I have to ask myself: Do I like her, or just the idea of her?

Also, after that went on for a little while, it somehow turned into an Umaru x Sylphynford dream that didn't involve Charlotte or I whatsoever. Basically just Sylphynford being cute, Umaru being confused and gay, and that was it. That's one of my favorite anime ships, though, so I didn't really mind.

Anyways, that was my dream, now I have to go seriously overanalyze my romantic orientation and my feelings for this straight girl I went to school with. Hopefully, there'll be more from this book soon.