I.M

Words cannot explain how I felt when I saw her. My heart started beating fast and I wanted to melt when I suddenly met her again but I tried to keep myself playful.
The problem is, I said and revealed alot of my feelings to her. Was I too obvious and annoying to her earlier?

Well at least I gave her a hint of how I feel. She couldn't be that numb to me and my feelings for her.

I handed out the drinks to Hyungwon hyung as they all rested and drank the cola I bought.

We will be flying to Japan and some other countries to perform on shows. I would be busy and it will take time til I see So Eun again.

"Maknae, are you glad we're going to fly away from here?" Minhyuk hyung said.

"What does that mean?" I asked.

"No Eunseo and no discussions about you two." He said.

"Ohhh.. that's great then." I said.

"How many times have you both gone out on a date after you "confirmed" it?" Hyungwon hyung asked.

"2 dates. Well, she seems to enjoy having me around alot. I think she's already fine with what the company is making us do." I said.

"Keurae! She seems very happy about it! Maybe Eunseo likes you that's why she's enjoying this. I mean that girl's kinda obvious." Jooheon said.

"Aw jebaaalll!!" I sighed.

I seriously don't like this and I'm just doing this as my job in the industry. If Eunseo likes me and this thing going on, Ill be so sorry for her because I'm just not interested at all. I don't wanna break her heart or what.

So Eun

I can't stop thinking about I.M and my heart was beating wildly. I felt excited or what.. I just don't know anymore.

"Unniiiii!" I went over to Jinhee.

"Mwo? Tell me." She knew something was up.

"I don't understand my feelings for I.M oppa. I idolized him, then when I became their manager we grew closer, then we were always together, since before I had this different feeling stirred up in me when were beside each other." I said.

"You like him!" she said.

"I don't know.. maybe...
I, I feel so jealous of Eunseo. Then I encountered I.M oppa earlier and my heart started beating fast again and I just don't understand. It's like I wanna say I miss him and I love him. But, I never wanna admit it to myself." I ranted.

"Yaaa, you do like him! Hahahaha just accept the fact. It may hurt you one time but you will suffer if you try to deny your feelings. Admit it to yourself. You seriously are falling for that guy." She said.

"I am?"

When she said those to me it felt like it hit me right. Maybe it was really the truth...

So can I say, Im Changkyun oppa... I like you and I'm slowly falling for you..?

.........

So Eun

Monsta X were gone for the past few days to go overseas while WJSN have a free schedule now since promotions were done.

I went outside my room and I was immeadiately greeted by Jinhee unni right outside my door.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY SO EUN-AH!" She surprised me.

"Omo, Jinhee! You knew?! Hahaha thank you!" I said.

"You're welcome! I knew because  of your brother Jae." she said.

"Jae? Ohhh.." I said.

"Get ready now. I know that even though it's your birthday you still have to go to StarshipEnt." She reminded me.

"Yeah, arasseo unni."

I went and quickly showered and changed. While I was changing my clothes, my phone suddenly rang.

"Hello?" I asked.

"So Eun-ah its me, mom. Happy Birthday.." she said.

"Haha, thanks mom! I love you!" I said shyly.

"I love you too and I miss you. How are you there?" She said.

"Everything's fine. And I'm doing really great here as I earn money haha." I said.

My mom and I chatted for a few more minutes as well as Jae and I before I had to tell them that I'm late for work.

I took the toast Jinhee made for me and quickly went my way to work.

"Bye unni!" I said.

I arrived at Starship and I was so relieved. I went over to my office then I suddenly saw all of my office workers gathered together with gifts and a cake.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY PARK SOEUN!" They all greeted me.

I felt so touched and happy that they remember about it.

"Kamsahamnida,
sunbaenim-deul." I thanked them all.

They went to hug me and give me gifts. Afterwards, I made a wish and blew the candle.

"Chukhahae!" They congratulated me all.

This day was starting out really well and blessed. It makes me feel really good and I was touched by the people around me.

I rushed to WJSN's practice room to accompany them in extra training and practice. I was kinda late already since I came quite late and my workers threw a surprise for me.

I went in and saw them scattered. Some just chatting with each other, some dancing, and some working out.

"Annyeong. Mian, I'm quite late already." I apologized.

"Yes it's fine." They answered and kept up with what they were doing.

I waited and waited then moments later Seola invited us all to go somewhere.

"It's lunch time. Let's go guys and eat somewhere." She said.

Everyone counted themselves in so I just simply had to keep up with them.

We went to a restaurant and Seola and Eunseo ordered food for all of us as we waited and sat down normally. Everyone was quiet since they were still exhausted and hungry so I didn't really mind.

Minutes later our food arrived and everyone just started to dig in, eating well. The food was really good as I was glad to have this wonderful meal with them.

Suddenly, I saw several waitresses and waiters coming over to our table with a cake.

"Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday Happy Birthday... Happy Birthday to Youuuu!!" They all sang joyfully to me.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY SO EUN UNNI!!" The girls all greeted me.

"What the heck, what is this?" I felt surprised.

I felt so touched and I didn't expect that they'd throw me a surprise at the restaurant.

"Aww.. thank you! Thank you so much girls!" I thanked them

"Saranghaeyo unni!" They all said and I blew my candle for the second time.

..........

I.M

We have been gone for days from Korea because of performances overseas. I know that today is
So Eun's birthday and she might not know but we are coming back to Korea today.

I'm hoping that I will still be able to see her today and greet her personally so I can get a chance to meet up with her once again.

The boys and I enjoyed our little stay and performance here in Japan but we prepared to go back home since our flight is coming today.

So Eun-ah, happy birthday and wait for me.. Let's see each other again.

So Eun

Today was one of best days that I could ever ask for. I was kept in a good mood from morning to evening right now.

Although I know I was missing Monsta X... I'll just try to understand it.

"Bye Unni! Happy bday again! We're going to our dorm now!" They said as their other manager accompanied them again.

"Ne! Annyeong!" I said.

I don't know but I wanted to stay in the practice room for awhile again. I'm so sorry to this place but mind if I sing and dance a bit?

I felt like singing and dancing so I again looked out for other people incase I get caught. Then, I immeadiately played some music and started singing and dancing along to it.

I danced and sang along to Red Velvet's Dumb Dumb. Gosh, thanks alot my talent still hasn't left me even though I've stopped practicing and improving it for a time now.

I.M

We arrived in Korea at 9pm and I was glad I had just enough time. The members were driven back to our dorms while I chose to ride to Starship Ent.

My members understood since they know I should greet So Eun because we have been good friends.

I arrived at the building and quickly took the little cupcake and candle I had for So Eun as a gift to bring with me. I walked over to WJSN's usual practice rooms.

"Neo ttaeme harujongil gomin hajiman..."

I started to hear music coming from the practice room I'm about to go to and someone's voice singing.

I quickly went faster and peeked inside it.

"There she is!" I said to myself.

Once again, I saw So Eun dancing and singing alone in the practice room.

Like last time, Ill let myself watch her until she finish.

I watched and watched and my jaw was still dropping everytime. She's so charming, I just can't get enough of her. A girl who's really silly, cute, and fun to tease but at the same time can capture my heart... So Eun you're daebak.

I couldn't help myself but smile and fall deeply into her. With every move she makes... with the sound of her voice.. everything about this girl.

So Eun

"Baby.....  No~...... I must be!~" 

I sang the few last lines of the song, then there! I'm done! Well, gotta go now!

I quickly took and packed my things with me as well as the gifts I received.

*Knock knock*

I heard someone knock and quickly, the door opened.

Oh no. I'm so dead.

I slowly turned around to see....

"I.M oppa?" I said which turned out more of a question.

"Daebak So Eun-ah..." He said.

"You saw me---" I started.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" He said and quickly handed me over a little cupcake with a candle.

I smiled at how cute it was.

"Go. Make a wish and blow it." He said excitedly.

I did as he said and afterwards blew the candle. This was the third time. He clapped his hands and quickly took a piece of the cupcake.

"Say Ahhhh~" he said and he put the piece of cupcake into my mouth as I ate.

"Yummy?" he smiled.

"Ne.... thank you... thank you for making it." I smiled.

My phone suddenly received a message and I saw it was from John.

"John:

Happy Birthday Sweetie! I love you and I miss you. Take care always!"

I read it and smiled but suddenly, I.M took my phone to read it.

"Happy birthday sweetie. I love you and I miss you. Take care always!" he read aloud.

"Yaaaa!!" I got irritated.

"Why is this guy always calling you Sweetie? Is he your boyfriend?" he asked upset.

"No it's not that. He gives me nicknames only." I said.

"Then why Sweetie?!" he started.

"Ya. Stop. Why are you like this? Mind yourself, you're dating Eunseo." I said because I was getting annoyed.

"No! That's not even true! But you and that John. Who is he anyways? Ever since you were our manager you always talked--"

"Aishhh! Ya! Why? Do you like me?" I joked.

"YES, OKAY?! I DO LIKE YOU
SO EUN, I LIKE YOU!" He said it out loud to me.

I was speechless and shocked....

There was a small moment of shock and awkwardness between us before I spoke again.

"But.... Eunseo, she likes you alot. You have Eunseo.." I said trying to smile just to lighten up the atmosphere after his confession to me.

"Stop it. It's you who I like and not Eunseo.." He said.

I didn't know how to react to it for awhile so I stood there just looking at him. He started to think I wasn't feeling the same so I.M suddenly walked out away from me, upset.

I didn't want to lose him yet having the wrong idea so I chased after him in the hallway.

"Ya! I.M oppa! Jamkkan! Oppa!" I called out.

He ignored me and kept walking.

"Changkyun, I like you! I like you... I, I like you too." I admitted.

He suddenly stopped walking.

I took the chance so I came to run towards him and I immeadiately hugged him from behind.

"Oppa... I didn't know how to explain or tell you. But I was falling for you all along.. I really like you." I confessed.

I heard him sigh out loud in relief and he turned to face me. We looked at each other and without words, he suddenly pulled me into a tight hug.

I could never be this happy in my life.. Thank you, Changkyun oppa.

......

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