Yoon-gi's POV

This feeling, in my heart..
I don't know what it is.. I look at Fa- I mean Hope, I don't understand.

My cheeks are heating up, she grabbed my hand. My heart started to accelerate, no way.

This is that feeling that hyung was describing, when we talked about Army. When Namjoon, said Army was our girlfriends. I just scoffed, don't get me wrong.

I love Army, with all my heart. But I've only known her for a day, damn this feeling.

I felt her hand tighten in mine, as we reached the others. I pulled my hoodie, on looking to the right unaffected. The others would tease me, non stop all day.

I'd never hear the end of it, I pulled her closer. Her Raspberry scent, welcoming in like a warm hug. It was so soothing, like a slight caress.

Fuck it, I don't give a shit. I don't give a fuck, I needed her. So what, I'll love her to the end.

Once we reached a office, that had Hope's name in the door. Damn that was fast, A noons with greying hair and a stout body smiles as we enter.

She eyes me & Hope's hands that are intertwined. A small frown, soon turns into a bright smile.

She saw Hope as family, I wonder if she knew about Hope's path. I'll have to ask her later, making a mental note.

The boys all stand up bowing, but stop when they see our hands. My cheeks more red than before, as they all smile at me. A teasing smirk, already upon their faces.

I'd like to slap those smirks away, "Hyung she said yes to our help." I looked to Jin Hyung as I said that, he quirked an eyebrow at our hands.

I give him a tight lipped smile, he knew already. When she leaves this world, she'll be taking my heart with her. I let out a sigh, as she slowly let's go of my hand.

I pout, as I feel all cold and lonely as she let's go.

She looked at me then, noticing my face. She grabs my hand again, I smile at the contact.

"Alright, so I'll stay on at the magazine. I have all of My responses to over 60 letters I chose for the next 5 issues, even the valentine's in July special edition!" I hand Nori, the flash drive that was in the lil drawer set upon my desk.

"Alright boys, let's go we have to go to the hardware store for paint."

"Instead of making it one color, like I originally planned. I want you to pick 2 rooms each. Your first project is to, design both rooms. One is meant for 14 yrs and younger, while the other is meant for a 15 yr old and older."

"Remember tho, each room is meant for a boy and a girl. So no going all pink please, I would throw up if I saw the room was all pink. Not all girls like pink, take me for instance I like Orange & Red & black."

I looked at the faces, I saw Jin's face. He looked kinda disappointed, when I said no all out pink. I nudged Yoon-gi, I whispered watch this.

Looking at Jin, till he met my eyes. "Your the oldest am I correct?!"

"Yes, Hope I am. Why? What's wrong?"

"Go ahead you can do one room full out pink!"

He started jumping up & down, "That will be the time out room!"

The other boys started laughing when I said that, to get a sudden growl from the oldest. He lunged at me, I found myself hiding behind Yoon-gi laughing out loud.

We walk out, the others holding the oldest back because I was still laughing. I saw Jin crack a smile, he was happy he was going to do a room full out pink. But I don't think he liked my idea of making it the timeout room.

Oh well, but I'm kinda happy now that I'm not lonely anymore. These 8 guys, were going to make my dream Possible.

A full blown smile, crept up upon my face. I don't remember any time at all when I smiled this big.

Finally my dream will be a reality, I can't wait.

Thinking to myself, I just have to tell my body to hold on just a little while longer. Please, just a little bit longer.