Jungkook's dark brown orbs stare into your eyes as both of your naked bodies lay under the covers. Your faces only inches away from each other, even the small distance was still painful. His hands is wrapped in yours, holding it gently with deep affection close to his bare chest. Your legs are intertwined with his, keeping his body close to yours. The body heat between the both of you keeps your mind swirling. His features in perfect view and so close to yours makes your heart beat uncontrollably but then at the same eases it. Only Jungkook could make you feel like this.

The clock had been forgotten. The night still hung in the sky but what the actual time was is no where to be found in your concern. You just wanted to make sure that every second you spent was with him.

After your sweet lovemaking you realized you both had still needed a shower. So after regaining your strength you took a proper shower. Together. You had scrubbed each others bodies, leaving soft giggles here and there while you played with the soap and each other's hair.

Now hours later here you are in bed, with Jeon Jungkook staring at you as you guys talk.

"I still can't stop thinking about it to be honest." he says, his voice low and deep.

You blush, thinking about the pleasurable time you experienced before "Jungkook..." you whisper, embarrassed.

"What? I can't help it," he says and you giggle at his cute whining. "it was my first time how am I supposed to not think about it."

At his statement your back directly pulls you up and stare at him wide and astonished eyes. "Jungkook! Are you serious?!"

He turns his head on the pillow and shuffles to look at you gaping at him. He nods.

"Oh my gosh, hun. I'm so sorry." you say, leaning and resting a hand on his cheek. Genuine guilt rests in your eyes.

His face changes into a muddled expression "Noona, what do you mean? I'm glad it was you, I wouldn't want anyone else."

He takes your hand away from his face and holds it. "But Jungkook..." you say, still unsure "I mean your first was in a shower. I should have made it more special and like thrown rose petals on the ground or lit candles or-"

Jungkook pulls on your hand making you fall onto the bed next to him again. "Noona, babe." he chuckles at your nervous rambling "Trust me, I wouldn't have wanted it any other way."

You bite you lip to stop your cheesy smile from breaking out. Jungkook smiles and leans to give a benevolent peck upon your lips. He leans back and you can't help but smile at his heart fluttering action.

"What are you thinking about it?"

You sigh "I don't know, I just...I never would have guessed you were a virgin. I mean you were so good like you felt....experienced."

You're surprised to see Jungkook softly blush for the first time. "Well, when you're lonely for most of your career you end up just watching a lot of porn and love making movies."

At his confession a laugh bursts out from you. "Oh honey, you're so adorable."

You lean in to peck his nose. "You won't be lonely anymore."

Before you pull away Jungkook captures your lips in his. He snakes an arm around you and pulls you in to be closer to his body. You place a hand on his chest and kiss him back passionately. His hand travels down to your butt and you let out a soft moan into his mouth when he softly gropes it.

As the kiss gets more heated he rolls you onto your back and keeps his body upon yours. With your hands knotted in his luscious locks, your mouths fight for dominance. Jungkook bites your lips making you gasp and grip his hair. He lets out a soft growl at the tug and slips his tongue inside.

Your heated kiss gets interrupted by a loud ring. Jungkook breaks away from your mouth. A split second is shared as you both stare at each other before he turns to notice his phone buzzing on the bedside table.

He removes his body from yours and grabs his phone, slightly annoyed at it's bad timing.

"Hello?" he snaps.

"Jungkook." Namjoon's voice sounds at the other end, full of worry.

"Hyung? Why are you calling at this hour? You sound worried." Jungkook quickly checks the time to see 3.20 AM displayed on his watch.

"It's Jimin." Namjoon replies, his voice growing heavier at the mention of Jimin's name "They found him in the lake."

"What?!" Jungkook exclaims, making you jolt. You sit up and worriedly look at your boyfriend as his eyes grow distraught. "What do you mean in the lake?"

"He's in hospital, Jungkook. And he's not waking up."

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The rush to the hospital was painful. Jungkook had thrown on the the first things he saw in his closet and chucked you a pair of his jogging pants and a hoodie. Both of you sprinted out of the hotel, you almost couldn't keep up with Jungkook, his urgent running seemed even more faster than usual. Even though it had only taken a few minutes to get a cab it had felt like forever while you had watched car after car pass by, not paying attention to the displayed desperation. When you finally got a cab you practically shouted at the driver.

Jungkook doesn't say anything throughout the entire car ride. He keeps shaking his knee uncontrollably and stares out the window while biting at his nails. You hold his hand and rub his knuckles with your thumb. You give him small assurances of "It's going to be okay" or "He'll be alright." But he doesn't say anything and the worried expression on his face tears your heart apart.

You're worried too of course. Guilt smashes into you as you think back on how you had left Jimin with a drunk Hoseok. You should've made sure they both got home alright before leaving. Your head sinks. As you think about it you realize Jungkook was probably thinking the same thing.

The car finally arrives at the hospital. Both of you don't waste a single second and get out of the car. Running into the hospital you found the waiting room packed. Despite the early hours the hospital was busy, filled with nurses and doctors running around with patients on bed.

Jungkook claws through the crowd, holding your hand, to get to the desk.

"Park Jimin." he says desperately, breathing heavily.

"Room 23, ground floor." the nurse say after a clicks on the mouse.

Jungkook doesn't even nod or say thank you. He drags you out of the crowd and runs down the hall to find the room. The white halls intimidated you, almost laughing at you for being such an idiot. You couldn't help but feel even more guilty about leaving Jimin.

Finally you find the room and Jungkook rips open the door. Namjoon and Jin are standing on one side of the room, next to the bed. Jungkook doesn't bother to greet them and runs to the bed to find a peaceful Jimin resting upon it. You near the bed and let out a small gasp, covering your mouth when you get a closer look of Jimin's appearance.

His skin was pale as snow, his lips a mixture of blue and purple. There was was a small cut on his lip and a big bandage on his forehead . Along his arm was a huge bruise, starting from his shoulder and coming down to his wrist. His eyes stay closed shut and the sight makes you wonder if they'll ever open again. His body lays limp as Jungkook hovers over him, holding his hand.

"What happened to him?" you ask, small tears forming in your eyes. You push them away and look towards the two gentleman "Is he going to be okay?"

Jungkook stands up next to you and looks at the two, waiting for an answer. Namjoon stays quiet making Jin speak up.

"Apparently he had walked off drunkenly and fell into the lake. The doctor says he must have hit some rocks because he's pretty bashed up." Jin informs you both, a genuine distressed expression resting upon his soft features.

"But is he going to be okay?" Jungkook asks, concern buried into his voice.

"He'll be fine, Jungkook." Namjoon assures him with a firm tone. "Thankfully some teenagers walking by noticed his body in the lake and pulled him out before it was too late."

A heavy weight lifts from your shoulders and a relieved expression spreads across Jungkook's face as his shoulders relax.

"Doctor said he'll wake either today or tomorrow but he'll be fine." Jin says. Namjoon hears the worry in Jin's voice and places a hand on his back, rubbing it with comfort. He rests his head on Namjoon's chest and sighs.

Jungkook side hugs you and kisses your head "He'll be okay." he says.

"Where's Taehyung and Yoongi?" you ask, pulling away from the small embrace.

"They went to get some snacks and coffee." Namjoon answers. You nod, you could do with some food.

"It was all my fault."

A distraught voice cries and everyone turns around to see Hoseok sitting against the wall, his head in his hands. "I'm the one who let him leave. I should have gone with him." he sniffs, when he looks up at you his teary eyes makes your heart sink.

You rush to his side and grab his hands. "No, Hoseok." you say, wiping away his tears "You were drunk, you wouldn't have noticed. I'm the one who should have stayed."

"Noona," Jungkook rests a hand on your shoulder "Don't say that. I was the one who was fully sober and I didn't make sure-"

"No Jungkook-"

"Will you both quit whining and fighting?" Yoongi walks into the room, frowning at the three of you. He plops himself on the chair "What's done is done. Jimin's fine. We just have to make sure this doesn't happen again."

With his statement everyone falls quiet. Taehyung enters the room a few seconds later with a plastic bag. "Hey..." he says quietly to the pair of you.

"Uh..." he lifts up the bag "Anyone want some donuts?"

.

"Do you not love me?"

A daunting question leaves Jimin's mouth as he looks at you. Your angelic face laughs back at him. "Of course not!" you shriek. Jimin flinches.

"Why?" he cries out. Tears stream down from his eyes as his face shrivels up in hate. "Am I not good enough for you?!"

You shake your head at him, smirking. "Maybe." you says, staring him down "But you're not him."

A finger points from your hand to a tall man. Jungkook appears out of nowhere, his appearance clean and perfect. He doesn't even spare Jimin a glance. He takes you into his arms and smashes his lips upon yours. You both aggressively make out, rummaging your hands all over each other while Jimin stands there crying shakily.

As Jungkook stick his tongue down your throat he opens his eyes to look straight at Jimin. The look he gives breaks Jimin down further. Jungkook continues to stare at Jimin as he makes out with the one he loves.

The sight grows sickening and Jimin moves back. Suddenly he's surrounded by water and his body sinks. His body falling deeper and deeper as rocks attack him. He screams but no sound comes out as more water gets shoved down his lungs, burning them.

An image of you and Jungkook appear again out of the blue in front of him. Except this time it wasn't just a make out.

"Oh Jungkook!" you say as Jimin watches Jungkook forcefully thrusts into you. "Yes baby!"

Pleasure is written all over your face as you scream his friend's name.

Jimin screams again for help. But no one notices him as his body falls deeper and deeper into the darkness. Falling endlessly, never resurfacing.....

"BTS's beloved member Jimin has reportedly been rushed to hospital after being found unconscious in a lake located in LA."

An unfamiliar voice sounds into Jimin's ear, sounding like a reporter. But the reporter was no where to be seen. His view still completely black, he scrunches up his face in confusion and tries to force his eyes open. But the heavy lids stay shut.

"The 22 year old had reportedly been drinking the night before and-"

Jimin felt like screaming at the woman to shut up. To help him instead. He continues to struggle. Using all his strength he finally manages to slightly open his eyes. Instant regret sinks into him as bright shining light pierces through. He squints and stirs, groaning.

"Jimin....?"

He feels a familiar soft small hand upon his arm. He right away knew who it was and desperately open his eyes. Squinting, he captures a large TV far away with a news report playing. He uses all his strength to turn his head sideways, his eyes landing you.

"Oh my gosh, Jimin!" you exclaim after realizing he had finally awoken. You hug him, careful not hurt him.

"Y-Y/N?". His voice comes out in a soft croak, he lifts a hand and places it on your back in an attempt to hug you back.

You pull back, grinning widely. "I'm so glad you're okay."

Even though his entire body aches with pain and discomfort, he feels a sense of ease watching you smile at him. A small smile breaks through his lips in return.

"Wait, I'm going to go get the rest of the members."

As you move to leave Jimin despairingly grabs your hand. "No." he croaks. You turn to look at him, head tilted. "Just stay w-with me....for now."

You bite your lip. "Okay." you say, you sit beside his bed on a chair and hold his hand.

"How you feeling?"

Jimin lets out a scoff and a pain shoots through his chest. He grimaces at the reaction of his body and keeps himself incredibly still. "Like I've been hit with a truck." he mumbles.

You let out a sad laugh. A hand reaches up to his blond hair as you gently stroke it. At the soft feel of your fingers Jimin's eyes close and his chest falls down. "W-where were you? What happened?"

Your hand stops stroking his hair and Jimin opens his eyes again to find a self-condemnation expression on your face. "I'm so sorry Jimin. Yo-you had fallen into the lake drunk and I wasn't there. If I was there you definitely wouldn't have fallen, I-"

"Hey, hey." he calmly says, reaching a hand to cup your face "It's okay."

His assurance makes you feel better but still not completely fine. "It's my fault...." he says "but where, um, where were you?"

"Oh." you say, guilt flooding back in "With Jungkook."

At the mention of his name Jimin's expression completely changes. All the blurred memories become crystal clear as he remembers spotting the two of you kissing at the lake. The same lake he had fallen in.

Jimin drops his hand from your face. You give him an apologetic look but he doesn't spare a forgiving one back. "Were you...were you and Jungkook..." Jimin's voice starts break, unable to ask the question he was dreading to hear the answers to. He begs for his dream to just be a dream.

"W-when I was in the pond...were you and Jungkook...having sex?"

The question catches you off guard and you gape at him. "Jimin, how-? I-"

He looks at you again, the pain spread across his face silences you.

You no longer have the strength to lie or make up an excuse and an honest "Yes" comes out.

Jimin immediately looks away. And you feel tears streaming down your face "Jimin, I'm so sorry. I really am."

"Just leave, please." he says. While he had almost died his loved one was fucking his friend.

That's how little she cares about me.

A depressing thought enters. He decides to believe everything that happened in his dream was true. He really wasn't good enough for her.

Despite his body hurting all over he still pushes himself to turn his body away from you, leaving you to stare at his unforgiving back.

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A/N: I feel bad for both of them.

By the way when it switches from present to past it can go back to any point in the past, it doesn't go straight back to where it leaves off. But the past scenes do still happen in order it just leaves out a lot of other scenes skipping forward to another point in the past. In case ya'll were confused.

Yah.

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Here's a Jimin gif for a change. Bless him.