I've cooled the fuck down.
FUKING DREW THIS.
CAUSE GOD DAMMIT ITS THE TRUTH.
What it says-
Bet your probably reaal fucking happy, because I'm sad and suffering, and you think I hate you, but I don't! All that shit I said was out of anger and sadness, not my real feelings for you dumbass! You were my senpai and you still are! I just don't like you as a boyfriend because you're way too old for me! You made it feel nice to come home in sad weather on a bad day! I miss you!!!

You can tag him if you want. In not going to cause then it'd be FUCKING AWKWARD CAUSE HE HATES ME.

And because of that.
I want to die.