Storyteller-Maverick
RyuuReigns2620
D3m0nm4n
"Happy Father's Day to the man of my heart, the father of our children, the love of my life."

It's father's day everyone I hope everyone enjoy their time with the man of the house and here's a scoop of how's it going on my end.

I don't have a father at all in my life as my biological one was never there for me since when I was born my father no lie was a fun guy to hang out with but the flaws are his irresponsibility, promises he simply ran instead of face head on as he's like a child in a grown man's body. He left because of minor reasons and when he left as my mom was bursting to tears I felt I was the reason for their separation and he barely contact us and always have broken promises as it made me lash out on my mom, my brothers, everyone and the world.

I wanted him to be in my life to see me grow and help me guide me through the world to be to be a success , to be a man, to be a father

Which he never and always torment my feelings and respect which deteriorated with one excuse after another I didn't realize it till years later when I grew a conscious of my own.

I always wanted to ask something I should've say

Why you left?

Why you lie?

Why you deceive?

Why don't you want me when I want you in my life ?

Why you treat me like I'm simply a coat in a closet?

But soon with a surrogate father my pastor he treat me as if I was his son which I'm very grateful of as I grow up and overcome my guilt.

I learn things on my learn with the help of my mother a very strong woman whom she also overcome her sorrows

I learn how things without him very well without him as I grew strong within myself as I toss the weight of my back from my guilt and grow and grow within every step and always step and overcome.

-Fight like a man

-Shave like a man

-Learn like a man

-Grow like a man

And be a better man with the support of my pastor despite the struggle he made me a better man like my father and one day if I had children

I won't run,

I won't make excuses,

I won't lie,

I won't deceive

I Will Be there for them like a man should always do and be a better father

Anyway hope you guys enjoy with the rest of your day with your father, grandfathers and surrogate father figures

sorry if I simply rant on my personal life I hope you guys understand. Anyway

Happy Father's Day to everyone