I'm sorry Spikezilla..

I'm such a failure. I deserve to die. I don't think I can do this. I'm looking it all. My mistakes costing others. I can't do this. I was doing good. My therapist said I was getting better. I'm not. Everything is against me. I don't deserve to be here. I feel sick. Fuck eating. Fuck Supper. I'm not mentally okay. I don't know. My anxiety is killing me. My heart is racing. My vision is crossing. I'm trying not to cry. I feel so nervous and shakey. I want to disappear...

Take some Gus.