Muggle Music #30

A yellow light hit Harry before he entered the hospital wing to visit Draco. Something was whispered into his ear but when he turned around no one was there.

Harry looked down at Draco's body which was laying on a bed in the hospital wing. They had a fight, thank goodness Snape came and saved Draco, if it weren't for him Draco wouldn't be alive and resting. He was loosing large amounts of blood but Snape saved him. He didn't meant for it to happen. It started as a harmless little fight which was just jinxing each other with funny jinxs.

Harry didn't really know what to say or do. He's been meaning to say something to Draco for quite awhile now. He didn't know what it was he wanted to tell him, something to do with a promise ring.

Something else hit Harry. Whatever hit him let out pink confetti or something like that. Whatever it was it began to play tricks with Harry's mind.

Or was it to break up with Draco? If it was the then maybe it wasn't the right time to do so after Draco wakes up.

Things haven't really been going so well for them. Or where they? Harry thought everything was going fine but his brain told him other wise. His brain said they were constantly fighting, in private of course. They weren't working out so well anymore. That didn't seem right to Harry, everything was going fine between them.

Another hit to Harry's head. This turned his eyes blue. His mind stared to change memories and things he wanted to say. He swore he heard someone say 'the imperius curse wasn't enough for him!' But he ignored it.

His eyes went back to normal and everything he was gonna to say changed. His thoughts changed as well.

He wasn't feeling that sparks anymore. He knew Draco still felt something because he kept trying to make their relationship work. Harry was tired, he didn't want to hurt Draco but what other way was there so he could m break up with him but not really hurt him!?

There's wasn't anyway around this, he's going to hurt him eventually... again. Harry sighed and rubbed his eyes. He looked at Draco again.

"Still resting, I guess you won't hear this but whatever."

"Well, when you go
So never think, I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way"

Harry began to sing. His voice might not be the best but who cares no one was here, madam Pomfrey was at dinner along with everyone else.

"Draco I'm sure you're not listening because you haven't been moved or made any noise to give hints that you're awake but whatever I'm telling you how I feel by song with occasional words from me."

With that he continued.

"Well, after all this time that you still owe
You're still a good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can"

In Harry's opinion that did sound a bit harsh but Draco could hear him.

"Draco get out of my life while you can. Leave me before its to late. I bring danger to those I love and risk their lives. Well maybe I shouldn't say love our situation..." He said before he continued to sing.

"When you go
Would you even turn to say,
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday." "

"Draco let's be honest, you don't love me. No matter how many times you tell me you love me we know you really don't. Go ahead and leave me and say you don't love me. Go ahead because in all honestly I don't love either. I know after everything this is how I choose to end it. I know what you're going to say but we can't make it work. The Sparks aren't there and I believe they're never coming back."

"Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
Is where you ought to stay"

"You've gone through a lot, I know that and so have I. We've been through a lot together. I can see you're tired. Go ahead and quit. You don't have to stay if you don't want too. It's your choice."

"Well, after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whoa"

Harry sighed and sat up straight on his chair. "You can get up after being knocked down, that's what I admire about you. Despite everything that gets in your way you manage to work it out."

"When you go
Would you even turn to say,
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday." "

"When you leave me don't turn around and say your finally words. Just leave and I'll be okay with that. You don't love me like you did in the past. I understand, I feel the same way." He said.

"When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday.""

"Would you have the guts to say such thing? I probably wouldn't but I'd have to. We'd both have to. Sooner or later what we have will end. It has to because I can't continue to live while I lie to you about my feelings for you."

"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

"Draco I'm being completely honest. I don't love you, I did at one point but not anymore. I don't love you and I know you don't love me. Thank goodness you're not awake, I wouldn't have the guts to go through all of that face to face. Goodnight Draco, I'll be back tomorrow to see how you are." Harry said. He got up and stroked Draco's hair before leaving.

Harry left and that's that. But he left not knowing that Draco was awake. Once Harry was officially out of the hospital wing Draco sat up and let the tears come out. He wasn't a fan of crying in front of people so thankful for him he was the only one there.

"He doesn't love me... I-I thought we had something special. I can't believe that I was such an idiot! Of course he doesn't love me. Father was right, no one is capable of loving me. I'm not what he wants. I'm sure Harry wants someone that's beautiful and skinny and and perfect and I'm not that. I was such a fool! If the boy who lived can't love me then no one can. I wish... I wish I was dead. Why did Snape save me!? Why!?" Draco began to sob.

He was physically and mentally hurt. Thoughts began to run through his mind, bad thoughts.

He pulled out his wand. "Accio quill and parchment." He whispered and then a quill and a piece of parchment. He began to write.

"Dear Harry James Potter,

By the time you read this I'll be gone. Surprise surprise I was awake while you told how you felt. I'm shocked. I though we had something but I guess I was wrong. You seem to believe I don't love you but you're wrong. Thanks to you I leaned to open myself to others. I love you, I do but if you don't return the feelings then I should respect that. Of course as I write this I'm crying, you'll notice tear stains on the parchment. I hope you find happiness in the future since in that future you will no hear of me or see me. I'll be gone. I'm sure you can guess what I'm implying. The words so said and sang to me were the cherry on the icing for me. I've have thought like these for quite a while now but you gave me that finally push. I'm doing it and no ones going to stop me. Goodbye Harry. I love you, I really do but if you wish I will say those words to you. 'I don't love you like I did yesterday'. There happy? I know that while you read this you'll be imagining me saying this in a stuck up voice but in reality as I'm writing this I'm crying. Crying like I've never have. My bad thoughts finally got the best of me.

All the love,
Draco Lucius Malfoy"

Draco set the parchment down and curled up into a ball despite how uncomfortable it was.

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The next morning Harry walked to the hospital wing before breakfast. To his surprise people were there, surrounding Draco's bed.

Dumbledore stood there holding the parchment Draco left and he re-read it. McGonagall looked over at Professor Flitwick, Sprout and Snape. "We mustn't tell the students yet, not until we find Mr. Malfoys body. We need to confirm he's passed away before alarming the student." McGonagall said. No one seemed to notice Harry standing there.

"Professor Dumbledore, what happened? Where's Draco?" Harry asked. They all turned their heads and looked at him.

"Mr.Potter if you could please leave and return to the great hall. This doesn't concern you." Mcgonagall said. "I believe it does Minerva. Harry I believe Draco left this for you." Dumbledore said handing Harry the parchment.

Harry read it and his eyes widened.

"No, no no no no no! He didn't, I-I didn't know he was awake! I didn't know he could here me! I was wrong, I didn't mean anything I said. I was- I was... I didn't mean those words." Harry said holding the parchment.

He was telling the truth, he didn't mean those words. Turns out he was under the imperius curse. He didn't know who casted it but what he said wasn't him.

But that doesn't matter now, Draco's gone and he can't do anything about it. Soon this left a dark emptiness inside Harry.

Draco killed himself thinking Harry didn't love him anymore when in reality he meant the world to Harry.

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