Draco left the great hall on the verge of tears. He's been a mess for days, he stayed in his room and cried never leaving once. He was mad, he was sad, he was tired, he hated it. Pansy and Blaise were worried about his mental health, well his health in general.

He practically ran to his room and locked himself in there. He took out his wand and put a silencing charm on his room so no one could hear him. And with that, he cried, and cried and cried until he could cry no more. He backed up on to the door and brought his knees to his chest. He decided not to attend classes today, like every other day.

Draco felt like his  only escape was singing and so he sang.

He sighed and began.

"Feeling used, but I'm still missing you.
And I can't see the end of this, just wanna feel your kiss again my lips.
And now all this time is passing by
but I still can't seem to tell you why
it hurts me every time I see you.
Realize how much I need you"

Flashbacks of Draco and Harry came to his mind. Images of them hugging, kissing, doing unspeakable things, all their memories came to Draco's mind at that moment.

He wiped a tear away and continued singing.

"I hate you, I love you, I hate that I love you.
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you.
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you. You want her, you need her and I'll never be her."

In the great hall, Harry saw Draco leave. He had his eyes on Draco since he sat on the Gryffindor table. Harry could see Draco wasn't eating, or smiling. He noticed Draco wasn't himself anymore. Instead, he showed a weak side of himself. A side he never wanted anyone to see, not even Harry.

Something had happened but Harry didn't know what. Draco stopped talking to Harry, he stopped meeting up with him during lunch or after classes. It's been almost two months, and Harry heard nothing from Draco. Harry became depressed, he missed Draco by his side.

And then it all clicked. Harry remembered seeing Draco at the end of the hall when he and Ginny were coming out of the room of requirements. Ginny was holding his arm and Harry just looked around clueless. Draco must've taken it the wrong way. He and Ginny had started hanging out more due to the fact she was helping Harry with his coaching duties with the team. He looked next to him and realized how he and Ginny looked sort of like a couple.

He excused himself and left the great hall. He knew where to go, and he ran to get there.

He was outside the Slytherin common room and he said the password. He knew it thanks to Draco. It didn't take long before Harry was outside Draco's room.

"Draco? Open up please! We need to talk, please! Draco..." He kept knocking but Draco didn't open the door. Harry jumped to conclusions and started freaking out.

Draco heard him. He didn't think he was ready to face Harry, so instead he took off the silencing charm and sang the beginning again.

"Feeling used, but I'm still missing you.
And I can't see the end of this, just wanna feel your kiss again my lips.
And now all this time is passing by
but I still can't seem to tell you why
it hurts me every time I see you.
Realize how much I need you"

Harry heard him. He stopped and sat against the door. He missed Draco's voice.

"I hate you, I love you, I hate that I love you.
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you.
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you. You want her, you need her and I'll never be her."

He stopped hoping Harry could do the next part. And Harry did do that, he began to get teary.

"I miss you when I can't sleep, or right after coffee or right when I can't eat.
I miss you in my front seat. Still got sand in my sweaters from nights we don't remember.
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around and got attached to you.
Friends can break your heart too, and I'm always tired but never of you."

Harry stopped and wiped tears away that had started pouring out of his eyes. He took a breath and continued.

"If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit. I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit.
I type a text but then I never mind that shit, I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
Oh oh, keep it on the low. You're still in love with me but your friends don't know.
If you wanted me you would just say so and if I were you, I would never let me go."

Harry didn't like the last part, sounded quite egotistic but that's how the lyrics went.

Draco continued, smiling at Harry's singing voice. He missed it so much.

"I hate you, I love you, I hate that I love you.
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you.
I hate you, I love you, I hate that I want you.
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her."

Harry let out a few more years before continuing. He didn't want Draco thinking he wanted Ginny and not him.

"I don't mean no harm, I just miss you on my arm.
Wedding bells were just alarms. Caution tape around my heart.
You ever wonder what we could have been? You said you wouldn't and you fucking did. Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix.
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance. "

Draco thought for a second, the lying part could mean Draco getting the mark and lying to Harry about it, in this situation of course not the whole song. He shook his head and listened to Harry singing.

"I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing.
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings.
When love and trust are gone, I guess this is moving on.
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night I sing this song"

Harry and Draco both sighed as they sang in together.

"I hate you, I love you, I hate that I love you.
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her."

In the beginning of their relationship, which started in their third year, Harry accused Draco of liking Pansy although Draco made it obvious he was gay. That same year, Draco accused Harry of liking Cho Chang but Harry made it obvious he preferred Draco over anyone else. Yet they stayed together, and continued being happy.

But now, Draco thinks Harry prefers Ginny instead of him. He thinks Harry is finally replacing him. With Harry being bisexual, he could have any boy or girl he bloody wanted.

"All alone I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen.
You don't care you never did, you don't give a damn about me.
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her.
She is the only thing you ever see
How is it you never notice that you are slowly killing me."

Harry breathed and cried as Draco sang. Their relationship was a very emotionally painful one. Harry was always accused of liking different girls by other girls and those girls always managed to get into Draco's head. Harry knew what the girls told him about Draco was made up and he ignored what they said, but Draco is vulnerable when someone tells him Harry don't love him or some bull crap like that.

Draco sighed and sang. He was becoming weak from not so much in two months.

"I hate you, I love you, I hate that I love you.
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you, I hate that I want you.
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her."

Draco shed his last tear before he fainted. Harry heard a soft 'thump' noise and quickly stood up. He wiped his eyes and took out his wand. Pointed it at the doorknob and mumbled a quick "Alohomora" and the door unlocked. He opened it and end inside. He saw Draco and quickly picked him up.

"Draco, oh god why did you starve yourself!? You look sick, I'm talking you to madam Pomfrey, and I don't care if you're mad at me when you wake up because all that matters is that you're alive and well." Harry said to Draco's unconscious body. He kissed his forehead and quickly headed to the hospital wing. He was careful because his eyes were still teary from all that crying. He just didn't want to loose Draco, not today or any other day.

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A/N: hey guys, I have some one shots I'm trying to work on, school keeps interfering, so if your request isn't published right away just know I'm trying to work on it. So yeah, don't get mad if your request it's published right away, I'm trying to get them all done but I'm also trying to go in order..... cause I've been updating this book but the one shots aren't in order 😳😥