December 3rd 2016, 2:00 am

Yoongs: Day are you still awake? 

Day: Yeah I am in bed but I am still awake. Why?

Yoongs: What hotel are you staying at in Hong Kong?

Day: *random hotel name* 

Yoongs: Oh thats the same hotel I'm at, can I come see you? 

Day: Yeah my Manager is across the hall so text me when you are getting off the elevator so I can open my door for you to come in. 

Yoongs: Ok.

Day: I am on the 3rd floor a few rooms past the elevator. 

Yoongs: Great! on my way down then. 

I got up and quickly fixed up my room a bit and my hair. I cleaned off any residue of mascara and eyeliner off my eyes. I looked at my phone at the text from Yoongs and smiled. I walked to my door and quietly opened it and stepped out and saw him walk off the elevator then quickly over to my room and I let him step in before quietly closing the door. 

"Hey" I said softly looking at him blushing before sitting down on my bed looking at him. 

"Hey" He said and sat down beside me and we looked at each other. 

"We shouldn't be this awkward with each other we've been working and talking for almost a month." I said to him giggling and he nodded chuckling.

"I'm sorry I am not that talkative, I just really wanted to see you and hang out together." He says and looks at my face but when I made eye contact with him he got nervous and looked down or at my room. 

"I understand, your just introverted, I am somewhat to an extent also introverted at times." I tell him. "anyway did you want to watch a movie or something together, hang out as friends?" 

"If you want to I can or we could drink and talk, we are friends after all right?" He suggested getting up and opening the mini fridge. He grabbed out some babycham and a bottle of whiskey and glasses. "Which would you like?" 

"I'll take the BabyCham." I said reaching for the bottle and then sit back in the bed against the headboard. He poured a glass of whiskey for himself and sat beside me in the bed. 

"Want to learn more about each other?" He asked me and I nodded 

"Sure" I said opening the bottle and taking a sip. "You ask me a question first then we go back and forth" 

"Ok" He says and takes a sip of his whiskey. "Do you have any siblings?" 

I nodded taking a sip. "I have two older siblings an older brother and an older sister" 

"So you are the Maknae?" He asked me and I nodded. 

"Yep, hence why my parents are supportive of me being an idol. Hayeon my older brother owns his own company and married, Ari my sister is about to be married and has a successful bakery." I tell him and we both took a sip of our drinks. "Anyway how about you? How is your family relationship like?" 

"It wasn't till recently that they full accepted that my dreams are working out for me in music, I understand their concern and worry. I have an older brother who I am close with, Geum-jae. We have a dog that we rescue Holly. My mom and me are closer then me and my dad. But I think it is because of normal asian parents wanting their kids to be successful." He says staring off thinking about things. 

"I am sorry" I said softly and looked at him. "Holly what type of dog is he or she?" 

He chuckled and looked at me. "He is a toy poodle, Geum-jae named him thinking he was a female when we rescued him." 

I giggled and smiled at him and set my drink down on the table. "Ok next question," I told him making him smile. 

"Ok, how many years were you a trainee?" He asked me finishing his first glass of whiskey and setting it down. 

"Well with RBW for 2 years and a couple of months, before that I was a trainee at Cube for about 4 years." I told him and looked over at him and gave him a small smile. 

"You were a trainee for basically 6 years and never debuted? What happened at Cube to make you leave?" He asked me bombarding me with questions. 

"I trained since I was 16 I did finish up the rest of high school and stuff like that, but when I was at cube some of the people there very badly mistreated the trainees and requested favors to be able to get further in and eventually to debut. I left after and incident occurred that was...well it was just bad. RBW is so much more better and because of that I am lucky enough to work with them. Because MAMAMOO were debuting when I got there to trainee I had to wait till they could also get me to debut." I told him not wanting to tell too much information and things like that. 

"I think I understand why you left Cube, I am sorry that happened to you" He says he looked at me and I gave him a small smile. 

"Thanks" I told him and I sigh and looked at him. He was very handsome and was very caring in his own way. He was reserved and I understood why. He has passion for what he wants for his life. I decided before anything happened to change topics. "So, have you dated anyone?" 

He chuckles at my quick escape of trying not to talk about anymore of my training past. 

"When I was little and first started talking to girls one of my friends I liked her but we just didn't know how to communicate well and so it lasted not that long. Other than that nope haven't dated anyone." He says. He sit up and looked back over at me. "How about you?" 

"When I was in school I was too shy to talk to any guys, so I never have dated anyone." I told him. "Have you kissed anyone or anything else?" 

"Why do you want to know?" He told me acting like I had offended him. "I thought we were just friends." 

"Yeah we are just friends but still I can't be curious about the Suga of BTS's past" I said giggling 

"Yes I have kissed some girls and maybe just maybe some other stuff, but I really am too busy to do much of anything regularly."  He told me and rolled his eyes playfully at me. "You?" 

"Oh now that is very rude and improper to ask as lady" I said teasingly to him. 

"Tell me I told you" He said and pouted and I giggled. 

"Fine, But its not what you will suspect. My first kiss and anything else was stolen from me. So I haven't since being at RBW been with anyone." I told him and his smile faded. 

"Oh Sh*t, sorry." He said and I shook my headed. 

"No its ok, I did a year of therapy part of my training request by my major to be able to say that I am now ok and nothing could happen." I told him. 

"Well I think then technically you still haven't had your first kiss or anything then from you, because they stole it from you then it wasn't proper." He told me and then surprised me by grabbing my hand and giving it a slight squeeze to comfort me. 

"Thank you Yoongs" I told him. "Is it ok if I get closer to you?" 

He nodded and gave me a small smile. I scooted over and laid my head on his shoulder. I cuddled into his side and gave him a small hug. He tensed for a moment a bit nervous it felt like. But he has helped me more than he has realized. I felt him relax after a moment and his arm wrapped around me holding me. 

"We are just friends right?" He said softly 

"Yeah we are just friends." I told him my heart was beating fast though. 

"Dayoung, can I ask you something?" He asked and I looked up at him. 

"Though we are just friends, do you want a proper kiss?" He asked me his face was slightly pink and I could tell it took him a while to ask. 

"Just as friends though?" I asked him and he nodded. "Ok" 

His hand then went and touched my face and his thumb brushed over my cheek before pulling my face closer to his. My heart felt as though it was going to burst. But his lips felt soft once they touched mine. He kissed me softly but like out of a movie or a book my lips felt like they knew what they were doing because I suddenly started to kiss him back. I felt his hand hold onto the back of my neck loosely and the other on my waist. My arms draped themselves on his shoulders and onto his back. He slowly pulled away and I looked at him and we both let out a small breath we had been holding. 

"that was," I started. 

"yeah" He said agreeing with what I didn't finish saying. 

"It was just a friends kiss though right" I said to him softly trying to calm down my heart. 

"Of course just a friends kiss." He said he looked at me then down. "I should head back to my room, I am guessing your heading back to Korea in the morning." 

"Yeah," I said softly he got up and started heading to the door. 

"I'll talk to you tomorrow then, I am sure Taehyung will want to set something up for us to work together formally." He says smiling at me. 

He walked out and I knew that now everything has changed between us. I don't know if it was for the good or not. But it was hard to describe. I was experiencing alexithymia. I knew he was as well. I could tell by how he didn't want to leave, the mood change between us. If we dated it would be hard as hell to figure things out. He is an idol of one of the most popular rising kpop bands. I am still debuting basically. My heart was wanting to be near him constantly and work on things with him. But in a few hours we are going to both be back in different countries. 

I can't figure out how to let him know how I feel. I know he has feelings for me that could have been told in the kiss. Because it wasn't just a friend kiss. It felt more than just a friend kiss.