November 19th: Melon Music Awards.

There were not many people there taking pictures of me on the carpet there were a few snaps of pictures but as my name has not been out long. I was still barely heard of. When I went in I saw some of the other idols waiting to be interviewed. One of them was BTS, One of them looked over at me and then started talking to another member and they both looked at me. I blushed and looked down being shy. They were so much more handsome in person then they look online. I stayed where I was waiting to be told where I would go be seated because I doubt anyone would want to interview me. 

A guide came and took my to my seat and I walked by BTS who was interviewing and I gave them a slight bow being respectful. I also walked by MAMAMOO who I bowed and waved at getting a smile from them. A few other people I had met from being a trainee or auditioning at other companies. I went to my seat it was in the crowd near the front not on the idol stage seats. 

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The night was fun. I couldn't wait to be able to perform on the stage one day.In the New Year I know I will be able to perform in more shows and on stages more often. I also though it has been a lot of work I will be releasing a small christmas album. Which is more so covers but I decided to create a small christmas instrumental piece for people to enjoy. My december album was going to be released the day before MAMA which was taking place in Hong Kong. I was also invited to go to that and had a chance to actually sit in the idol areas. 

After the awards I went home instead of going into any aftershow parties. I went and worked on my album editing some christmas music into my style. I also wanted to get enough sleep as I had a photoshoot in the morning. I wasn't much of a partier anyway. I prefered quiet intimate time spent with friends. My apartment was perfect for and for people who I rarely invite. It is cosy and I am fine with how it is. I can afford it and its not too big, not too small perfect for me. It had 1 bedroom and a loft. The bedroom was in the back of the apartment and the loft is where my home studio was.

As soon as I got home to my apartment I locked the door immediately. I took off my heels and went back to my bedroom and got comfy in a pair of sweatpants and a basic t shirt after taking a shower. I put on a pair of socks and put away my dress and shoes. I washed my face and put on a sheet mask and went up to my studio office and got a twitter. I saw people posting pictures of the after party. I smiled looking at them. I then decided to post on twitter and do a Q&A with the small group of fans. 

@DayaMusic:

Hello my fans! I need a name but anyway #Q&A #AskAnything 

Follower:Hey Daya, Were you at MMA? 

Daya: Yes I was! 

Follower: Do you follow any other Idols? 

Daya: I like MAMAMOO sunbae as well as enjoy others

Follower: Do you like BTS? or EXO? 

Daya: They are both good groups. 

Follower: Are you going to release anything soon? 

Daya: Hopefully

Follower: Unnie, are you friends with Black Pink? 

Daya: Their music is good. 

Follower: Are you an Army? You released a cover of BTS. 

Daya: I enjoy Bangtan's music 

Follower: Are you going to have a meet and greet? 

Daya: Hopefully in the new year! 

Follower: are you going MAMA in HK? 

Daya: Yes! I am! 

Follower: Unnie isn't it late? 

Daya: Yes but this is fun! 

Follower: Did you see BTS Posted and won a daesang 

Daya: I saw them win they came so far. 

Daya: Ok guys, I have some work to finish up so I will talk to you all again soon!!!! 

After that last tweet I got back into my music to finish up and then go to bed to wake up early for my shoot. Around 2:30 in the morning I walked down to my bedroom and got into bed and got on my phone looking at twitter and instagram. I then noticed one of my tweets I had tweeted was liked by specific account ran by 7 young men in a small company. I also had a couple of other notifications which weren't that strange a few following notifications from a few people who I just assumed were BTS Army who also wanted to follow me. I just ignored them thinking they were just Kpop fans. 

Next morning 

I woke up to my alarm and laid in bed for a minute and noticed I had a message on twitter. 

93Min: annyeonghaseyo, I am a music producer and was wondering if you would like to work together? 

Daya: You should email my company, plus also I am no one still I don't think you would want someone like me to sing one of your songs. 

93Min: I am not sure you company would want us to work together, hence why I am messaging you from my personal account

Daya: Who are you then? 

93Min: I am from a small company like you. I have heard you sing and Your voice I feel like is unique and be fun to work with 

Daya: What small company? I am not going to agree till I know you are not someone trying to exhort me. 

93Min: Min Yoongi 

Daya: Oh sure, How am I supposed to believe that?? BTS Suga messaging me??? Look if you are a fan or hater just give up or else I will block you 

93Min: No really I am Yoongi 

Daya: Look I have to go to the studio it was nice talking to you 

After getting off of my Twitter I went and got changed and ready to leave for the photo shoot location for my album. Went I got there I quickly went in and they started to get me ready for the shoot. We had a clean and simple looking concept for the photo shoot. Very basic as well, I took a selfie as well to be able to post later when it was ok to release the photos. 

~~~~~Twitter Updates~~~~~

93Min: Daya, I am Yoongi. I can prove it if you want me too. 

BTS_Twitter followed you 

93Min: Now do you believe me? 

93Min: I know you must be busy but I would like to work with you. Sorry for bothering so much. 

Daya: I am busy till the new year, I believe you somewhat now. Message me kakao. We can set something up outside of my schedule if that will work for you. 

Yoongi: Thank You, I look forward to working with you! 

I was hesitant to believe that Min Yoongi would want to work with me. I know people pretend to be other people online and I don't want to get hurt or killed. My manager I don't think would have that big of an issue with me working him. Mostly because they are also a small company. I just don't want to get hurt by people. I have worked so hard to get this chance that I am taking.