If Kim Taehyung, the mint haired boy with soft, fluffy bangs and soft yet deadly eyes that could harden if you looked at him the wrong way, and the boy who could care less about his reputation, yet prided himself in being so straight and a lone wolf could tell you one thing, it would be that he had never been loved in whole life.

His father, left the world to he one with his true love. So he had never experienced playing catch with his father in the glorious back yard of his. He didn't learn how to ride a bike until the cleaner who came over every Saturday had taught him. He wasn't given the talk, so he had to learn everything himself. He never experienced a father and son love.

His mother, his mother was the only person he had ever loved. His heart always wrenching for her to utter those five words he so desperately clenched on to, "I'm proud of you son," and yet, everytime it was a simple, "you could do better Taehyung." And like always, he's succumb to getting sucked into his mother's toxic paws. Taehyung had always tried to communicate, but his mother had always shunned him away.

And while she was at it, taught Taehyung everything that he shouldn't be, that he suddenly became when he stopped trying to impress her. She told him that loving another man was a sin of the earth, and he shouldn't follow in his father's footsteps. And often, Taehyung believed that she didn't think that way because everyone should love anyone they want. Taehyung often tried to believe that she was just hurt, and had no closure.

No closure..

Something that could turn even the most beautiful pearls to a rotting sea stone laying at the bottom of the sandy seabed.

Taehyung had never experienced love in his life.

No one could show him how warm and giggly love felt on the inside. Love was so much more than an emotion. It was a feeling of course, but it was also a place, a memory, a person. It could be so much. Did love only have to be something felt from one person to another? Could love be anything and everything?

Love isn't happy.

Love is crying in the middle of the night because you don't know if they still love you or not. Love is seeing them sleep on the sofa and covering them with a blanket. Love is telling them that their overcooked, almost burnt cookies taste like the cookies from the bakery down the corner. Love is being in so much physical, emotional and mental pain just so you can see them smile with someone else.

Love is so much more than everyone describes it to be, and this is because love is not something that can be described, it is something that can be shown. In words, actions and emotions. It's...a force to be reckoned with, a force so strong, so powerful.

"Taehyung," Jungkook whispers, snow melting, dampening his growing blonde hair. Jungkook holds Taehyung's jaw softly, looking up to the shocked boy. Tears welling in his eyes, Jungkook already sees the answer in the mint haired boy's eyes. "You don't have to say anything back Taehyung, you don't have to say anything at all," Jungkook whispers.

And true to Jungkook's words, Taehyung doesn't say anything. Not a single peep leaving escaping his parted lips, eyes wide for moments before. Taehyung tries so hard to compose himself, the words on the tip of his tongue, and yet they don't fall from his lips.

"I love you," Jungkook starts, and he doesn't even know why he continues to speak, why he continues to embarrass himself, nonetheless, he takes a deep breath and says, "I loved you from the moment you started joking about me loving you. And I tried, believe me I tried to hate you. Because I didn't want to fall for the boy who lied to himself," the first tear falls down Jungkook's cheeks.

Seeing this, Taehyung gasps, Jungkook's words seeping into his skin like a drug, a drug so powerful that it took full control of all of his limbs.

"I didn't want to fall for the boy who couldn't stand up to his mother, but then I saw the real you. The you that wasn't lying to himself but lying to his mother, the one who purposely went against his mother's wishes because she couldn't show you proper love. But Taehyung I love you. I fucking love you with all of my heart. Always. Forever. And as long as I live," Jungkook says with a pant.

He presses a kiss onto Taehyung's lips.

Taehyung cherishes it. The feeling of Jungkook's lips against his. The smoothness of his peachy lips.

Jungkook looks away, wiping his tears, ready to walk away from Taehyung. Ready to walk away forever. Sometimes, things just had to be left alone to show them a sort of love that you felt.

Taehyung takes a hold of Jungkook's hand, feeling at the skin of his wrist, rubbing little circles with thumb. Jungkook sighs in comfort when Taehyung uses his other hand to hold Jungkook, cupping his face. Jungkook relaxes into Taehyung, closing his eyes.

"I love you Jungkook."

Jungkook's eyes snap open, to see Taehyung smiling, mouth parting open with shock. "I love the way you sway your hips when you want to prove a point to me seductively, I love how you always spray your perfume all over me to mark your territory. The way your nose twitches when you sleep. The way your smile brightens with your eyes. I love so much about you it's hard to explain."

Feeling overwhelmed with emotions, Jungkook smiles, "you don't have to explain at all," Jungkook whispers, pressing his lips against Taehyung's in a flush of rust to feel his love's lips against his own. Gripping onto Taehyung's hoodie tightly, Jungkook pulls the older in even closer, moaning a little.

In little flashes, the two make it back into the house, up the stairs, and right in front of Jungkook's bedroom, the two not being able to keep their hands off of each other, jacket and shirt falling to the ground, the two left in nothing but jeans, until Jungkook's legs were wrapped around Taehyung's waist, back pressed harshly against his bedroom the door.

Jungkook moans a little into Taehyung's mouth, which the older gladly swallows, feeling the needy boy rut against him in his tightening, black jeans. Taehyung places Jungkook down, pushing open the door. Jungkook giggles stepping in, bouncing on his feet as he waits for Taehyung to step in and shut the door.

The mint haired male turns around, staring at Jungkook with a fire in his eyes. "I love you Kim Taehyung," Jungkook whispers slow and lowly. Taehyung groans, "say that again baby, you sound so sexy," he mutters, walking closer to Jungkook. Jungkook laughs a little before pulling Taehyung in closer, "I love you Taehyungie" he whispers over and over again, nibbling on Taehyung's ear gently.

Jungkook places chaste kisses on Taehyung tan skin, sucking softly in some places before falling to the bed with the older, the two thudding down softly.

Climbing on top, Jungkook straddles the older, smiling down at him. The feeling in his chest to big to contain, he feels at Taehyung's skin, his soft fingers feeling the smooth skin of his lover, loving the way his touch made Taehyung shiver in excitement, and groan is satisfaction.

Taehyung's hands find their way to grip Jungkook's thin waist, looking up to Jungkook with a glazed look in his brown eyes, lashes fluttering close every now and then, only to look back up at Jungkook.

The two boys don't say anything, just continue to look at each so beautifully, with a look in their eyes that only they can explain.

"I love you so much," Taehyung whispers, hands ghosting over Jungkook's lips, thumbs feeling at the natural pout that always rests on his baby's lips. Jungkook smiles, leaning into Taehyung touch. The bunny presses a kiss to Taehyung's lips, smiling into the kiss, the simple action making Taehyung's heart pound rapidly. "I love you Taehyungie," Jungkook mumbles back.

"So show me," Taehyung whispers into Jungkook's lips.

"I'll show you."

Flipping them over, Jungkook's back harshly hits the bed, making him squeal adorably with excitement.

Taehyung kisses Jungkook's nose, before kissing the corner of his lip, before kissing his cheek, and then his other cheek, trying his best to savour every kiss he has with Jungkook, like a parched man savouring every drop of water in a desert. Jungkook, having had enough of Taehyung's teasing, takes a hold of Taehyung, using the strength in his legs to flip over Taehyung, taking their original position.

Jungkook presses his lips against Taehyung's, quickly getting into it, fumbling at his jeans. The sound of his belt unbuckling and zipper hurriedly going down. Moaning, Jungkook presses his tongue into Taehyung's hot cavern, massaging the boy's tongue with his own, feeling Taehyung jerk a bit when Jungkook begins to move his circles in slow circles against Taehyung's crotch.

The blonde boy pulls his jeans off, throwing them somewhere in his room, before mouthing at Taehyung's clothed cock. Jungkook looks up to Taehyung, doe eyes unblinking as his fingers slowly crawl up to Taehyung's trouser buttons. Taehyung's body heats up as he watches his bunny slowly undress him, pulling off his jeans before pulling off his boxers too.

Jungkook's eyes never leave Taehyung's, the older panting, chest rising. He presses his lips against the tip, licking at the hot beads of pre-crum already bubbling at the head of Taehyung's large member.

His fingers trail down the shaft, to feel softly at the balls. Taehyung groaning at Jungkook's gentle, almost teasing touches, as if the younger wanted Taehyung to be desperate, to be writhing, begging Jungkook to touch him, to suck him off. Jungkook's fingers then feel at Taehyung's short but unshaved pubic hair, before his hands trail up Taehyung's stomach.

Taehyung's breaths fall heavier than before, if that was even possible, and he watches the younger with hooded eyes. "Jungkook ah-," Taehyung's words fall short when Jungkook's lips are suddenly wrapped around Taehyung's cock. The younger immediately gets into it, bobbing his head up and down, as far as he can go. Taehyung moans, abs clenching, stomach pulling at the heat that's already beginning to pool.

Jungkook massages Taehyung's balls, tears forming at the corners of his eyes as Taehyung's fingers hold Jungkook's soft and fluffy locks in his fist, pushing Jungkook's head – rather forcefully – further down his cock, hips snapping up from time to time.

The salty taste in Jungkook's mouth urges the younger to go faster, as well as Taehyung lightly thrusting into Jungkook's mouth.

"F-fuck, Kook...I'm-" Throwing his head back, with one last moan, Taehyung comes undone into Jungkook's mouth, cock twitching. Jungkook laps up every bit, swallowing before looking up into Taehyung's eyes proudly. Taehyung gives Jungkook a fucked out grin, wiping some cum off of the younger's lips, before stuffing his fingers into Jungkook's lips, letting the younger suck his fingers. "You did so good baby," Taehyung pants, voice raspy, chest heaving, body still coming down from his high.

Jungkook gets up from Taehyung, turning on some music, a soft tune playing, lyrics barely audible because of how quiet it was. He then lies down next to Taehyung. Head on Taehyung's chest, Jungkook listens to his racing heartbeat, and yet, Taehyung's fingers running through Jungkook's hair, playing with the blonde locks were so gentle and soft.

Smiling, Taehyung looks down at Jungkook, not caring that he was still fully exposed to his lover. He sits up, pinning Jungkook under him. Jungkook looks up to the older confused as ever. Taehyung presses his lips against Jungkook's forehead, closing his eyes for a quick moment before he whispers, "I'm going to fuck you in so many different positions, gonna make you scream out my name until the sun comes up."

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Jungkook's legs situated on Taehyung's shoulders feels Taehyung's pulsating cock sliding in out of him, the bed creaking with every thrust into him. His broken moans becoming higher and higher pitched as he feels the head of Taehyung's cock prod against his prostate multiple times. Taehyung grunts, tongue poking out of his lip in concentration, as his grip on Jungkook's calf tightens, beads of sweat rolling down his forehead as he slams in and out of his fucked out lover. He grins in achievement.

They were only two rounds in, and Taehyung was far from tired, Jungkook on the other hand, was almost crying from the baskets of pleasure that Taehyung was bringing to him.

Taehyung grunts, pulling all the way out, smirking as Jungkook whines from the emptiness, tears streaming down his beautiful face. "Ah! F-fuck," Jungkook screams out, back arched as Taehyung thrusts in, harder, deeper and faster than any of the other thrusts given to Jungkook, his abused hole clenching around Taehyung tightly. The warmth making Taehyung's cock twitch once more.

Licking Jungkook's calf, Taehyung sucks at the skin, biting often before lapping the skin around it, as well as thrusting deeply into his lover, watching how the cum from previous rounds dripped down Jungkook's thighs, falling onto the bedsheets around him. With a grin, Taehyung presses deep into Jungkook, cumming into him.

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Holding Jungkook's hips down, Taehyung thrusts upwards, sweat dripping all over his body, the loud sounds of skin slapping resonating in the room, echoing around him. Jungkook moans lowly, hands on Taehyung's chest as he grinds his hips down to match Taehyung's slow pace. It was better this way. Slow sex was the best with Taehyung.

It was almost as if he could feel every inch of Taehyung buried in him, he could feel every time Taehyung pulsed inside of him, he could feel every vein when he clenched around Taehyung tightly, an action that made Taehyung's moans ten times louder than Jungkook's.

Taehyung sits up with a grunt, slowly rolling his hips as his eyes focus on giving the utmost pleasure to Jungkook. Jungkook feels at Taehyung's sticky skin, loving the way his abs clenched everytime Taehyung hit the right spot. Jungkook grounds downwards, moaning lowly into Taehyung's ear as he nibbles at the soft flesh, giving the mint haired male plenty of love bites to look at the next day.

Jungkook pushes Taehyung down once more, bouncing once more, his pace fastening as he feels his climax approaching once more. Taehyung's svelte fingers snake around Jungkook's neck, choking him a little, making Jungkook's eyes roll back into his head at the burning feeling.

"ahggh, tae-" his words bare audible as Jungkook takes one hand to hold Taehyung's, forcing him to press his neck tighter, and then using the other to stroke his own cock, the overstimulation so painful but so pleasurable. Jungkook clenches around Taehyung as he takes the last stroke, the two of them cumming at the same time, breaths mingling with each others.

Jungkook flops against Taehyung's chest, his breaths uneven as he tries to control the high in his mind and body. Taehyung strokes Jungkook's hair, "you did so well baby," he praises over and over again into Jungkook's ear.

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Water pouring over the both of them, Jungkook's body littered with purple, red and brown marks, he moans against the glass of his shower, feeling Taehyung's lips around his cock, massaging at his thick thighs, before his fingers trail around to feel at his puffy hole, the reminders from the night still on his body.

Jungkook massages Taehyung's scalp, feeling at the wet hair, massaging his scalp, urging the older to go on, his moans a way of motivation for Taehyung. Taehyung presses a finger sloppily into Jungkook's loose hole, fingering in and out of the boy at a excruciatingly slow pace, before adding another finger until he's three fingers deep into Jungkook and plump lips wrapped around the boy's cock.

Taehyung grunts as Jungkook begins to gently thrust into his throat, stomach tight as his orgasm begins its way of journey, beads of pre-crum dripping onto Taehyung's tongue. Taehyung hums appreciatively, bopping his head faster, pleasuring Jungkook in two different ways in one go.

The blonde boy jerks as his orgasm ripples through his body, cock twitching, coming undone in Taehyung's mouth, the older swallowing, sucking till every last drop was out, before he leaves Jungkook with a pop.

Jungkook pants, leaning against the shower doors, body exhausted from the many rounds. Taehyung truly lived up to his word, and the younger tried to catch up with him, but he just couldn't out beat Taehyung. He couldn't match.

Taehyung kisses Jungkook once more underneath the water, wrapping his arms around the exhausted and almost fragile boy, allowing Jungkook to use him for support.

"I love you," he whispers to Jungkook as Jungkook's eyes begin to drop. Jungkook smiles against Taehyung's chest lovingly, "I will always love you. Always. Forever. As long as I live," he mumbles sleepily.

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it only took them 41 chapters damn.
I was going to write angst but then that would mean I'd have to change the rest of the plot so smut it is!!
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