It Hurts Too Much, Already!
(Y/n)'s Pov
"Natsu, I did it." I pant through the exhausted and exhilarated power gained by the use of the lily. The (e\c) specks in my eyes look up to see the massive hole in the ceiling. I created a reason to stay.
"Natsu...I wanna see you again." Tears trickle down my face and halt in the creases of my lips. The town is safe, I returned to see him once again.
"Dumbass, I'll see you some time (Y/n)."
Focusing on the sound of the voice I look up and see the Black magic Mage shift and distort into smoke before vanishing in completion. The Mage said to be Natsu's brother. He lies, he has to be lying. But now, I can not maintain concentration on the matter as my bones begin to ache and my magic nearly drained. I scurry off the crumbled ground and rise to my feet. I must get out of here to see him.
The path somehow still locked into my brain, I muster up whatever strength I have remained in my weakened form and head out of the contraption. The sunlight enters my eyes and I am blinded by white for a few moments before noticing Natsu in a battle with people in robes. Can I interfere, or even should I? The hurt and pain. I just can't.
"HE HELPED US! YOU CAN'T TAKE HIM AWAY!"
"Natsu" I mumble from a distance.
Natsu violently thrashes through many of the people in an attempt to reach a male with blue hair and a red tattoo on his eye. He's hurt by this man and yet he is willing to forgive him and save him. I look back at the man and I can only see myself be the one in the chains. I am losing him.
Natsu's Pov
Jellal. The magic council is wrong. Jellal may have done some bad things, he may have tried to kill us all. But he is different. He's like...
"I WON'T LOSE SOMEONE I CARE ABOUT!"
I thrash through the guards with my brute strength like they are taking (Y/n) away from me. I heard him before I fought Zero. He's here and yet I don't see him with my own wooden color eyes. I need to see him again but the guards are stopping from grabbing him. My brain tells me it is Jellal in the handcuff but my vision, it's lying to me.
"I WANT (Y\N) BACK!"
The fire in my belly is scorching the inners of my organs and an inferno of flames begins to exit my mouth as if I am losing control. Something is wrong with me. It's him. And now the fire engulfs my body and covers me in a living flame. But I suddenly feel something that is not the flame. It's soft and real. My eyes look down and I see a pair of (s\c) arms wrap around my torso. Slowly but almost instantly the skin of them begins to burn and I travel my glaze over to the owner.
"(Y/n)?!"
"Natsu stop. It hurts too much already knowing the pain I caused you. I hate what I did to you but I can't stand the pain look anymore."
The inferno sizzles then wilts to ash. My friends watch me as the demon inside remains hidden once again. He's back. The remainder of insight returns and I am pushed back from the councilmen guards by the life dragon's son. The council ignores my righteous actions yet again and walks away with (Y/n). But vision is back and who they have is no longer (Y/n), it's Jellal at last. The galloping of horses and the rushing of footmen swiftly exit the forest and my sight goes back to my life dragon. His hands from the tip to the bottom of his elbows remain hurt and badly burnt. I can smell the flesh begin to char but I soon see them begin to glow and shed off the charred remains like a lizard shedding its skin. New flesh appears and the hurt I caused him yet again is gone.
"(Y/n)...Where were you? The note." I can't help but tear up over the loss of him. He has been gone for months. I missed him so much that I can't help it anymore. Then suddenly I notice Erza walk up to us and rest her hand on our shoulders.
"Natsu, it's hard. I understand. But he's back and I think the time for talking should be back home. But are you coming back with us (Y/n), Right?"
(Y/n) Pov
The glance of her brown specked eyes look down on me with acceptance and I think, she changed a lot. But with her words hitting my heartstrings, I tear up and nod my head while I rest my head in the fine muscles of the fire dragon for comfort. Natsu. I am sorry but my past haunts me beyond anyone's comprehension.
"Yeah, I don't wanna leave him again," I whine with my depressed soul aching through my veins. But my tears are then licked away and my sight is brought to the only one I care about. His tongue brought back into his mouth with the salty taste of my tears but a look of return glares at me. Stuck in a trance for a slight moment but then my face is cupped and I am brought to his with our lips slightly touching. The taste of charcoal is dominant but the hint of dragonfruit is still there. Changing into a mire puddle, I am lost only to have it broken up by Erza, yet again.
"Come on you two, We need to get this one back to her guild. Afterward, you can continue your reunion with all the lust you two have for each other."
A deep shade of red is blatantly spattered onto our faces with an emotion of embarrassment. The thought is soon imagined in my mind and as I turn to the pinkette and a sly smirk abruptly summons itself onto his face. He wants to and I can know just his look. I fell in love a deviant, didn't I?
"Hello, I'm Wendy. Nice to meet you. I am a Sky Dragonslayer. Is it true that you are a Dragonslayer also?"
Shaking the thoughts, I look at the young girl with a cat of white that claims to be another Dragonslayer. There are more? Leamon, why didn't you tell me?
"Yes, I am. I am the Life Dragonslayer (Y/n)."
"Does that mean you know where my dragon is? Oh sorry, do you know where yours is?"
I freeze in my spot. A single tear rains down my cheek and the image returns again.
*Flashback*
"Dad!....DAD!!!"
The flames encase the scenery and the scorned vines of the entrance are charred to ribbons. My body hurls the pail full of water at the vines so I can pass by and get to dad. The tears keep streaming and I watch my dad hold up the crumbling ceiling of the cave to keep him and me alive.
"Dad let me help-"
"No!" His mossy eroded tail forces a barrier between myself and him as I look up at him and cry. The tears endlessly appear but never go away as he begins to tell me to run.
"Please (Y/n), don't shed tears for me. I shall only ask you to go to our spot we would learn. There is a item I only want you to have. Now go, I can't hold this up forever." He growls a ridged response to me as his tail wraps around my waist and hurls me out of the cave. My sight is hazy from the tears but look up and watch a direction of flames spew at the cave. I follow the trail to what I know to be the boy I met moments ago. Natsu.
Boom~
I dart back and look at the cave now crumbled and a hint of my father's tail left to be shown.
"Leamion!!!" The tears flow rapidly and all I can do is run from the scene and away from the boy called Natsu.
(Your name)'s Pov Current Time
"Wendy, maybe another time. It's a tough subject to talk about" Natsu chimes in as he tugs my arm and sight fixed back to the normal dilemma. I muster up a fake smile and wipe away my tears and give a young girl a response.
"How about I'll tell everyone when we get back to your village. Is that alright?"
Natsu suddenly grabs my hand hard and motions towards everyone to go ahead. His sight intensively on me and I feel like he is gonna kill me. The steps quickly fade and the two of us are left alone in the forest. My heart refuses to stop beating and the saliva in my mouth balls up making it impossible to swallow. I scared but also curious about what he wants.
"I wanna tell you what really happened on that day. I never told you if that was me who killed him and or why I did it."
My eyes widen to the size of the moon. I eventually realize, I never got an answer.
"That wasn't me."
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