I don't know what to do. Everything in my life is such a mess...

My past effecting the present...

It's horrible.

I ran into the forest that I knew so well.

I went into a tree, started to cry, and just hoped things would be better.

Bless me father I have sinned, 
I’m not sure where to begin. 
I won’t name names or where I’ve been, 
But I’ve been there and back again. 
No Hail Marys will save me, 
You learned to live with memories, 
Here, slip this C note up your sleeve, 
Just stay inside until I leave. 

I’ve been running, always running 
Never have both feet on the floor. 
I’ve been running, always running, 
Now I’m not runnning any more… 

The hands of time may tick no more 
Let darkness fall upon this door 
No waves will wash up on this shore 
I won the fight but lost the war. 

I’ve been running, always running 
Never had both feet on the floor 
And I’ve been running, always running 
Now I ain’t running anymore. 

There were roses I have loved 
Who’ve given or have given up 
I pushed your patience and my luck 
It wasn’t love I didn’t trust 
It wasn’t you, or me, or us 
You’ve shouldered ifs, and ands, and buts 
It’s that way ok, I’ve said too much 
But I’ve been running, always running 
Never had both feet on the floor 
I’ve been running, always running 
Now I ain’t running anymore

(Check out this song, so good!)

Songs always gave me that sense of determination. My singing would heal me, it seems.

I looked up, saw the sun in the sky, blinding and radiant.

The sun provides warmth, light, and energy. Could I just be the sun? I want to shine no matter what, provide for everyone, but burn others that neglect to know I am there.

I don't know what to do. It's been all my fault, my fault...no one else. I shouldn't be running away, but that's all I could think of.

"Momma? Where are you?" I heard a voice, Harmony.

"Momma! Come back, please!" She started to get very emotional, "I... I... I don't want to lose you again!! Please come back!"

I started to tear myself. I didn't know... I didn't want to make her cry...

"Harmony... I wish I could make all the bad things go away... I am so sorry you have to go through this." I said, crying and jumping out of the tree I was in and revealing myself to Harmony.

"Momma, you did nothing wrong."

"Harmony, I have done the worst of things. I dated Whis, after Vegeta was with Bulma, and... everything is just a mess..." I said, breaking down right then.

"Momma, the past is the past... You can't change that. What you do in the future is what matters." Harmony said and she gave me such a insight on life... something I might say...

"Harmony, you are the best part of me. I love you."

"I love you too, momma."