A/N: WARNING! ANOTHER RATED SPG! IT IS SUPER LOOOOOONG UPDATE

LUCY'S POV

WHEN I wake up, the sun is about to shine. I have no idea how long I've slept. I stretch out beneath my blanket, and I feel sore, I blush. I really don't know how Natsu and I ended doing that 'thing' and I'm still wondering how his 'thing' got --- Urgh! Lucy Heartfilia stop thinking about that okay? Okay? I close my eyes and let out a small sigh. As I open my eyes - I instantly make a quick look in my entire room and silently thank God because Natsu is nowhere to be seen.

Atleast we will not having an awkward moment talk about what 'we did' last night.

I wrap my blanket around me and quietly pad down the corridor towards the bathroom and I'm almost got a heart attack when I saw Natsu standing in front of me naked. And his 'thing' is proudly greeting me. I blush when I notice I stare on his 'thing' for couple of seconds. "What the fuck, Natsu!" I yelled as I cover my eyes.

"Are you really sure about covering your eyes now, Luce?"

I frowned even though I'm sure he can't see it since my eyes are covered with my hands "And what is that supposedly mean?"

"Remove your hands on your eyes"

"No I wont! You're fucking naked, Natsu!"

"You stared on my dick for thirty seconds." I blush on what he said. Fuck! I know I fucking stare on his thing but it doesn't mean that I will look on it for second time around. "Lucy!"

"Are you done taking a bath, Natsu? Because if you're done then please do me a favor. Get out on my bathroom. I wanna take a bath."  I say trying to change our topic since its really awkward to talk about his dick in this morning especially when we are both naked. "Natsu? Are you still in there?" I didn't hear anything inside the bathroom so its my cue to slowly open my eyes and I frown when I didn't see Natsu right in front of my eyes. What the? Where the hell is he? "Natsu?"

"Why are you acting like this Luce?" I heard his voice on my back so I turn my body to see him there puting a towel in his lower part.

"I don't know what you're talking about." I said emphasizing each words.

He frown "Are you sure that you will deny it, Luce?" his eyes are now telling me that his mad at me but I don't care. I don't give a fuck if his mad at me or something.

"Please get out in my bathroom" I says.

"I think we need to talk, Luce!"

I gave him a confused look "Talk? As far as I remember we are talking right now or do you want to talk about what we did last night - because I'm telling you is just a mistake." I don't what I'm going to say to Lisanna if she learn about this. I know it will break her heart. "Forget about what happened last night."

"It is not a mistake Luce." he brushes his finger on his hair as he look on me once again. "I can't just forget what happened to us."

"You can, Natsu. I know you can."

"I can't"

"You can!"

"No I can't!"

"Please Natsu! Leave me alone."

"I can't do it."

"Why you can't? You did it first. You left us without notice Natsu."

"I did give you a notice." I laugh sarcastically "Lucy. Why are you acting like this?"

"Am I acting weird? Because as far as I remember you're the one who's acting weird."

"Is this still about burning your clothes before I left for a mission?" Natsu held my face and make me look on his eyes directly "I'm so sorry for what I did, Lucy." he said sincerly - I bite my lower lips to stop myself for sobbing in front of him.

"Why you're doing this Natsu?" he gave me a confused look but didn't say anything "You said you don't want to give a shit about having a child with me. You said, that you'd rather give Nashi a broken family than to left Lisanna behind because you do love her. You said you will do everything for her - that's why you left without telling us!" I said my tears started to fall in my face. It's too much! I can't imagine that my daughter will have a broken family. I can't imagine how painfully it is for her.

"Lucy what the hell are you talking? I never said those thing."

"How can you be so sure about that Natsu. You intend to forget everything!"

"Hey! don't cry. Please don't cry, my princess." he carefully hug me like his afraid to hurt me "I never said those thing Lucy. I promise you that." Natsu let me look on his eyes and I can't explain the emotion I say in his eyes. I can see the desire, care and something else. Something that I'm very familiar with. Something that I keep denying for years. Something that I keep on denying that I don't want it says...

...

...

...

Love.

I didn't protest when his lips went down on mine instead I met it eagerly. My hands went up to his chest and let the blanket fall on my feet. I can feel the rapid beat of his heart. His heart that beats like mine... my heart where he belongs.

I moan when I felt his tongue circled mine, teasing me as he explored my mouth. I burried my body on his - feeling his body heat. His hand went up on my waist carresing me as we deepened the kiss. My hands continued it search... feeling him... asking for more. I thought my feeling I'm feeling right now has deserted me ages ago. I never felt like this with other men, like every part of me humming with tingling sensation. I never been kissed like this... never been touched like this. I never allowed men to be this close to me.

Only him.

I can feel him touching the side of my breast. I should stop this... but I can't. I was distracted by the warmth of his hand on my breast. I moaned and arched my back... edging his hand closer to mine. He softly carrased my mound... circling the tip on his finger. His other hand went on my back... then he pulled me closer to him.

My eyes widened when I felt rather see the bulge on the towel. "Feel that, Princess? That's what you do to me."

Before I can speak, his lips went down to mine again. Our teeth clashed for a moment before he plunge his tongue inside my mouth, gently sucking my tongue. Despite the cold weather... what I'm feeling now is different... a schorching heat. Like I'm on fire... we're on fire. His other hand continued giving me pleasure. Pulling me in the edge of I don't know what. I groan when he gently pinch my peek, make me thightened in different places.

I gasped for air when he let my lips go. His hand went on my ears... licking his way down on my neck. I bit my lower lip to keep me from making a sound when he lightly nipped the sensitive spot on my neck.

"N-Natsu..." He look at me then took my sensitive peak in his mouth. I moan loudly that I expect, writhing beneath him as he suckled it, circling his tongue... making it hardened in response. I can't keep my eyes off him as he continued pleasuring me. My hand went to his hair tangling my hands with it and pulled him closer. "Oh God... Natsu."

His other and didn't stop pleasuring my other breast. And when he did, I nearly groan in protest but he just take my other peak to pleasure. I felt my chest heavy as I breath hardly. His eyes still locked on mine as he run down his other hand... lower...

and lower...

and lower...

I bit down a cry when he gently penetrate me with his forefinger, making me reach my climax that I didn't expect. Natsu muttered a silent appreciation as he played with me down there while pleasure my breast. "Stop... I..." his hand went faster as welll his sucking. He gently tugged he tip of my breast and bit down lightly, grazing his teeth on my hard peak. I close my eyes when I felt another climax building inside me. I can't... I shouldn't... I want him to reach that edge with me.

My eyes suddenly snapped open when I felt a soft rush of heat on my most sensitive flesh. I look down and my eyes widened when I saw him kneeling before me. I tried to move away but a new sensation hit me when I felt his tongue 'there'. "No.. Natsu! Stop... Aaah." but he didn't. He continue moving his finger inside me while he circled my flesh with his tongue. I grip on the counter behind me when he put some pressure on my nub.

He's making me crazy... so damn crazy.

His finger inside me when faster... and faster. I'm on the brink of losing it and I cried his name out when I reach it. My hand slipped and before I fell, I felt Natsu's arms around me. He hoist me up and let me wrapped my legs around his waist. I look at him and he return my gaze with so much fire in his eyes. My eyes went down on his bluge... surprised to see that he's gently stroking it. He pinned me on the wall behind me so he can take my weight.

"Make me stop. If you don't want this. Please make me stop, Princess." he said while kissing me on jawline down to my neck.

I let my left hand go and run it downwards. I heard him gasp when I touch his length, stroking it for him. I look at him behind my lashes. "I want this... I want you too, Natsu." he groan and in one swift motion...

...

...

He entered me.

I cried out when I felt his hard shaft inside me - adjusting to it. Natsu stop and look at me with concern. I smile at him and touch his face gently. "I'm okay... just... take it slow." He gently thrust inside me, like he's afraid to hurt me. I can see that it's taking all his control not to thrust faster. I can feel my flesh clamped on his length - quiveing as e worked his way in and out of me.

I wrapped my arms around his neck. Burrying my face on his neck. I felt my forehead knotted... I need..." Faster... I need it now... Faster Natsu. Please" I moan.

"You'll get hurt--" I bit down on his neck then move my body with him. He muttered a groan and move faster this time - pounding hard on me. I can feel the hardness of the marble wall on my back but I just didn't care. I throw my head back when he plunge faster inside me... deeper... and harder.

I look on his eyes and I can feel that his near... and I am too.

He cried my name as he filled me with his release - hugging me closer to his body while I quivered and writhed as I climax. I buried my face on his neck as Natsu slowly withdraw his thing inside me. "Natsu---"

"If you're gonna tell me to forget this happened. I fucking won't---" I silence him with a kiss and when I finally let go of his lips I smile to him brightly. "Ohh! Luce. My princess." Natsu showered me with kiss all over my face "I won't leave you again. I promise you. I won't."

I was about to say something when we both heared a knock on the door followed by "NATSUUU! LUCYYYY" - Happy.

"MAMA! PAPA! ARE YOU AWAKE?" - Nashi.

"Natsu!" my eyes are widened and I blush when I felt his 'thing' poking on my abdomen again. "Natsu."

"Just don't answer, yet Lucy. I still want you." I was about to protest when Natsu shut me up with his mouth - kissing me all over again.