I saw you today!

and I'd be lying if I said you weren't the most exquisite, perfect, gorgeous, unique, angelic person I had ever laid my eyes upon!

Like seriously Haz how can you always look so damn breathtaking?!

How are you even real!

Ugh! I'll never get used to your perfection tbh!

Anyway I saw your article...

And yes that means I saw the picture of me that you used in it too.

Tbh now I understand why you came up to me that day and told me to quit smoking.

And I haven't even had a single smoke since that day,

And I won't in the future either because well I love you and if you don't like people who smoke I'll never smoke either!

You know Zayn says I should be angry at you for using my pic without my permission.

But I am not.

Quite the opposite actually!

Because atleast you found me worthy enough to be a part of your article in the school newspaper and website.

I know I know you probably won't even remember me till tomorrow,

But it's a start,

And hopefully to something beautiful!

You know Harry,

"They say a person needs just three things to be truly happy: someone to love, something to do, and something to hope for."

And you're all these three things that can ever make me Happy.

You're my someone to love!

Protecting you is my something to do!

And you for once noticing me is my something to hope for!

Oh well, I guess that's all I can do anyway right?

It's not like it'll ever happen!

You're not those girls and boys that adore me, throw themselves at me, like me,

And I know you never will be them,

but is even something as simple as your friendship too much to ask for?!

I mean I know you'll never in a million years even like me,

But can't you atleast give me something as insignificant as a smile.

I see you walking down the school hallway smiling at perfect strangers and greeting them curtly,

Yet when you reach me your expression is blank,

He don't even nod or so anything to acknowledge my existence and just turn and walk away.

Am I that pathetic of a person Haz?

Do I disgust you or something?

Why are you so cold towards me?

Ugh!

Sorry I'm probably bothering you with all my stupid rant.

I'll stop now.

Goodnight Hazza!
Sweetdreams my fair princess!

Yours sincerely,
-Louis♡