I saw you today!

You were happy with your fingers intertwined with that Fuckshaw's disgusting ones yet you were as gorgeous as ever!

You were laughing with your dimples showing and you seemed ecstatic,

Till your gaze fell on me.

I guess I must have been in a pretty bad condition because your mouth was open and your eyes were wide.

Just like everyone else in school but atleast you noticed me now that I am my pathetic self with nothing or no-one to cling to for the sake happiness and comfort!

I guess that's what happens when you go to school after a week of absence with a shattered heart.

I know I kept my face emotionless and walked towards my first class with your eyes burning holes in my back.

Had you not been with that Fuckshaw I'd have actually smiled at you for acknowledging my existence.

I saw you made Fuckshaw your chemistry labpartner too.

Oh well, good for your own relationship I guess.

Zayn kept pestering me the whole day along with Liam to eat or say anything,

But I didn't.

It's not like they can make me do anything against my will.

I'm still stronger than them even after losing my apitite for a while now.

Who cares really?

They'll stop caring too after a few days.

Like everyone else!

I really don't want to stop writing to you but I need to catch up on my school work because I need to get away from here asap,

More importantly get away from you!

Oh and btw no quote for you today because quite frankly you don't deserve it atm.

Goodnight Hazza!
Sweetdreams my fair princess!

Yours sincerely,
-Louis♡