Monday May 9th 1985

I have 3 cars.
The go fast across the black marbled floor one is Green. One is black. One is grey. I like the green one I think it's the best . Father likes them too. I like it when father plays cars with me the black is his best. Today he sits on the sofa with his face to the wall staring at nothing. The green car flies into the rug then the black and grey. Crash! Yet father doesn't see. So I do it again. I aim the green car at his feet yet it travels under the sofa. My hand was just only to bug to fit under the gap. Father doesn't see. I want my green car back. But father just sat there staring at the wall. Father my car. He doesn't hear me. Father. I pull the bottom of his straight black trousers at I stare empty at the green car sat peacefully under the sofa.  Father lies back and closes his eyes. Not now Draco, not now He says . He continues to lay he takes a deep breath as his voice becomes angered. I said not now Draco, not now boy. My green car remains under the sofa I can see it yet bit touch it that is the most frustrating part. It is now fuzzy covered in grey dirt and fur from the cat. I want it back. But I can't reach it. I can never reach it. My green car is lost and I will never be able to play with it again.

PRESENT DAY
I open my eyes and my dream fades into the early morning light that sit perfectly on my top floor dormitory. What the hell was that about? I grasp at the fragments as they recede yet fail to catch any of them.
Dismissing it like I do most mornings and find my quittitch jumper and some grey joggers just after getting out of bed breakfast hasn't even started yet it's just became dawn. Outside the rain smashed the cold pavements and fed the green grass the sky was black and coated with a shine of evil nothing new. I like being awake this early you have no one to bother you no one to answer to. I go outside to the rain taking in it glory I run.
As I stare out the window seeing the hogwarts buildings before me, the similar ennui seeps unwelcome into my consciousness. My room a grey as the weather. My days bleeding together with no distractions I've worked all week doing extracurricular activity's and studying in the library and now I'm confined to my dormitory. I'm restless I shouldn't feel this way not after the several shots of fire ball I take every night. Yet I do.
Snape has been mentioning to me for weeks that we are expecting a new student a boy an Avery from a magic school in the french countryside and I was to mentor him.
Snape pulled me into his office on a Tuesday morning "Mr Malfoy this is Miss Alexandria Avery you will be looking after to her while she settles into Hogwarts."
Miss? I thought it would be Mr Alex Avery for chance you've been mentioning it for weeks. I say slightly angered for the fact I hate change. I  was expecting a male sir."well it's  not this is Alexandria she is only here for a few weeks while does an interview to help her own school to improve be kind Draco" he says in his monotoned voice that man never has any emotions. The interview was a favour to the school let's see if the apple falls far enough from the tree to see if this girl has any class. I roll my eyes and turn around to walk out of the house coordinations office if they think I have any idea how to help a girl do they realise it will ruin my chances of being with Pansy Parkinson. I go back to more dorm and sit on my bed ticking though the ideas if how this could potentially help me in any way yet I can't stop thinking about the girl her sweet welcoming face and her green eyes inviting like the forbidden forest. I wonder if she is forbidden. Her crisp rose cheeks perfect now and sharps jawline. Every the way her freckles match her perfectly sat jet back hair she's small and flawless. We're complete opposites.
"Opposites attract" i hear a voice say coming from behind me...

Ahhh that us part one I hope you like it. ✨
Pt2 out later