the door was closed. john tried to open it, but it was locked.

sherlock sighed and blew out a puff of smoke. mrs hudson was trying to get in again. she has a key, why doesn't she just use that? the knob rattled again and sherlock let out an aggravated groan. "go away mrs hudson!" he shouted.

then a males voice spoke up, "it's not mrs hudson." it was john. 

sherlock took a last drag before putting it out. "i thought you were at a councilor for your marriage?" he asked, standing in front of the door.

"i left." john said. "can you just open the door?" 

sherlock unlocked the door, opening it slowly. he stepped back and let john walk through. sherlock closed the door after he walked in, watching john take in the place.

"so this is where the famous sherlock holmes lives." he said and turned to sherlock. "i smell smoke." he stepped closer to sherlock.

"i've been stressed."

"stressed about me?" john asked softly as he got closer.

sherlock nodded, "y-yeah," he breathed.

"i can help you relax." john said, grabbing sherlock by his hips and pushing him against the door roughly.

sherlock gasped, loosing his function of speaking. he nodded and watched that smirk appear on john's face, then a soft pair of lips was kissing his neck, nipping at the sensitive skin, making the boy shiver. john moved up sherlock's neck, cupping the back of his neck and pulling him down for a kiss, getting a kiss back right away. something snapped in sherlock and he grabbed john's wrists, pushing him back, making him fall and sherlock fall on top of him. they both started laughing, trying to keep the kiss connected, but they just laughed against each others lips.

"you're soaking," sherlock laughed. "why are you soaking?"

john smiled, "it was pouring outside!" he laughed.

"do want some dry clothes?" sherlock asked, laughing slightly.

"or i could just take these off, and you can take yours off too," john shrugged.

"is that your new way of getting me in bed?"

"if it's working, yes." john said and watched sherlock start laughing again. "is it working?" he asked, chuckling.

sherlock covered his mouth and nodded. "for some reason, yes."

"then what're we wating on?" john asked and pulled sherlock down, kissing him deeply.

sherlock smiled against the kiss and cupped john's face, kissing back.

john wrapped an arm around sherlock and rolled them over, getting in between the boy's legs and grinding down on him. "i'm going to do those things i wrote in the letter, yeah?" he asked as he lifted up the bottom of sherlock's sweater, pulling it over his head.

sherlock nodded, watching the man. "please." he begged.

john chuckled deeply and kissed sherlock's chest, exposing his tongue to the kiss and getting a soft noise from the boy. john smirked and started to leave a trail of kisses down the thin, pale body, exposing his tongue with every kiss he placed on the skin. he kissed down to the waist band of the boy's jeans, then looked up at him. "we're going to take this to the bedroom."

sherlock nodded and propped himself on his elbows. "down the hall."

john grinned and got on his feet, pulling the boy up by his hands and throwing him over his shoulder.

"john!" sherlock squealed.

john smiled and held onto the boy's legs as he carried him to the bedroom, stopping when he slapped his arse. "did you just slap my ass?" john asked, smiling widely.

sherlock giggled and did it again, giving his ass a little squeeze.

"you're going to get it now, sherlock holmes." john grinned and carried the boy to his room. he pushed the door open with his foot then threw sherlock onto the bed, closing the door then jumping on him.

"i'm going to get it now, am i?" sherlock asked teasingly.

john bit his lip and nodded. his trailed his hands down to sherlock's stomach, grinning from ear to ear.

"don't you dare." sherlock scowled at john.

john laughed softly and started to tickle sherlock's tummy, making the boy spasm in a fit in laughter.

"john!" sherlock squealed. "stop! please stop!" he begged, trying to grab a hold of john's hands, but failed.

"i said you were going to get it," john smiled and stopped ticking him.

sherlock sighed in relief and panted heavily, trying to get his breath back from laughing so much.

"shall we continue from what we were doing on the floor?" john asked as he got in between the boy's legs again.

sherlock nodded and spread his legs again, watching then man unzip his jeans, tugging them down, leaving him in his boxers.

john hummed and leaned down, pulling the waist band down a bit and kissing above the nest of black hair. a small noise escaped the boy, making john smirk and mouth him through the black boxers, taking in the sweet scent of him. he hummed when sherlock squeezed his face with his thighs. he rubbed the palm over the tip of sherlock's cock, feeling the wet spot of his pre come as he mouthed the base.

sherlock let out a low moan and gripped john's hair, gasping when john finally took him out of his boxers, licking around the base of his erection. "john- ah- please!" he begged.

john smirked and licked a strip up sherlock's cock, making sure to collect every bead of the pre come, forgetting how sweet the boy tasted. he hummed and licked a strip up the boy's torso, along his chest, and up his neck, ending in a kiss.

sherlock started to unbutton john's shirt as the kissed, pulling the wet flannel off of him and tossing in on the floor, going for the belt next. he stopped when he felt john's erection through his jeans and ran his hand over it, getting a soft noise from the man. sherlock smirked and pulled away from the kiss, watching john's face as he slipped his hand into his jeans, rubbing his hand against his erection.

"baby.." john moaned and slightly thrusted into his hand.

"like that?" sherlock hummed, pulling his trousers and pants down, giving john's cock a single tug.

john moaned again. "you have no idea how much i missed your hands." he said and kissed sherlock. "the way you touched me, and the way you felt." he leaned down and kissed in between sherlock's pecks. "and the way to taste."

sherlock let go of john's cock as he licked over the sensitive pink bud on his chest, moaning. "get those jeans off and fuck me. now!" sherlock moaned as he pinched the other nipple while he sucked on the one.

john chuckled and stood up on the bed, taking his jeans and pants off as sherlock reached into the drawer to grabbed the lube. he groaned and sat up, digging through the small drawer. "what's wrong?" john asked as he sat on his knees.

"i forgot to buy condoms." he sighed and slammed the drawer shut, laying down again.

"we don't need them." john said as he watched the boy. "as long as you're clean, we don't have to use them. you are clean, right?"

sherlock nodded. "as long as you're clean, i never did it before you." he said softly.

"i took you're virginity?" john asked, shocked.

"it's not that big of a deal." sherlock said as he sat up.

"yes it is!" john exclaimed. "you're first time is supposed to be special and not with someone who you had just met."

"it was special." sherlock said and held john's hand. "you were gentle and caring and the best i've ever had," he smiled softly.

john chuckled. "i'm the only you've had."

"exactly." sherlock said and laid back down. "now, are we still going to fuck, or..?"

john grinned and took the lube from sherlock's hand, getting in between sherlock's legs again. he lubed up two of his fingers and slowly pushed one into the boy, thrusting that one for a bit before pushing a second one in, stretching him more. as sherlock's whimpers started to fade, john lubed his erection and he slowly pulled out his fingers, replacing them with his cock.

sherlock arched his back and moaned happily, wrapping his legs around john, pulling him closer. john chuckled softly at how needy the boy was, pushing in fully, taking a second to adjust, then started a slow rhythm.

"john.." sherlock whined, "i know you can do better than this," he moaned softly.

"can i?" john smirked, teasing.

sherlock nodded. with that, john started to go faster, rolling his hips with every thrust. sherlock's mouth fell open as he tilted his head back. "right there..!" he moaned as the man hit his small bundle of nerves, bucking his hips, letting john go deeper.

john leaned down and kissed the boy's adams apple as he kept the same position, but sped the pace up more, making sherlock grip the head board until his knuckles turned white, looking up at john again.

"harder- fucking hell that feels good!" sherlock gasped as he moved his hands from the head board and wrapped his arms john, gripping his hair with one hand and clawing his shoulder with the other.

the bed started to creak as john went harder, making sherlock arch his back and tilt his head back, mouth falling open as he had an orgasm, coming on himself. fuck, he's beautiful. john got off on the sight of sherlock, thrusting into him hard and deep before coming. he pulled out slowly, then laid next to sherlock.

"oh god it's warm." sherlock whined, closing his eyes. "it's warm and sticky."

"what is?" john asked as he turned his head, watching the boy.

"your cum!" he exclaimed and stood up. "it's running down my thigh, this is disgusting." he said and ran into the bathroom.

john laughed and got up, going to the door that lead into the bathroom and leaned against it.

"i prefer using a condom now." sherlock said as he got in the shower. "this is just fucking disgusting. did it get on the blankets?" sherlock asked.

john stepped back into the room and looked at the blanket sherlock was laying on. "just a little bit."

sherlock let out an aggravated groaned and turned the shower off, successfully cleaning all of john's semen off of him. "toss it in the basket please."

john took the blanket off the bed and balled it up, tossing it into sherlock's clothes basket. luckily he had a ton other of blankets on his bed. john laid back down as sherlock walked in.

"we're not having sex again unless you're wearing a condom." sherlock said as he tossed his towel back into the bathroom. he sighed and laid down next to john, pulling a blanket over them.

"didn't like it then?" john asked.

sherlock shook his head.

"you could get used-"

"no." sherlock said flatly, shooting john down.

john laughed softly. "are we just going to lay here then?"

sherlock nodded. "i haven't slept in three days."

"why haven't you been sleeping?" john asked, looking down at the boy.

sherlock shrugged, "i was just nervous about you coming down." he said softly.

john shifted their positions and spooned sherlock, hugging him slightly. "why were you nervous?"

sherlock played with john's fingers. "you weren't talking to me that much and i thought you wanted to stop seeing me."

john kissed the back of sherlock's neck. "i explained why i wasn't talking that much."

"i know, but i was just worried you didn't want to see me any more."

"i want to see you, all the time." john said softly and held him closer. "i want to see more of you, actually."

"we've got four more days together."

john sighed and thought for a minute before saying; "why don't we go out on a date tonight?"

sherlock sat up and looked at john. "no." he said sternly.

"why not?"

"because you're married and that's what everyone thinks." sherlock said. "i cannot go on a date with one of the most famous surgeons in the world who is married."

"what if i'm not married any more? would you do it then?"

sherlock nodded. "i would do it then. but for now, i'm just your intern, how about that?"

"that works out great." john said. "but i'm pretty sure that mary has told every body about us."

sherlock froze. "what?!"

"come on, don't get mad."

"don't get mad?" sherlock asked. "john, if my brother found out that i was in a relationship you, you would never hear from me again. not to mention that this will ruin your career."

"i'm not worried about that stuff."

"well you should be!" sherlock exclaimed.

john sighed and pulled sherlock down to him, holding him. "i'm only worried about divorcing mary, and getting to call you mine with out you saying that you're just my mistress or my fuck toy." john said softly, kissing his forehead. "i want you to be my boyfriend, but i know you don't want me to be yours until i'm divorced, right?"

sherlock nodded his head, burring his face into the crook of john's neck.

"so why don't i take you and mrs hudson out to dinner tonight?" he asked. "that was it's not a date. i'm just taking my intern and his land lady out to dinner."

sherlock chuckled lightly. "you'll need dry clothes for that."

"i'll get my driver to bring my suit case here. i left it in the car any ways."

sherlock nodded. "i hope you have condoms in there."

john chuckled and kissed sherlock's head again. "i do."

"good."

after a few minutes of silence, john heard soft snoring coming from sherlock. he got out from under sherlock and went to the living room, getting sherlock's phone and calling his driver so he could bring his suit case. once he got his suit case, he put on a clean pair of boxers and got back in bed with sherlock, slowly falling asleep with him.