forty nine pt.2
I arrived home that night, I got discharged from the hospital and they let me keep Jimin's file since they didn't need it anymore.
"Minhyo, I'm making dinner. I'll call you to come down," mom said and I nodded.
I walked upstairs and entered my bedroom, it was still the same as it is when I left this room for the so-called dorm.
I sat on my bed and stared at the file that I was holding. Tears fored in my eyes and I wiped them.
I stared at the bookshelf and my eyes fell on a black book that was at the very end. Tucked between my old workbooks.
Isn't that... familiar?
Its been long since I even touched that part of my bookshelf. I've been too caught up with school that I didn't even notice it.
I walked towards it and took the black book, it was surrounded by dust but I managed to clean it up a little with the wet wipes on my dresser.
I opened the book and look at the first page, written in colored pencils in a somewhat scrawny penmanship.
THE WISH OF A STAR
by: Minhyo Kim and Jimin Park
I flipped the first page, tears pooling in my eyes as I read the first page.
Once upon a time. In a town full of lights, was a boy. His hair as dark as night, and his eyes so bright. He walked by the fields that bore wheat, a pen in his hand and some paper in the other.
He stopped by the river that shone like moon's glitter. He squatted down and put in words he could decipher.
"I have many wishes to jot down and have, but how do I have them? When I'm just a homeless little boy?" He asked himself as he wrote down his wish.
"A wish? What kind of wish?" A voice asked sat beside him.
"I fell in love," he answered and the voice replied.
"With whom, if I may ask?" She asks and I nod.
"She was so beautiful. And I met her one night, she wore a yellow dress and had white flowers on her hair, and I wrote my wish, and she sat there beside me, but it was only one night," he said.
"Oh really? I may grant you that wish," the voice replied before her voice melted. "But may I remind you, she's a child full of wonder, who only shows up at night."
And out came from the waters, was the girl in a yellow dress, white flowers on her hair as she stared at the boy, with eyes so wide.
"Oh my! Its you!" He exclaimed and she smiled at him.
Every night the boy would play with the girl whom he met by the river. She would know all his wishes and fun adventures. They would play hide and seek and play ball. His wishes came true, from the first to the latest and he was happy, and she was happy.
But one day she disappeared. And the boy never saw her for three nights. When he sniffed and sighed, he sat alone by the river, writing his wishes again.
He spotted a fisherman who happened to fish here for the first time. He ran to him, wondering if he had seen the little girl.
"Sir, if I may ask, have you seen a girl around?" He asks the elder man.
"Ah, come aboard and I will tell you," he said and the little boy hopped aboard.
The sailed in the middle of the river and he casted his rod before saying.
"I haven't seen a little girl here, but I just wanted you to see the night sky. Its beautiful tonight," he said and smiled.
"What have you got there boy?" He asked the little boy, with papers in his hand.
"These are my wishes. I put them in a bottle and let them float away," he explains to the fisherman.
"And have those wishes came true?" He asked the boy.
"Yes, ever since the little girl came," he replied and he chuckled.
"What have you wished right now?" He asked him.
"I wished that the little girl would come back," he replied and he smiles.
"Ah little kids, how innocent," he chuckled.
The little boy looked up and gazed at the little dots that lit up the sky. As if it were villagers celebrating and dancing with the moon, who was the queen.
And he noticed that the little girl looked like one of them, beautiful and bright.
He has been recieving his wishes since he met her. And he was happy with her. And only her. Out of all the wishes, it was her his eyes laid on.
"Thank you," he smiled and closed his eyes.
My eyes were watering, tears streaming down my cheeks as every memory became vivid to me, Park Jimin, I miss you.
I flipped to the very end and a piece of paper fell from between the pages. I picked it up and a grimy handwriting came into my eyes.
Entry #4
REMEMBER ME
an original poem by:
SUJINNIIE
Each minute that passes
The pain in me compasses
The life of a child I dreamt
Was slowly vanishing like ashes
Hey little girl, I hope you're there
I'm tossing and turning in despair
My life is flashing right before me
Right even I could say farewell
You thought I forgot?
No, I never did, but did you?
Our memories that seemed like forever
But will I be forever in your heart?
So remember me
Til' the days of your last breath
Remember me
Because I love you, Kim Minhyo
-Park Jimin
(May 15, 2014)
I looked at the poem, tears streaming down my cheeks as I read it over and over again. My heart was aching as I imagined him.
And I loved him too.
I looked at the silver chain that was also in between the pages, I took it and it had a black rose on it.
"Black roses mean eternity and long love."
I smiled weakly, my heart dropping as I clutched it to my chest, my heart racing by the thought of him.
FLASHBACK
"Jimin, I have something to tell you," I told him as I sat beside him, his face displayed a smile.
"What is it?" He responded and I frowned, tears forming in my eyes.
"Jimin, I'm leaving this hospital," I cried and he brought me to his arms quickly as if it were an instinct.
"Its alright, its alright, I'll be fine," he replied and hugged me.
"Are you sure about that?" I asked.
"Before you go, take this with you," he said and gave me the black book.
"The black book? You want me to keep it?" I replied.
"Yes, its our token of memory, and keep the silver chain as well," he said and I nodded, smiling.
"Bye Jimin, thank you and lets meet again," I told him, hugging him once again.
"Goodbye, Kim Minhyo, and thank YOU, without you, I don't even know if I would still keep on living until this day," he said as he released the hug.
We held hands and I was infront of him, grasping the book in my arm.
"I'm one step away," I told him and his grip tightened.
I stepped back another step.
"Two steps away," I told him once again and he showed me a crinkled smile.
"Three steps away," I said and our fingers slipped from each other, letting go.
"I'll miss you," he said.
"I'll miss you too," I replied before waving at him, in which he waved back.
"You'll never know my feelings for you," I heard him mutter.
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(UNEDITED)
A/N:
ONE CHAPTER LEFTTT!
If y'all gonna complain about the ending. Lemme break it to you, a good book doesn't need a good ending :/
Thank you all so much! The ending will be revealed next chapter!
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