forty eight
Tracklist:
BTS- TRUTH UNTOLD
^ (A must play)
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"Jimin!" I cried as I ran to him, his head was on the floor, the blood gushing out of his head as the floor started to get soaked with blood as well.
I hugged his body, not caring if blood would get spilled on my shirt, I took a small mat from the floor and placed it on my lap, and I placed his head on it gently.
"I'm calling the ambulance!" I told him, taking my phone out from my pocket, I was about contact them when a a grip went to my wrist, making me let go of the phone.
Jimin's other hand took the phone and threw it to the other side of the room.
"Don't... please don't...," he pleaded, his voice as small and uneasy.
"W-why?" I asked him.
"Because I want to spend this moment with you," he whispered.
"Jimin, why?!" I asked him.
"Why didn't you tell me this?! We could've fought for this together!" I cried, my eyes forming tears.
"I... can't...," he let out, hissing from the pain.
"Why can't we be happy for once?" I asked, a lump forming in my throat.
"Because, we can't," he replied, his voice as weak as the winds.
"Why can't we? When you were the one who took my heart in the first place?" I sobbed.
"Because Minhyo, I wanted to love you, but I can't. Because I'm like this, I can't, I thought I would have had a perfect life, but what I realised is, I'm not even gonna continue that perfect life," he says, his eyes closing through the pain.
"When I met you, you were like the whole world, without you I won't even live, you were there for me in my saddest times, but I ran away, leaving my world behind, to someone else's world," he huffed.
The blood was starting to stop, but the pain didn't even make him rest for one bit.
"Jimin, you know I never left you, right?" I told him.
"I know, but once again, I'm leaving your world," he says.
"How long have you been lying?" I asked him, my voice shaky.
"I lie because... I don't want you to get hurt, and keep this pain all to myself. You've suffered enough, you think I'd be the reason for your pain?" He asked me.
"You were never a pain Jimin, you were the cure, even though you gave me the saddest truths, you will always be the reason behind my smile," I replied.
He smiled weakly, a tear leaving his eye as he stared at my eyes.
"Do you know... how life is so unfair?" He asks again, neglecting the pain spreading all over his body.
"Life is not fair at all, because people leave us for the better good, because those people deserve better, and the people who leave only bring them down, that's why there is no such thing as an unfair life," he explains, his voice cracking.
And then I realised something, my heart pounding as wet tears started to stream down my face.
"W-what do you mean by that?" I asked, my voice cracking.
"What I mean is, let go of me Minhyo, you deserve a better life," he says, tears streaming his face.
"No! Jimin, you will always be the reason behind this better life," I cried, hugging him.
"I'm accepting my fate, maybe God decided to do this to me, because He wanted you to live a better life, without me," he paused.
"You need to be happy," he continues, his voice cracking
"Maybe, there's someway to save you," I cried.
"Minhyo, you loved yourself through me, love others without me, love people that won't be me. It means you're healing," he says.
"Minhyo.... if one of us dies, it would be me dying and you living, because I can't bear seeing you with no air in your lungs, promise me that, huh? Keep being my happy lady," he continued with tears streaming down his cheeks.
"Do you even love me?" I ask, thay question lingering in my mind.
"I love you Minhyo, I love you so much that I want to live a life with you, have kids and a family with you, but you know, maybe we're just lost souls that weren't made for each other," he replies.
"Sometimes, you have to let go to see the brighter side."
"There is someone better out there who wants you, like how I want you," he paused.
"Minhyo, promise me something," he says.
"Promise me, you'll never forget me, and you'll love me, for all eternity, and when you give your heart to someone else, remember me, because I love you, and I want you to be happy with someone that's not me," he says and brings out his pinky.
"I promise, I will never forget you, all my life, you'll always be in my heart," I reply as I lock pinkies with him, as if it was our last promise.
"Because when you're loving someone else, I'll continue loving you, in your heart," he says and he stares at me as if I'm his whole world.
"I love you, Kim Minhyo, I'll love you from the moon and back, in your heart, forever and ever," he says.
"I love you too, Jimin," I reply and I cry silently, tears streaming down my face as I lower my head, my forehead meeting his, as we cried together.
"I'm sorry," he says before he closes his eyes, and he freezes.
"Jimin, why...," I cried as I hugged his lifeless body, the blood stopped and he lays there lifeless in my arms as I cry hard.
I'll love from the moon and back.
"I love you Jimin...," I say as I hug him.
I will always want you.
JIMIN POV
Haven't you made her happy?
Haven't you made her experience love?
Haven't you made her love herself?
Haven't you done everything?
Now, you'll be happy when she's happy.
Because you'll be inside her heart, afterall.
You'll always be.
But I still want you.
MINHYO POV
Sometimes, you let go of people for a better life.
I cried and cried as I hugged him, his pulse stopping and he just lays there, like a doll.
And my heart breaks more and more. The world before me crumbling and all the things around me breaking into a thousand pieces, voices surrounding me as everything disappears like ashes, dancing with wind and I hear a voice.
Kim Minhyo...
Kim Minhyo!
And my eyes flutter open.
TO BE CONTINUED
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A/N:
Come here, come into my arms I know you're crying lemme give you a virtual hug \---(^_^)---/
I'm not joking, I literally cried while listening to Truth Untold like this is the third time I cried over Dr. Jagiya idk why
DON'T REMOVE THIS FROM YOUR LIBRARIES THIS IS STILL ONGOING.
DROP A "YEET" AND A 🍟 IF YOU ARE PART OF MY PRECIOUS POTATO HOE GANG :D
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