They say don't hold on to something that doesn't do you good.
They say don't long for something that's already gone.
They say don't love someone who doesn't care about your feelings.

But they don't know anything.

Feelings aren't controllable.

Every time when I'm about to throw away all your things I start to cry because I know throwing away those things would mean throwing away you, us. I've never wanted to become a girl like this, I've never wanted to be depending on a boy but I can't do anything about it because I love you so deeply and no matter how hard I try I can't erase your name from my heart, it's permanent.

They think it's easy, they think past is past but what happens when present and past get mixed up?

I see you in every face and whenever I close my eyes I feel your touches all over my body. You've moved on, I know you did and believe me I want it to stop so badly but I can't change what I'm feeling. When it comes to you everything gets so complicated, I'm not able to think straight and that's how it always has been and how it always will be.

I'm sorry, you know? I've never wanted this to become so hard.