Warning! Rape, Murder, and Suicidal Thoughts!

"Well then prepare to worry..."

"What?...for which one? Are you ok?!"

"Both have happened to me...but I'm alright."

"Oh...tell me what happened so I can help you feel better!" He gave you that large, loving grin he had earlier. You just loved it. It was absolutely beautiful.

"Ok. Well..."

-Flashback-

When you were only 7 several men had attacked you. You had left about noon to go get food for your family and had lost track of time while talking to one of the townspeople. One of the men grabbed at your waist as you tried to run from them. You dropped the bags you were holding and made a run for it.

"Oh, she's a feisty little one. Get her boys!"

The other two chased after you and one managed to grab your wrist causing you to twist around and face him.

"Well, well-" you swung your leg at his right temple. He stumbled away from you but he didn't let go of your wrist.

"Oh fuck no. Dad! She kicked brother in the face!"

You groaned in pain as the other male grabbed you by your ear and dragged you to a car.

"We'll just take her home and have fun~" you gasped when you figured out what they were talking about. You had to go...now!

"Hah. You're not going anywhere doll." You glared at the male beside you and saw thick, gooey blood oozing down the side of his face. You must've hit him pretty damn hard. But the blood...it gave off a sweet smell making you salivate like crazy. You kept swallowing and they all thought it was because you were afraid.

"Oh doll...don't be THAT worried. We'll send you home when we're done. We don't want you forever." He said as he snickered in your ear causing you to flinch.

"Oh shut up back there you two! You're getting on my nerves." You stared at the male to your right trying to decide on if you were gonna take his blood or continue to ignore it. 'Wait...why would I want his blood?! I'm not a demon or anything!!!' He saw you staring at him and raised an eyebrow.

"Why are you looking at me like I'm sumin to eat girl? I ain't no chicken nugget." You mentally face palmed but in reality his blood kinda made him as appetizing as one...

"Get her out and let's go. We've gotta get this done before my wife gets home." 'He has a wife...then why is he doing this to me?'

A large hand grabbed my wrist and you winced at the pain he had inflicted by just that simple motion. As you were dragged out of the car you started humming the song your mother would sing to you and your little siblings...mumbling the words to your song as they unlocked the door.

"Ooh it hurts so hard for a million different reasons. You took the best of my heart and left the rest in pieces." They all looked over at you for a moment and then dragged you through the doorway and took you to a large, dark room. The one you had kicked earlier shoved you onto the bed and you just closed your eyes for you didn't want to see what they were going to do.

They stripped you of your clothes and one at a time put their dicks inside you. You gasped in pain and started to tear up causing your eyes to flutter open.

After about an hour it was over. They had left. You quickly attempted to stand up but fell to your knees. You couldn't even stand up to leave... 'damnit how will I escape now?'

Eventually you mustered the strength to stand up and get dressed. You quickly shoved your clothes on and rushed to the door sliding it open. Then you saw one of the men standing in the hallway. He was just staring at you when you came out. He then swiftly grabbed your wrist and led you to the front door.

"Leave now and don't even think of coming back." He hissed in your ear. It was frightening. You had no way of getting home since you were absolutely lost but you ran out the door ignoring the strong urge to drop to the ground. It didn't take long for you to enter the village which meant it wouldn't take long for you to get home.

"Heyyyyyyyyyyy! It's so nice to see you!! I can't believe you escaped them!" You turned to see a slim boy standing behind you.

"You knew?...why didn't you help me?!"

"Because I sent them after you sweet heart! As your best friend I couldn't bear to see you not get what I did." You gasped. All of a sudden you felt yourself fill up with anger. You remembered the knife he kept in his pocket. Knowing he liked you, you slipped closer to him and rapped your arm around his waist. You quickly slipped the knife out of his pocket and stabbed him. His blood spewed out across your face and it smelt so sweet.

"Oh why the fuck not..." you rolled your eyes and ripped the knife out of his chest and dragged it across his neck as he dropped to the ground his body going limp. Then you stuck the tip of his knife in your mouth to taste the blood. It was warm and sweet, but it also had a tangy flavor to it.

After a few moments you dropped on the ground beside him and started licking the blood from his neck. Remembering you were still in the village you grabbed his limp body and dragged it to the woods just outside the small village leaving it for one of the demons to eat.

As soon as you did that you wiped the blood from your hands and face and then started to rush home. Your parents were probably worried about you by now. At least your mother was.

Once you got home you saw your dads body on the floor, gasping you dropped to you knees and started to shake his body roughly.

"Dad! Wake up! Now! We need you!" Then you saw a gun in his hand and a bullet in his chest. Sobbing you rapped your arms around him and placed your ear to his chest trying to find his heart beat even though he treated you badly you still loved him. He protected your younger siblings and your mom, they needed him.

You heard footsteps enter the room but you didn't care you just sat there and sobbed. Then there were several pairs of arms around your dad and you. Your mom, Xavier, and Xarina weee all sitting around you. You quickly let go of your father and picked up your baby sister. She didn't need to be around this.

"D-d-daddy? Sissy...wha happen ta daddy?" She looked at you with her sad eyes and you wanted to start crying all over again.

"It's nothing sweeting. Daddy will be just fine!" You gave her your most convincing smile and gave her a large hug. You quickly turned towards the hallway and skipped to her room to put her down for a nap.

"When you wake up he'll be just fine." You kissed her forehead and set her down in the bed. Spinning on your heels you walked to the door and turned her light off. You quietly closed her door as you walked out and walked to your mom and brother crying around your dead father.

"This all your fault y/n! He was so worried he shot himself! I can't believe you!" Your mom screamed at you. You knew she was just upset but it hurt you.

"It's not like I chose to stay out. I was raped damnit!" You snapped. Immediately regretting what you said you ran to your room and locked the door. You then slammed yourself onto the bed and started sobbing.

An hour after that you found yourself want to pull out your knife and end your own life. You stared at the floor for a minute and the continued to reach for the knife under your bed. As you wrapped your hand around it you brought it up to your wrist and harshly slid it across your skin watching blood slowing trickle out of your cut. You then continued to do it several more times on the same wrist then traded to the other.

Once you were done you wiped the knife off and stuck it back underneath your bed. You then continued to lick the blood from your wrists. At first you grimaced at the pain but after a short while it stopped bothering you. You continued to do this for several months until it came to your 8th birthday.

You saw a rope hanging from the tree and decided this was your chance to end it all. You had already practiced tying a noose several times with string so you knew what you were doing. After tying the not you slipped your head through and tightened it lifting your legs from off the ground. Almost immediately after one of your cousins came outside and ran straight to you.

"MAMAAAAA! Y/n is trying to hang herself!! Help!!" She quickly grabbed a chair and dragged it towards you. She lifted your legs slightly so she could put your knees on it to take the pressure off of your neck.

Soon you found yourself passing out and not being able to remember the next couple of days after that incident.

                                 —Flashback over—

"Since then I've never hurt myself or tried to commit suicide..." Doma looked at you with a dim expression and you didn't quite like it.

"Don't be sad!! You're making it even worse! I want you to stay happy!" For your age you were considerably happy and open minded towards others especially after all the things you've been through.

"O-ok!" His large smile appeared on his beautiful face again and you felt so much better. 'Wait BEAUTIFUL FACE!! Woahhhh is there something wrong with me?!' Shaking your head you looked at him and smiled.

"Now...what do you have to eat?"

-I tried my hardest to write this without crying... hope you like it.

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