JUNGKOOK'S POV

I took my lips away from the woman I kissed and wiped my tears. She looked at me with pity and sighed.

"Here," she handed me a handkerchief. "I-I'm sorry. I didn't know that--"

"It's alright. It's partly my fault." I cut her off. My tears kept on falling, but I can't feel any pain. I have been numb from what Tzuyu yelled earlier.

"Why don't you follow her?" She asked me, but I shook my head in reply.

"She'll be mad." I answered her.

"Tough guy, follow your girlfriend. She'll feel so much better if you'll apologize to her." She patted my shoulder and I looked at her. She assured me using a genuine smile and it kind of comforted me.

"Yeah, but not Tzuyu." I said and sighed. "She's the toughest, strongest, most savage and sarcastic person ever." I chuckled. "That's why she's a keeper."

"If she's a keeper, you'll go to her right now." I hesitated to go and leave the woman, but she's right. I have to go and Tzuyu might have the wrong idea if I'll stay here. I ran downstairs. The hospital is just six blocks away and I know that I can run towards there. My head is somewhat hurt because of the alcohol, but I don't care. I have to get to Tzuyu in no time.

I held my chest and gasped for air. I am exhausted when I reache the hospital. I felt like dying after running. I walked towards the nurse's desk and asked which room does Tzuyu stay. After answering my que, I barely have made it to the elevator because I'm still tired from running.

I felt a little bit dizzy and I held my head because it really damn hurts. I blinked hardly and shook my head. The elevator's doors opened and I immediately looked for Tzuyu's room. I found it, but Tzuyu's brother saw me.

He walked straight towards me with his fists, ready to punch me, "What the fuck are you doing here?!" He whispered loudly. I can totally feel the rage that he is feeling.

"I-I want to apologize to Tzu--" He punched me right away and I tasted blood. The corners of my lips were busted. He then took my shirt's collar and wrinkled it. I can hear the collar getting ripped because of his tight grip.

"What you did is unforgivable!" He threw me on the floor and kicked my leg. He pointed me, "Don't ever come near my sister ever again!"

"C-Can't you just--" he kicked my face and the pain was really unbearable, but I still tried to talk. "--please, l-let me see Tzuyu..." I held my wounded jaw.

"She doesn't need you anymore, asshole!" He yelled, but not too loud. Just enough for me to hear it. "She needed you earlier, but you're outside, fucking someone!"

"I-I didn't f-fuck--"

"Oh, shut the hell up!" He stomped his foot on my stomach.

"P-Please, I-I'll do anything..." I begged him. I even crawled towards him and held his foot, but he started shaking it, kicking me away.
"I'll let you meet my sister," I heard him say. "But that's the last time you'll ever talk. Break up with her or else you won't ever see her." My world slowed down from what he said. "You have done too much damage." He left me and entered Tzuyu's room. I barely stood up.

I was limping off towards the restroom to clean my wounds, but a nurse ran towards me and brought me to the emergency room. He cleaned my wounds.

"Does it hurt?" He asked as he's putting Betadine on the wounds. I shook my head, because I can't feel anything. I'm only thinking about Tzuyu.

The break up... I suddenly felt hard to breathe. I felt the corners of my eyes heat up. My eyes started forming tears and it fell. I didn't know that I was already crying. The patients from the emergency room started staring at me with confused faces. I know that they have more painful wounds or cuts, but nothing hurts more than a break up.

The nurse stopped putting ailments on my wounds because of my crying. He's too shocked.

"C-Can I go?" I asked him and wiped the tears.

"B-But sir, your wounds--"

"P-Please..." I stood up and limped off towards the elevator. I want to see Tzuyu, even if it's the last time. I want to see her.

I reached her room, but I am afraid. What if she's mad at me? I was startled when her brother opened the door. His eyebrows crossed and his jaw clenched.

"You have 10 minutes." He whispered and left me. I entered the room and saw Tzuyu's leg in a cast and her head wrapped with a bandage.

I took a chair and sat near her. I smiled and played with her hair while she's sleeping. My tears started flowing and I wasn't able to stop it. I cried on her arm, until it moved. I looked at her and she's already carressing my hair.

She smiled and it hurted me. How can she smile even if I hurted her? Is she that strong to handle the pain I've caused?

"Tzuyu, I-I am so sorry--"

"Ssh," she sushed me. "Don't say sorry." I was startled; I ran out of words. I didn't know what to say. She interlocked her hands with mine. I'm still shocked of what's happening right now.

"B-But, Tzuyu--"

"You did a mistake, I know." She again cut me off. "Am I stupid if I'll forgive you or am I just really kind for forgiving you?" She asked and I felt my heart hurt. "Have I done anything to you?"

"No, you don't." I held her hand with both of mine. I kissed her hand endlessly. "You have done nothing, Tzuyu."

"But why did you have to cheat on me?" She asked in a way that I couldn't explain. I didn't know how to respond.

"T-That was an accident." I convinced her. I don't want to lose her, even though I have to. No matter what I do, I'll still lose her. Her brother gave me choices--but I will still end up with losing her. It's either I will not break up with her, but I won't ever see her ever again or I'll break up with her, but I might still see her. Her brother is determined to take Tzuyu away from me in all possible ways--actually, even in the impossible.

She sighed, "Okay." My heart still felt heavy. Maybe because I feel like she's just forced to understand me. "Am I not just enough? I mean, Mingyu left me for Yein and now you cheated on me and fucked another woman." I hated to see those tears racing down her cheeks because of me. I want to beat myself up to death because Tzuyu have done nothing wrong for me to cheat on her.

She did everything for me. She has a lot of sacrifices for me. I didn't want her to go to Taiwan, but for me not to be mad at her, she took me with her though it will cost her money. I had to kiss Cheng Xiao and she tried to understand and realize my situation. And now, I fell into a temptation, but still, she tries to understand my place. Her kindness overwhelms me.

If I break up with her, will she understand me? I asked myself. I looked at Tzuyu and she's just staring at the ceiling. I remembered what her brother said. I have to break up with her or else I will not have to see her again.

"What are you thinking?" She asked and faced me. I panicked for a moment; I didn't know what to do.

I sighed deeply before answering, "Tzuyu..."

"Yes?"

"I'm sorry," I stood up and kissed her forehead as the last tear fell from my eye. "I'm breaking up with you." I backed away from her and smiled, though it hurted so much.

"Jungkook.." she called me, but I turned my back and walked away from her. "Jungkook!" She yelled at the top of her lungs, but I didn't look back. I held the doorknob and turned it. "Jungkook! Come back!" I breathed deeply and exited her room.

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