"I can still love an ex as a person, regardless if the breakup was bad. I would never wish anything negative on them. It takes more energy to hate them than to wish them well."

- Ashley Greene

A/N: This is the other plot that I've been thinking of for DouTrou before. This is supposed to be the original plot for this story, but I changed it.

This will start at the time where Tzuyu slipped and was rushed to the hospital.

***Wattpad deleted the special chapters, so I republished it. Enjoy reading!

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TZUYU'S POV

I opened my eyes and realized that I'm inside the hospital. I held my head because it's aching so bad. I tried enduring it, but it's just too painful. The last time that I remember what happened was that time when I slipped as I run for the home plate. Ugh, I will fucking sue coach for this.

"Tzuyu," I saw Tiger and Ostrich rushing towards me when they saw me moving. They held my head and asked me if I'm okay. I nodded as a response and tried sitting down, but they insisted that I should just lay down instead. "How are you feeling?" Tiger asked as she's caressing my hair.

I smiled, "I'm okay now, but I do want to see Jungkook." I answered and then we heard a knock. The door opened and it revealed Henry oppa. He's smiling and there's a basket of fruits on his hand. I can see Tiger's eyes turned into hearts. I can tell that she has a crush on my brother.

"We'll leave you guys first." Ostrich said and then they bid their good byes to me. Tiger even waved her hand to Henry oppa and Ostrich smacked her head because of being so flirty. My brother just smiled casually to her and then walked towards me. He placed the basket of fruits on the bedside table and sat on the edge of my bed.

"How are you feeling?" He asked.

"I'm good. I want to see Jungkook." I told him. "Do you know where he is right now?" I asked him and then he fished his phone.

"No, but I'll text him." He gladly said and started typing some letters on the phone. I just watch him do that and patiently waited for my boyfriend to come. I want to see him. "He's not yet replying," he answered.

"Maybe he's on his way." I lowered my eyes and didn't dare to look at him. He may question me or anything.

I tried dozing off, but I can't because I feel like there's something wrong with all of this. Especially with Jungkook. I think something's bad had happen to him.

I closed my eyes tightly and told myself to sleep. I'm actually forcing myself to sleep, but I still can't. I just kept my eyes closed because maybe that way, I can sleep.

I heard the door's creak, but I didn't look who came in or if Henry oppa went out. After some seconds or so, I smell something stink. It actually smells like alcohol stench and the stench is kind of spreading inside my whole room.

I twitched a little when a familiar touch caressed my hair. I opened one of my eyes and saw Jungkook. His hand went to my cheeks and he just caressed it. I smiled at him.

"Hi," I greeted him. I don't know why, but I shed a tear. Maybe because I just really love him and I can't bear not seeing him for more than a second. I just wanted to see him so bad.

"Hi." As soon as he spoke, I smelled the alcohol stench from his mouth.

"You drank alcohol."

"I'm not drunk." He said and then kissed my forehead. I closed my eyes when he did that because I just want to feel that love from that kiss.

I held his hand that is on my cheek and kissed it, "I missed you."

"We just didn't see each other for some hours, babe." He chuckled and stared at me. "What a possessive girlfriend."

"You went to a club?" He nodded and it looks like he's going to give up into sleeping anytime. His face is really red and his clothes smell like cigarette and vape smoke. "With whom? Did you fuck someone?"

"Jimin and no, I didn't fuck anyone." I raised my eyebrow, meaning that I'm unconvinced of what he just said. How can I trust a drunk guy, seriously?

"C'mon, sleep beside me. I know that you're sleepy, tipsy and drunk." He laughed a little like a drunk man. I sighed and pulled him towards me, so that he can sleep beside me. I guess he's really not in his best state, so he laid beside me and dozed off.

I stared at his face and caressed his hair. After a little while, I heard him snore. He pulled my waist towards his direction. I giggled and kissed the tip of his nose.

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It's been days after my accident. I really didn't have any major injuries or such. The doctor said that I'm completely fine and I should not worry about anything.

Me and Jungkook's relationship is okay, I guess. We're getting busier and busier because of school works. I actually can't believe that we're still finding time for each other. There are so many school events and as a member of the school council (yes, students voted for me because Jungkook made a campaign to vote for me), I am heck busy as fuck.

But there is this one time that Jungkook is not talking to me. Not literally, like he always has an excuse whenever I wanted to talk to him. Whenever I'm not busy, I'll go try and talk to him, but he's always saying that he's going to do something important. Actually, that's been happening to me for two weeks already.

"More important than me, huh?" I asked him, but he didn't answer me. He just waved his hand as a good bye and walked away from me.

I started thinking if he has another girl; if he's seeing someone. If he does, I will surely fucking kill that girl and throw Jungkook to the ocean somewhere to die. But I actually doesn't have any evidence that he has a new girl.

I don't want to be a very possessive and crazy girlfriend to him because it might piss him off and our relationship might end. I think I just have to observe him even more and try to understand the fact that I loved a playboy.

I saw Jungkook passing by me like I'm thin air, so I held his wrist and turned him to my direction. His eyes are so focused on the phone, for fuck's sake.

"Babe." I called him and then he faced me. He placed his phone back to his pocket and smiled at me. Fuck that smile that I fell in to. "Where are you going?" I actually wanted to ask him if he and I can both go home, but it came out wrong.

"With Jimin and some other guys." He answered.

"I asked where, Jungkook. I didn't ask if who are the guys you'll go out with." I told him. I found it suspicious, but I tried shrugging that feeling off.

"We'll just hang out together." I heard his phone beep and saw him quickly fish it from his pocket. I just sighed and told myself to have patience. It looks like after seeing a text message from someone, he said good bye and walked out from my sight.

Okay, what the fuck just happened?

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It's Saturday and I don't have anything to do. I called Jungkook because I'm so bored out inside this house, but he told me that he has to run errands. I just told him to do well and hung up right away.

Since I'm so bored out, I decided to go out by myself. I don't want to ask my friends out because I know that they might be doing something importang now. I wanted to ask Sana, but I guess she's busy with her new boyfriend. I heard she has a new boyfriend, but I don't have any idea who that guy is. I asked Thomas about that and she just stared at me like she's so scared of me. I also asked Pabo the same thing, but she told me nothing. She avoided the topic.

I think they're hiding something from me.

I went to a café to eat and to hang out. I like eating pastries a lot and I also like this good vibe from cafés. It makes you feel like you're in heaven because of the heavenly scent of pastries and coffees.

I thanked the waiter as soon as he placed my food on the table. I was about to eat it when I saw two familiar people in my life.

It's my boyfriend and my best friend.

They're dating.

I felt my heart drop because of the scene that I saw. They're happily feeding each other cakes.

I don't know why, but I decided to go and leave that place.

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