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⚠️WARNING⚠️
SELFHARM AHEAD

I'm sorry, AND DON'T ASK QUESTIONS!!!

Denis POV

I locked the door behind me and hear Corl hit it. I feel bad, I feel awful. But I had to.

~Flashback~

I just got snapped out of my trace. All I remember is the sadness I feel loneliness, because they keeled asking about my parents and Corl knows there dead.

I then slightly my my head and I see Alex, Sketch, and Ethan on the ground. I can hear small sniffs of Corl. He's been crying.

'Did I do this' I ask myself. 'Yes.'

No, not you. I'm not dealing with you.

Yet, I'm here. And your going to deal with me or else.

Or else what. You said you wasn't going to mess with me or Corl anymore

I say a lot of things that never come true

True

But like I said with the deal, you work
with me, to work against me.

If I work with you?

You will have to leave everyone, even if it means hurting them

And if I don't?

I will do it personally. And do you really think that Corl and the rest of your friends will take you back after how you treated them. You punched your friends and yell and hit Corl. If I was them, I would never forgive you.

I then took a sec then hear Corls voice.

"Denis is that you........ the real you?"

And in that moment I knew the choice I had to make.

~End of Flashback~

I hear Corl slamming his fist on the door yelling at me. But I can't. I CAN'T.

"I'm sorry that I let you down"

I curled up into a ball against the door and just let the tears roll down as I hear Corls voice screaming for me to open the door.

He then stops, and all I hear is him crying his eyes out. I want to open the door, I want to hold him in my arms, I want to tell him it will be alright. But I can't.

I then move away from the door and into the far corner of me bedroom. He then bangs on the door again screaming and crying his eyes out. I can't take this I just can't. I try covering my ear with my hands, but I can still hear him. I start sobbing because I don't want this, I didn't want this.

"Then why don't you end it. You know you want to"

He's right.

I then quickly grabbed my dad's old pocket knife  he gave me. It was hidden under my nightstand.

I then run back to my corner. I rolled up my sleeve and looked at the knife. I then looked at the door and I can still hear Corl.

"Come on Denis. Your only making it worst on yourself if you wait any longer"

DevilDaily then appeared in a dark shadowy form.

He then moved the blade closer to me.

"Come on, one won't hurt"

I then slide it across my wrist. Blood floods down as I remember the time when it happened. How my parents left. Their cuts up and down there arms and the blood. And it was all because of me.

Tears steam down my face as I aggressively slid the blade more frequently across my wrist.

It stinged as every new cut made. The tears are flowing more frequently as my body is now shaking.

I want to be dead. I deserve to die and rot away in hell for all eternity.

My vision is blurry from the tears but the cuts ain't working.

Corl is still yelling.

"COME ON DENIS!! We both know that you know how to really die"

"I-I c-can't. I can't m-m-move"

"Then I'll help you"

And with that he moved the blade to where the tip of it was lined up with my middle finger. (Don't ask how I know)

"One quick and deep cut from this, and it's all over" he whispered in my ear.

I then put a little pressure and blood already spilled a little.

I'm shaking more, and more by the second.

I now can hear Corl screaming louder, and it echoing in my head.

"I can't do it"

"What was that?"

"I said I can't do it"

I threw down the blade and looked at my arms. I have no regrets about the cuts. I just wish I was free.

"Fine, like a care. I'll be back. And the pain will be worst."

And like that, he vanished.

I can still hear Corl screaming. I then feel anger.

I get up and throw my stuff around not a caring if it broke or not. Tears are now stained on my cheeks and are still streaming.

With the blood on my arm I take my other hand and wrote in blood on the walls

I hate myself

My only friend is my blade

I will never be loved

I'm drowning in my tears again.

And after I wrote that last part. I slide back into he wall and drowned in my tears. Hoping everyone would just leave.

Don't ask questions. And remember follow me and I will follow you

Much love and byeee
-Gabbi