Denis POV

I sat there on the couch with red eyes and stained cheeks where the tears have been pouring from my face.

The guys where still talking in the kitchen, and I was worried out of my mind. I don't know what they will do to me but whatever it is I will be ready for it. I was sweating like crazy. They have been talking for a while and Ethan, Sub, and Amie have not come in the house yet. I thought to myself 'What if they tell me to leave and never return?' 'What if they delete my channel and make me kill myself?' 'What if they kill me and bury my body in a field?' 'Ugh...I really could you a hug right now.'

Sketch, Alex, and Corl came back and stood in front of me with a mad expression. Tears start forming in my eyes as they glared at me with disgust. Alex then clears his throat and said," We have came to a conclusion." "You will be grounded from Roblox for a month, and you can only post once a day," Sketch said finishing off Alex's sentence. The tears slowly roll down my cheek as I nodded relieved that the thing they choose was really easy.

Then Corl came up to me and said,"We also need you to choose one of us." That sentence alone made my heart sink. But then Alex and Sketch when on, on how I can only choose one person and that whoever I choose  they wouldn't care. "I-I-I c-ca-can't," I started to say, but I was stuttering so much that couldn't get the words out. I didn't want to choose someone and then break the other heart. I also I'm so confused on what to do that I didn't notice that I was crying and choking on my words.

The guys looked at each other then back at me. "Well give you till tomorrow morning," Alex said as he took his bags and walked up stairs to his room. Corl and Sketch walked outside to tell Sub, Ethan, and Amie that it was fine to come in again.

I ran upstairs and fell on the bed face first. A million thought came to my mind. I knew who I loved...but since this little incident, I don't thing that he will feel the same. I feel as if my life was about to crash and burn...well more then it was already. "Maybe I should tell him the truth," I said to myself.

If you do then I will make sure that he'll hate you.

The voice was so startling that I almost fell out of the bed. Before I could respond Corl walked in and looked at me with sadness in his face. I was on the verge of tears and I could tell because his eyes never left the ground.

I look at the clock and it was 9PM. I'm guessing Alex and Sketch didn't want to share a room with me. Corl was still looking at the ground and was now quietly sobbing. I felt sorry for what I did to him because I love him with all of my heart and seeing him hurt hurts me. I need to tell him the truth.

You do and I will make sure he will hate you and I will make you go into a  mental asylum.

I didn't want that to happen but at this point, I'm already broken inside and out. So, this will be fine as long as a get the truth out.

I walk up to Corl and wrap my arms around him. He didn't move he just said,"Why did you it?" Frankly I have been asking myself that..and I don't have a good excuse. I took a deep breath and told Corl," Look....I love you with all my heart. I really meant it when I said that you are the one. I haven't been honest with you...but I want to change that. I just hope you will listen to me, and not leave me when I tell you."

He looked at me and nodded his head in agreement that he wanted to hear me out. I took a deep breath and said,"Corl, there is something wrong with me. It's not something that a doctor can heal but it is mental." He looked at me with confusion. "I am not the happy someone that you've known for years. I'm actually a very depressed, worried, scared, and anxious most of the time. I try to be happy because it always made my mom and dad happy. They knew about my condition, and they always tried to help; but I couldn't do much do them because of....." I paused because I got scared of telling him. I was scared of what Him was going to do with Corl.

Corl put his hand on my shoulder and made me look at him. "Because of.....what?" His eyes showed that he cared about what I was saying and that he believed me.

"Because of....Him." I say with terror in my eyes. He saw how scared I was and he hugged me. "W-w-who's....... Him." He looked at me consirened and scared at the same time.

"Him is the reason for my depression, anxiety, and being scared. Him is the reason I broke Sketch, Alex, and your heart. I'm not normal....and I can't help it. It's like my opposite dark twin that can take over my body when Him is strong. Most people have this, but if it happens when there young...they have no control. It takes over them and they can't be free. There a slave to misery. They can't escape fate," I said yelling the last bits.

Tears stream down both our faces. Corl looked scared when he looked at me. I knew he thought I was a monster. The anxiety struck me to where I can't breath. I started to choke on tears while there was pain in the pit of my stomach.

I grabbed me and hugged me tight. I cried on his shoulder as he rubbed my back trying to comfort me. "So...does this Him thing like make you do things you don't want to do," He asked while still rubbing my back. I nodded my head and he took a deep breath.

"Is there a way to know if it's Him or if it's you." I looked him in the eyes and said,"Yes, Corl look me in the eyes." He did as he was told and looked into my brown eyes while I looked into his beautiful blue eyes. "My eyes will turn pitch black. As lifeless as Him is."

He looked at me like he has just saw a ghost. "I-I-I saw that l-look w-w-when w-we made that b-be-bet." I hugged him very tight as he buried his head into my chest.

I layed down with Corl still in my arms.

"Denis, do you really...love..me." He asked while putting his hands on my chest. "Of course, you take away the depression that Him gives me. You make me feel strong. You are the only other person, beside my mom and dad, that I have ever talked about how I feel. I love you with all my heart, and I always will," I tell him. He smiles and said,"I love you too."

With that we fell asleep in each other's arms.

Aww, well ain't that a sweet message. Sorry your dumb author ain't here, but I feel like it's time I get this straight about me.

I look exactly like Denis, but I'm more handsome. 

Im very aggressive, especially in bed.

I live to make Denis miserable, but I also like getting what me and him wants.

If you still haven't figured what I am yet....lets just say I'm like Antiseptici and Darkiplier.

I don't have a cool name but I would like one. I am ordering you to makeup a name for me.

*comes out of no where and kicks Him in the face*

No one likes you. All you do is give out misery.

But if you (the people who reads this story) wants to makeup a name for Him then plz comment. And follow me and I will follow you.

Much love and byeee
-Gabbi