Ha! I have updated on time! So, long chapter, as to make up for the 6 day late update from last chapter.And, in this chapter, the character will be revealed!!!! Guess who they are!AND THANK YOU GUYS FOR OVER 1K VIEWS ALREADY!!!! If this book ends with over 3k views (probably gonna be 40 chaps just like my last book) then I'll add an extra chapter!!! But ONLY if I get 3k views at least 1 day after I finish the book.I'll update Thursday!!!!
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Kira's POV

Suicide took over my body and looked into the mirror, smiling at her reflection.

"Aren't we pretty?"Suicide asked me.

'I guess.'I replied.

She rolled up my sleeve, revealing the many scares I had, both caused from my blade, and bullies.

The memory was fresh, like the wounds were.

Flashback

Kira age: 8

"Ah!"I screamed as I was tossed down onto the concrete ally.

"Scream for your mother."The bully said, sitting on my back and pulling on my navy blue hair hard, and pulling a pocketknife to my neck.

I didn't know the bullies name, there were so many people who bullied me, since I isolated myself and was small and 'weak.'My dull, emotionless mask remained unphased.

"Could you get off, I need to get to class."I stated flatly, causing him to flinch in surprise that I talked so dully.

He pressed the knife into my neck, blood trickling down my neck and onto the concrete.One of the Bullies henchmen looked at me in worry.

"W-what if she tells? Or if we get caught?"They asked, fidgeting with his fingers.

"She won't, isn't that right?"The bully asked, yanking on my hair again and whispering it in my ear.

"Hey, back off!!!"Valar shouted, slamming into the bully, knocking him off of me.

"Crap, run!!!"The bully shouted, running away with his 5 henchmen.

"Here."Valar said,giving me his hand with a smile.

I grabbed it and pulled myself up.

Later That Day

"One of you must choose Kira to be on your team."The teacher said, smiling.

The team captain on the red team scowled and pouted.

"But she's a demon! A monster! She always carried around that pocketknife of hers!And, plus, she's a loner!"She shouted.

I didn't flinch.My neck was wrapped in a bandage giving to me by Valar.

My teacher scolded her."Now, this no way to talk about a fellow classmate."

I just stood there, not caring about their conversation.Im use to it, the abusive words, the physical abuse, it's a routine to me.One that goes in a never ending cycle.

"I'll take her."Valar said, smiling at me from the blue team.

"Idiot! Don't invite her to our side!"The blue team captain shouted, whacking Valar on the back of his head.

My eyes finally showed emotion.Anger and fear.

Valar had winced in pain.

In a second, I was in front of the blue teams captain, holding him by the neck.

The teacher gasped in fear.

"N-now Kira, r-release him."She said, holding her hands up in a protective manner.

All the kids screamed and ran underneath the canopy of the school, staring at me in fear.

My eyes were unwavering, fire blazing in them.I didn't listen to the teacher and I pulled out my pocketknife while lifting the poor boy by the neck.

He scratched frantically at my arms, making them bleed.

"K-Kira!!!"I my teacher shouted in dismay.

She fell to her knees, unable to do anything to stop me.

Everyone was crying in fear.

"Kira."Valar said, calmly."Let.Him.Go."Valar commanded.

I looked over at him, my fiery eyes causing him to flinched just the slightest.

"He hurt you though."I said hollowly.

"We're friends, that's normal contact."Valar replied.

"No it isn't! He hit you! You flinched in pain!"I shouted, squeezing the kids neck again, causing him to gasp in pain.

"It's okay, I'm not hurt.Now, let him go."Valar said, slowly inching towards me in precaution.

"B-but-!"I stopped myself, looking into Valar's eyes that showed pain and worry.

By the time Valar made it to me, I let go of the boy.He coughed hard and ran at the teacher, hiding behind her.

I looked towards the crowed of kids, all of their eyes showing fear and surprise.And Dina was one of them.She looked right into my eyes, her eyes clearly showing surprise more than it was showing fear.

Before I knew it, my sight was blurred by tears.

I ran into Valar's open arms, burying my head into his shoulder.

"Shhhhh.Its okay.I know you only did it to protect me.You're not in trouble."Valar whispered.

He let go of me, but only for a second, as I was pushed into his side.

"Anyone speak of this inside the today, than you'll have to answer to the Cross family."Valar stated.

I looked up at Valar with envy and awe.He looked down at me and smiled.

"Let's go and clean you up."He said, pointing to my scratches on my arms.

Later That Evening

"I'm getting pay back on my friend, the one you choked."The bully from earlier said, smirking as his henchmen grabbed onto my wrist and ankles while gagging me.

They put my hands out in front of me and the bully racked his nails down my arms, leaving deep gashes.He cut even more.Blood poured over and was drawn hint the concert bellow me, making one of the henchmen throw up blood.

But this wasn't the most blood I've seen come out of me.My parents whipped me so hard one day that I couldn't move and the next day, I clasped at school from blood lossage and infection.

"I'm leaving."A henchmen said, leaving, gagging as he walked away.

The more I bleed, the more the bully laughed, and the more his henchmen left and puked.Soon, it was just me and him.

I was staring off into nothingness, ignoring the intense pain in my arms, I just allowed him to do it.I was getting what I deserved; discipline.I was getting back what I had done to the other kid.And once this was over, then it would be equal payback.

"Hey! Stop it!"Valar shouted, pointing a knife to one of the henchmen a throats.

The bully opened his eyes in fear.

"O-of course, Cross."And with that, he left, his nails and hands covered in my blood.

Valar dropped the kid and ran over to me.

"A-are you okay? There's so much blood!"Valar shouted, looking at my blood covered arms.He almost threw up himself.

I smiled weakly.

"I got what I deserved."I whispered, too weak to move.

Valar was panicking, not knowing what to do.He finally took off his shirt and ripped it, making strips of cloth to wrap my injured arms with.

"They're going to leave scares."Valar said, hoisting me up over onto his back.

"I know."I replied, resting my chin on his shoulder."You know, for a baby, you can be a hero sometimes."I whispered, my eyes dropping.

Valar blushed."N-no I'm not!"

And with that, I closed my eyes.

'Valar can be a hero.I'll just be his enemy,I mean, isn't that what the hero is suppose to do? Kill the evil person? The one that doesn't fit?'

End Flashback

Crop thinking about stupid Valar! He's the one who made you like this!Suicide shouted.

She's right.If you want to forget about him, cut.Depression said.

And whiteout another thought, I gave in.I was giving in.Into the bullies.I had finally broke.

And, the blood on my nails was proof, my old wounds had reopened (metaphorically) and I was giving into the them.

I had broke.I had given in.I had given into Suicide and Depression, the two that would defiantly end my pain. Permanently.

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Fhew.*whips sweat of face* that was an update within 2 days! I made it really long! I hope you enjoyed and here's a Q&A for Nathan/Nate by crazyclarinet !!!!

crazyclarinet asked:"What is your favorite color?"

Nate:"I would have to say Sky Blue, Red, or purple.It just depends on my mood ^^."