A bunch of variations due to me being indecisive! I guess this kinda counts as vent art, since it's about how most of the kind things I do always make me miserable somehow.. If i try to be kind, i become a people pleaser with no sense of self. The people im kind to are not always the best of people.. I need to focus on myself. If it makes me selfish, so be it. I'd rather die myself then live and get stripped of my identity and opinions. I want a dignified death. Controversy, controversy, that's okay! If everyone hates me, that's okay! I'll love myself anyway. I wanna be controversial because i don't wanna be bound by the chains of what the ppl i surround myself with believe. I got the background from Pinterest.