Sakura was in a single swing looking at the happy kids playing. Oh how she wished she could play with them. But she couldn't. They told her to stay out. She wasn't pretty enough. Her voce was soft and she always stuttered. She hugged her white stuffed rabbit tightly. One of the girls saw her. She was coming closer. She was in front of her.

"Hey there pink freak!" Said a girl with brown eyes and black hair. She was very pretty but her attitude said other wise. "I saw you talking to my dear sasu-cakes." She said with a glare.

"H-he o-on-only- w-wanted t-to b-borrow a-a p-pencil." Sakura said with a frighten tone. She hugged her rabbit tighter.

"Oh r-really." She said mocking sakura. "You're such a liar!" She grabbed her rabbit and threw it. Sakura was about to go after it, but the girl grabbed her hair making sakura fall to the ground.

"P-please s-stop." Sakura said trying to raise her voice, but it only became softer.

"What was that you pink brat?" The girl said with a smile. Sakura was about to say something but the girl pulled her hair with more force.

"What we're you going to say brat! I didn't hear you!"the girl said.

After sometime the girl left sakura in the ground with scratches on her wrist and knees. She had multi pushed sakura on the ground every time she had tried to stand up. Not only that but she also bit her arms and legs. But in the end sakura got up and retrieved her rabbit from the ground. It was dirty because the girl had also stomped on it after she saw that it was what sakura wanted.

Sakura was now walking home. She was dirty and it was almost dark. She passed a few houses until she arrived to hers. She took out a key from the pocket in her rabbit. She slowly opened the door. A cold breeze of air hit her body. She looked around. It was dark.

Sakura slowly walked in and closed the door. She turned to the right and flicked a switch. The lights turned on allowing sakura to see her home.

Everything was covered in a thick blanket of dust. The floor, the furniture, and the kitchen. Sakura slowly walked to her room to avoid the scary creeks sounds that followed her. She opened the door only to receive a colder breeze of air hit her face. Sakura shivered. She looked at her dark green painted walls. They always reminded her of the forest which she adored. The brown wood floor gave it a even better similarity to it. Sakura loved her room. She had a small bed with a thin blue blanket and a single white pillow. There wasn't much though, the only toy she had was her rabbit. She had a drawer and on top of it she had a small mirror in which she talked to her self with to built up her confidence, but it didn't work. She never stopped trying though.

Sakura walked towards her drawer and grabbed her mirror. She walked to her bed and wrapped the thin blanket around her self. Sakura looked at her reflection.

"I-i w-will n-not st-stutter any-anymore." Sakura said to her self. She hold her breath and waited a few seconds and spoke.

"I-i wi-will n-not stu-stutter any-anymore."sakura said. A few tears gathered in her eyes.

"A-again." Sakura said with tears running down her face. She was about to speak again but a memory hit her.

"You worthless child! Speak correctly and loudly!" Screamed her mother.

"A-a." Sakura was about to say something but her mother slapped her hard. She fell to the ground.

"Again!!" Her father yelled.

"M-m-mother." Sakura said with tears in her eyes. Her father punched her while her mother kicked her in the stomach. Sakura had stared to cough blood. Both the parents stopped and looked at her. They both hugged her.

"Oh sakura were doing this for your own good so don't tell anyone okay." Her mother said. Sakura looked at her frighten.

"Of course we love you sakura. Were just helping you become stronger. Don't you want to be beautiful and strong." Her father said also hugging them. Sakura looked at them. She did love her parents even though they hit her. She knew it was wrong but, they did love her back right? This was making them happy right? As long as it did sakura was okay with it. Sakura hugged them back and gave them a weak smile.

"O-okay i-i w-wont s-say a-anything." Sakura said in a happy tone.

"Okay then let's keep teaching you on how to hurt someone if they.......if they.......smile.....at you." Her father said breaking apart from them as he got out a leather belt. Sakura looked at it frighten as her mother hold her still. She closed her eyes.

/end/

Sakura touched her stomach. It had been a month since her parents were killed by anbus for abusing her. In front of her. They had tried to attack them but they were killed. Since then memories always hit her just like her parents did. Her bruises, cuts, and scars were almost healed but, it still hurt her. But seeing her parents dead made her realize that she was just a worthless thing on the planet. Things like that need to be destroyed but, maybe she could change. She wanted to change. But no matter what......she just saw the blood of her parents on her hands. It was her fault. She didn't like her bruises and those long scars that went from her shoulder to her elbow. She killed her parents. They hated her. They didn't love her.

Sakura was out side playing with her white rabbit. She wore a black hoodie and red pants. Her parents told her to never play with other kids because they would just back stab her and hurt her. She didn't think anyone was watching so she took off her black hoodie. You could see large bruises, hand prints, belt prints, and long thick deep bloodly scars on her both her arms and a few on her face. She had a split bloodly lip and her nose seemed broken. Sakura was very slowly talking to her rabbit. If she did she wouldn't stuttered that much but, it was to slow.

Just then a man with several scars on his face saw sakura playing. She had a sad look in her eyes. He didn't know why until he saw her arms. In that moment sakura had turned her head to look at him. Then he witness the rest of her abuse. Sakura quickly put on her hoodie and rabbit and ran off home. Unfortunately the man had caught up with her when sakura opened the door to her house. In that moment the man had called a few anbus.

/inside/

"Sakura what are out doing here! Do you want another lesson on how to stop a man from looking at you!" Yelled her father with a evil smirk. Then her mother entered the room.

"Oh sakura dear! You have never come back for a lesson! How about we teach you about stabbing a men in the stomach." Said sakura's mother with a knife in her hand.

Sakura tried to speak but she terrified. She knew for a fact that with this lesson she would die. Her parents both ran up to sakura. Her father elbowed her on her back then her mother stabbed her in the stomach. Sakura fell to the ground. Her mother kept stabbing on her stomach. Sakura coughed large amounts of blood and so did her stomach. A large pool of blood surrounded her. In that moment when she thought she was gone four anbus appeared. Her mother launched her self to them. They dough her attacks and so did she. Her father used taijutsu to hit them. Until a man slit the throat of her mother and stabbed her father on the stomach like her mother did to her but, for a strange reason she was alive when her father died instantly. Sakura slowly dragged her self to her parents. Sakura looked at them.

"I-i-im so-sorry." Sakura said with tears rapidly falling from her eyes.

"Y-you worthless bitch!! E-even when i-i about to d-die you still c-cant talk right!!" Her mother yelled." You killed my husband and myself!! You're just going to kill everyone! You're just trash that needs to be wiped of this planet. I HATE YOU!! WE NEVER LOVED YOU!!"

Sakura stared with large eyes.

"I hate you!" Yelled her mother. But then she stopped. She didn't move. She didn't blink. She didn't breath.

Sakura then felt all the pain. She hugged her bloodly rabbit tightly. Then the same man with scars picked her up. Then she blacked out.

After all that she had woken up in a hospital bed. She was bandage in her arms and stomach. She could tell she had bandages on her entire body actually. Then a old man asked her questions. Then he left. She stayed there about a week before they took her to another place where they asked her about her family. After that they wanted to send her to a foster home but, she refused. Then she walked home. Her home was cleaned with her rabbit cleaned and save in her room. She was going to be alone.

After that she started to train secretly in the woods. She started by punching a tree repeatedly. The she kicked it. Then she started to trow kunais at dummies. While she was doing this she failed to notice that the same scarred man was watching. Well that was before she learned to sense ninjas. He taught her many things. Ninjutsu and taijutsu were main things they were focused on. The strange thing was that she had a talent for all of this. Of course she made mistakes now and then. But it was all impressive. But she had to take it easy because her wounds would open up now and then too. Not only that but she would suffer hallucinations of her parents which terrified her to the bone. She would fall to the ground and lay there for hours, screaming loudly. At least she ran home as fast as she could and locked her self in her room. Then she would stab her arms multiple times to feel like her parents were still there with her. As much as they hit her and curse at her........she still loved them.

/end/

As sakura snapped back to reality by her teacher.

"I-i-ibiki-s-san w-what a-are y-you d-doing h-here?" Sakura asked surprised.

"I came here to see if you were alright." Ibiki said. He looked at her rabbit." What happen to him?"

"O-oh i-i d-dropped h-him o-on t-the g-ground." Sakura lied. Ibiki already did a lot of things for her. The least she wanted was for him to worry about trash like her.

"Really?" Asked ibiki knowing she was lying.

"Y-yes." Sakura said as she weakly smiled. Ibiki sigh.

"Well okay then, you should get some shut eye. We have training tomorrow." Ibiki said as he walked towards the door.

Sakura looked at her mirror and her rabbit. She looked at as ibiki he left her home. Sakura then looked a her rabbit. She started to search in the pocket of her rabbit until she pulled out a small book and pencil.

Dear diary,

Today a girl picked on me. I now see that my parents were right. No one would try to be friends with poor trash like me. Then you ask "what about ibiki?" Well he just pity's me. Who wouldn't? I'm just a girl who was abused by her parents, then her parents died in front of her. Who wouldn't! After that I went home to practice my confidence...... it didn't work. Then I had memories about my parents on how they taught me about the world. How its full of pain and sorrow. There arent many good people out there. But if one day you meet someone like that.....you should kill them so they have a lesson on how the world inst rainbows and smiles. They should all die.....but I don't want to be that. I dont want to hurt people! I just want to help them....even if I have to be wiped out of this world. I know I am going to be wiped off. You ask "why?"......its because eight man are watching me.

Sincerely, sakura. The worthless bitch.

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Hope you liked the new story! Don't own naruto or anything at all.....so sad. Wait! I own the plot! Yay!