Prod's POV

FIRST OF ALL. Why are you AVOIDING ME??! I haven't done anything wrong.and Another thing when I try to talk to you. you completely ignore me and push me away like it doesn't matter like its nothing. Is that what I am to you..... Nothing? Is that what you see me as.,... Nothing? Is that what I am to you NOTHING?!? I'm tired of this and you really must be crazy because the fact that I could be completely hurt and still somehow am able to still care about you should mean something. Im not afraid to admit when I'm wrong and apologize to you. Nobody is perfect But you act like you never do anything wrong.

Do you have any idea how all the SHIT you put me through,makes me feel? Huh...,"

I pause and notice Shes about to cry. I'm really not gonna stop because I'm about to let her know.

"Well... I'll tell you.. It makes me feel hurt, Mad, And even depressed sometimes It makes me do crazy stuff...Stuff like actually defend you and fight my own Brother even though he's telling the truth.... And for some messed up reason I still love you."

"You Really Love me" asked Nicole.

I look at her still pissed.

"Yes...I Do"

"I'm sorry Prod.."

"Yea."

She looks at me with a serious face.

"No!! I mean it I really am Sorry. I just.. Well......it's complicated."

I raise an eyebrow and cross my Arms.

"Well I've got plenty of time.. So.... EXPLAIN."

She pauses for a moment.

"Before I say anything....Just...Don't judge me. "

Nicole's thoughts:

Prod says he loves me well lets find out.

Shanell POV

He asked that dreaded question.

I quickly begin to panic and hyperventilate. As images of what happened quickly flash through my head.

-Flashback-

I Rushed home up to my room and straight to the bathroom. I look at myself in the mirror and begin to cry. What could I do. I was in Pain I was hurt. My scars were torn open Blood dripped everywhere. What was I to do. I grab my razor and hesitantly held it in my right hand But then threw it On the floor. I yelled in Fustration. I continued thinking of all the events that happened not that long ago. I felt bad Prince probably thinks he's hurt me severely but he hasn't. I have. I grab the bottle of water on my dresser. Right now I dont want to feel anything, see anything or be anything. The way I see it I AM NOTHING. I open my cabinet and down almost half a bottle of pain relievers and Some sleeping Pills. I think it's time to sit back relax and LET GO OF LIFE.

Then I black out

-Flashback over-

I don't remember anything else after that.

But I can't tell him the truth.

I'm afraid.

Afraid of what he might think if I told him the truth.

Afraid of what might be added to the list of lies and rumors already being spread about me.

Afraid of what I might do.

But Jacob isn't like that. Would he be that way with me?

Prince's POV

Uh. HOW COULD I BE SO STUPID. Why did I ask her that.

I sit there and watch as her heart rate speeds up but then it gets real creepy her eyes roll to the back of her head and she just sits up. I lean in close to her her eyes go back to normal but her heart starts to skip beats and she starts shuddering.

Then she stops. Her head tilts back and when she looks forward again she's ok. That was a bit disturbing. But I can't say anything. This is all MY FAULT. I'm the reason was she's hear. She could've died.

" Shanell" I touch her hand trying to get her attention.

"Huh" she screams, kinda caught off guard.

"Look. I just want to say. I'm sorry"

She looks at me puzzled and tilts her head to the side.

"For what?"

Her voice it's so Soft and cute. And her eyes kinda shimmer. Wait.. What am I thinking... I need to focus. Ok maybe she's cute, or pretty oh I need to FOCUS.

"I'm the reason why you're here. That's why"

"Jacob you're not"

"Yes I am. I'm so sorry"

I put my head down and run one of my hands through my fro. She places both her hands on my cheeks and lifts my head directing it to her face her hands are so soft with such a delicate touch. I look into her eyes.

Jacob..believe me you Are NOT. The reason why I'm in.... we'll you are"

I look away from her innocent glare.

But then she demands.

"Jacob look at me!" she some how seems to snap at me. but still in a calm sweet voice.

I look at her.

"When I say that I mean you SAVED MY LIFE.-"

I cut her off.

"AFTER I ALMOST ENDED IT"

She gives me this saddened look.Almost shameful. Which makes me feel worse I know I ahold be ashamed of myself.

"Shanell I'm sorry"

She doesn't respond. She just stares blankly at her wrist playing with the gauzes wrapped around it.

I kneel over and grab her wrist and kiss it. I look at her hoping to meet her eyes so that I can show that I mean what I say.

"Shanell I will make this up to you.. I promise."

And with that being said I get up and head home. I have to check on my cousin Yasmin. She's probably lost somewhere or moping around.

Roc's POV

"Chres..Chres"

Oh not I'm not falling for it this time. I know that if I follow that voice I'll end up facing Nicole. So I run in the opposite direction and hide im in some kind of woods. I try to push through this bush and it didn't budge. Now what to do. I see a chair I find this suspicious. A little black chair in the middle of the woods. I check every single possible way out but nothing. And I hear it Roc. Chres.

I think it's. Nicole. But it was uhm. That girl Prod was with. I guess I can deal with this dream. I get that smirk on my face as she comes closer. She grabs me and pushes me onto the chair she gets up and smiles. But then next thing I know I'm strapped to the chair and can't get up she smiles.

"What the. Fuck" I yell

She smiles evilly. Calm down Roc.

Nicole emerges from a wall smiling demonically.

"Stay away from me "I repeat over and over again.

The blue headed chick holds up her hand signaling nicole to stop.

Nicole stops and Star walks over to me and sits in my lap.

"Get off me you psycho Bitch"

"Now Roc I know you don't mean that."

She kisses me on my cheek and all over my neck.

Nicole rolls her eyes and huffs like she's jealous. I kinda smirk at that.

"Oh so you like that huh"

The smirk vanishes from my face.

"Look girl. Get off me" I snap

"Oh calm down". She rolls her eyes

"What are you doing" I ask.

"Giving you what you want but feel you Shouldn't have"

I raise an eyebrow

"Which is.?"

"Don't play stupid.. You Know"

"Her." I snap directing my attention to Nicole still standing in the background.

She smiles even harder.

"Just look at it this way. You want something. I want something. An arm for an arm.... you get what you want.. I get what I Want"

"Which is?"

"For me to know and you to find out

But don't worry about it now. You need to relax" she touches my forehead

-Dream over-

And I wake up as my phone starts going off.

"NOT AGAIN" I say out loud

That dream was too Weird. Sumthins gotta give. Something's not right.

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